My children are not my seeds
Chap10s. The Old Wound

“I actually do not like Nike since the first” even though Nike is older Merry does not use the mbak attribute because it does not like the person.

“Really he was evil” Merry started his story

“Mas Johan was once damaged because he” Leyna aghast.

“You mean?” only one word came out of Leyna's mouth

“Nike was a younger sister when Johan SMP” classmate Leyna watched Merry closely.

Merry invited to sit in an empty stall because the residents did not come to talk more freely.

“Mas Johan has a crush on Nike since the new student Nike, who the hell is not interested in a girl as beautiful as it” continued Merry half envious of Nike beauty.

“But of course not only did Johan love Nike” Merry remember his childhood.

“Kok you know that mas Jo has a crush on him?” ask Leyna.

“Yes, at that time I was a child mbak, still SD” Merry continued.

“I actually do not understand very well what was told by Johan” said Merry

“Lantas?” leyna asked curiously.

“When Johan wrote love letters to Nike” several times, Merry said.

“What is the answer Nike?” Leyna was interested in hearing the story.

“Do not reply, said friends mas Johan, the next letters immediately torn as soon as accepted Nike” Merry sad to remember the story of his brother.

“Continue what relationship with....Destruction of Jo?” ask Leyna.

“Yes, Nike is a matre girl, she does not accept Johan mas for choosing men from among rich children” explained Merry

“Kok kids, means not just one dong?” ask leyna.

“Iya indeed, Nike often changed girlfriends until graduating Junior High, it looks like he only used his beauty to get pleasure” said Merry

“But as a result it is said that class when he was about to graduate Junior High he was harassed by one of his girlfriends, his honor snatched” Leyna shuddered to hear it.

“But instead of kapok, Nike even more wild, until graduating High School he took advantage of his beauty to pursue treasure” continued Merry.

“She became exposed but famous for her ugliness, so that at her age, where her friends were married, no one would be willing to interfere with her. Even if someone wants to be close just want to enjoy the poignancy of his body”

“I have not seen his relationship with Jo” urged Leyna to Merry.

“Because crazy about first love, as long as SMA mas Johan still pursue Nike even though he already knows his behavior, even like his errand boy asked to take him here and there"

"But because it was not given hope of love, Johan became frustrated and realized only used his energy, to decide to go to college away from home”

“Mas Johan comes home very rarely, and I hear he occasionally gets drunk with his friends. From love turned to hate half dead” regretted Merry.

“Heemm. I deserve to be suspicious of my friends room boarding Jo many bottles of drinks, but I've never heard of him drunk” grumbled Leyna.

"That's because Johan knew Leyna" Merry said.

"You mean Johan quit because of me?" Merry nodded his head.

“On Nike, since his mother was sick, he started working in a beauty salon to help finance his mother” Merry resumed his story.

"Nike stopped adventuring and looking for work" Merry continued

“His mother urged that Nike get married soon like her friends in the hope that there is a place depending on the future and she recovers from her craziness"

"Bingung no young man wants to marry him, Nike began to glance at Jo mas if mas Jo was coming home here” said Merry.

“Nike insisted that his family still had a familiar relationship with his father, even at his graduation, Nike followed to campus and insisted on staying overnight, even though we and our family went home. Because forced, Nike entrusted to the cost of girls next to the cost of Johan” mas

“Mother knows?” ask Leyna

“Know what?” Merry asked back

“If Nike is still famili” stressed Leyna.

“At first I did not know, but finally I opened the dark veil that had been hidden, the father who urged Mas Johan to accept Nike, he said, but it makes Johan did not want to go home three years ago, until this sick mother because of the thought of Johan” mas

“Well, since childhood Johan never matched the opinion of mr”

“If your brother likes Nike, do you know?” ask Leyna.

“No, I never know, Mas Johan closed the matter so with mom. He just told me every

night, until I get bored and you force a Johan without a mother. His mother only met his old brother” Merry scratching his head that does not itch.

Somehow the tightness in Leyna's chest just disappeared. His heart calmed down to hear Merry's story.

“We just go home Mer” take Leyna after they are silent for quite a long time.

Merry just nodded as they moved from where he was talking.

Every memory of his childhood story he was very sad, because he felt the loss of a much loved brother.

He lived like a kara even though his father was very pampering.

Merry is often envious of friends who can grow up and play with his brother.

Assisted by brother if he finds difficulty in a problem. Really Johan feels a bit foreign to him at this time because his growth period is not together.

“Lho where the jajannya” asked Johan to see the two girls back empty-handed.

“Gak sell his traders” answered Merry accordingly.

“So I saw open tuh” urged Johan

“Have gone home, out early” Merry still as he pleased, even though he was not going anywhere, just chatting in an empty kiosk.

Johan looked towards Leyna. Leyna threw her sweet smile. Johan was silenced.

“Mana Nike” ask Merry.

“Hush, you know, call mbak so” sergegah Johan's mother, a woman who always put forward the rules and politeness, even though her heart actually harbors the pain in the family.

“eh yes, sorry bu” Merry does not want to argue with his mother who just felt happy with the return of Johan mas. He did not want his mother to have much of a burden on his mind.

“Let's have breakfast, all are ready” Mother Johan has been used to prepare family meals by herself. He never had a home assistant.

“Please Mer, bring these foods to the dinner table” pinta mom Johan.

“Let me help bu” Leyna get closer and about to pick up a food container.

“Already, it is unethical that guests should serve themselves at the home they visit” said Johan's mother

Merry winked at Leyna, giving the code not to argue.

Johan approached Leyna and was about to hold her hand, but Leyna brushed aside. Johan thought Leyna was embarrassed in front of her family if treated too affectionately.

“Let's eat a lot yes son Leyna, mother can only present a simple maasakan” order mother Johan

“Iya bu this is enough” leyna replied while taking the rice from where it was moved to the plate in front of her.

“Sorry yes, village cuisine. It must not be as good as if in the city” Johan's mother used to mince words.

“Sama ma'am, anyway in my city also eat rice, vegetables and side dishes. It's even complete. Eat this big bu” kilah Leyna.

“Yaa if in the city maybe how to cook different” Long bus abasi Johan's mother.

“Just like bu” Leyna until confusion just repeating the sentence.

“Have you eaten, mom cleaned up the kitchen first” said mother Johan

“Father does not eat all bu?” ask Leyna kindly.

“His father Johan has left for work, has his favorite breakfast fried rice that I made earlier” Johan's mother stepped into the kitchen again

The three of Johan, Leyna and Merry eat together at the dinner table. Johan's father and mother are used to not eating with their children, especially if they have friends. They give freedom so that children feel comfortable enjoying the dish.

“I want to go home Jo” said Leyna on the sidelines eating.

“Uhfp” Merry coughed until rice sprayed from her mouth.

Johan stopped eating and looked up at Leyna

"It's not three days, you promised" Johan said

“I forgot there is guidance thesis tomorrow” kilah Leyna looks he is not always lusting.

Eat while looking down at the rice plate.

Johan looked at his sister, who only replied by raising both shoulders a sign of unwillingness to interfere.

"I can go home by myself Jo, No need for you to deliver" Leyna continued.

Johan lost his appetite. His face looks very disappointed.

"It's not just you that Jo can be disappointed" Leyna said in her heart.

"Friends. I'm just a friend after you've been hugging me all night?" Leyna almost cried, but was forced to throw a smile when Johan's mother passed her.