My children are not my seeds
Chap15s. An accidental wound

The journey down the village, continues to the area of oil palm plantations.

A mes that looks quite clean in the form of rooms lined up. Seen employees who have completed working hours and returned to mes to rest. Afternoon is late.

Anto parked the vehicle in front of a separate mes at the end of the area which is his own home.

"Let's go in, I stay here" Anto asked Johan

"You live alone in this house?" ask Johan

"No, there are some foreman friends who occupy the rooms in this house" explained Anto.

"If we have passed?" Johan was curious.

"Oh, that's the official, many of our village neighbors you know you are coming, they must be crowded here" said Anto. Johan wondered why his cousin lived in a different place but was still reluctant to ask.

"Sir Murti, can ask for an additional mattress yes" pinta Anto to the manager of the mes who came to welcome the two of them.

"Well, I'll prepare, put where?" ask Murti.

"In my room only" Mr. Murti nodded and walked away and prepared all the needs requested by Anto.

"It looks like Anto is quite respected in this place, does this little one have a position?" johan's mind is getting curious.

Anto High School is only one year adrift with Johan. Although not one school, because they are relatives Johan knows very well the mischief of his cousin who is the son of the rich man.

Anto runs away from home after High School for allegedly impregnating her friend and is chased by her parents to marry her.

Anto swore to Johan that it wasn't just him who was in a relationship with the girl.

While Anto himself also in a relationship with many girls because of the good looks and wealth of his parents that make the girls become crazy about him.

Because of that incident Anto was stranded on oil palm plantations in Sumatra, and never received higher education even though his parents were richer than Johan's parents.

"How about Nike Mas?" Anto breaks up the night with questions Johan did not expect.

Two glasses of thick black coffee and two plates of fried rice they face as provisions later beyond the night.

"Heh hhm" Johan sighed first after swallowing the last chew in his mouth.

"Three years we didn't communicate" Johan said.

"I heard he met a mas a few months ago" Anto investigated.

"Yes, I looked at you, where do you know?" search Johan back.

"That Suparmin returned home a month after Mas returned home" Anto explained.

Johan just sighed.

“Kok feel you have a problem Mas?” Anto is getting serious.

“I'm sure you didn't come here because you fell asleep on the bus that was supposed to go to Wonosari, or just happened to show me that you wanted a wife, or something?” Anto started to want to know.

“The story is long To” complained Johan.

“Pak Murti has a stock of coffee as a sack of Mas, enough to make me literate 3 days to hear you release the burden” as a man who had escaped from a heavy teenage problem, Anto grew up to be very mature.

“I'm sorry about Nike Mas, if that's your burden. I really did not know that at that time you were so fond of Nike that like crazy” Anto brought up the past.

Johan shook his head slowly, Anto got up to get rid of the plate that had been empty to the back.

Seeing his cousin's sister treat him like this, Johan daydreams back to the time he had just graduated High School first……

***

“Mas Take me to meet ya” pinta Nike to Johan. Her makeup is actually inappropriate for a High School kid.

Although since Junior High Johan pursued the love of Nike, but he realized his social status as a child of low employees will not meet the tastes of Nike.

“Where?” Johan is like a buffalo only if it is in front of Nike, especially Johan's father has confirmed that Nike has a familiar relationship with him.

Johan took over the wheel of a Nike motorcycle that moved behind him.

“Ke city. Later my motorbike put in your home yes mas” Nike orders on the way, Johan just nodded.

Johan understands Nike's intentions so that his parents think he is staying at Johan's house.

“The child is handsome, rich man's son” cerocos Nike without feeling.

“Which child?” Johan was actually lazy, but just nodding and shaking his head along the way was boring.

“City children, if the village children will average tomorrow just farm or be porters of buildings” Nike cerocos judge.

Until the city limits, dusk has begun to arrive, a teenager whose figure he knows awaits Nike.

“Know where you Nike” Anto half-whisper to Nike.

“Ah, just want to know you mas” Nike dodged. Immediately get off the bat and run towards the man's motor sport that was waiting for him.

“You Anto” Johan is a little surprised.

“Lho Mas Johan” Antopun no less surprised. Anto became a bit squeaky.

“You already know each other apparently” Nike flat only, as usual he never cared about the men.

“You said you didn't have a Nike girlfriend?” tanya Anto looks a little annoyed to know who drove the man he knows well.

“Indeed, this Mas Johan is still familiar with me. I always ask him if he needs” Nike explained with his subtlety.

“Ouwh but...” sentence Anto cut by Johan.

“Already... have been there, have fun, I come home” Johan said saying goodbye by cutting Anto's sentence.

"Kok you so sewot so anyway Mas" Nike sulked maja to Johan.

Johan did not care and immediately left the two of them.

Johan was able to guess what Anto would do with Nike, he tried to make sure by taking a circular path to a small hotel on the edge of town.

Anto motorbike is hidden in a corner of the hotel.

Imagining what Anto and Nike ended up doing, Johan became fed up with Nike.

Johan is disappointed in himself who was born as the son of a lowly and poor employee. Johan is determined to cover up his shame and disappointment by leaving the village immediately after graduating from High School.

Johan has never been angry with Anto, because he knew of Nike's behavior since he was a Junior High.

***

“Mas Johan is still angry huh?” anto said disperse the daydream of Johan.

“Eh, oh no. I've never been mad at your To” behavior Johan stuttered a little

“Lantas what made you like a person six years ago. Many daydreamed like a soul loss so” Apparently Anto had noticed when Johan was in daydreams.

Johan nodded slowly. This very embarrassing journey was worth telling. Wouldn't be his cousin's laughingstock.

“Cerita mas, maybe I can make amends for my past” pinta Anto.

“Why did you get lost in a coffee shop, on the edge of Lampung?” anto.

“Promise you won't laugh at me To?” Johan was reluctant.

“Aduh. Don't look at Anto as a teenage boy five years ago” Anto reassured.

“I'm here looking for my friend” Anto just frowns waiting for his cousin brother is comfortable.

“The name is Leyna” continued Johan.

“Leyna, it seems like a familiar name” Anto guessed Leyna's name, but can't believe her shy and low-key cousin's sister had the courage to look for the girl.

The Johan he knew, was a simple Johan and his personality was somewhat inferior.

“So Mas Johan is on that street.. already from the house Miss Leyna” Anto was curious if it was true Leyna in question.

“I'm sure I have the wrong address To, my friend wrongly recorded the address, he who loves me” lazily Johan grabbed the phone, opened the same photo he showed to the security guard of the mansion this afternoon.

“Hahs. Friend how is this mas? Miss Leyna?” Anto is shocked that Johan has a photo of his boss' daughter. Johan is confused. Empty as a soul-loss.

“Mas, Mas, this is seriously the daughter of Mr. Hartanata, the owner of the plantation that we manage this” Johan is getting weaker to hear this reality. Obviously this was not a dream, his own cousin speaking in front of him.

"Please don't ever tell this disgrace to anyone To" Anto just shook his head with a smile.