My children are not my seeds
Chap17s. I'm sorry Nike

“Why sudden bengini Mas?” anton's protest heard Johan was going straight home that day.

“Say one week off, stay a few days. I'm glad that Johan is willing to stop by here” Anto urgently

“You work tomorrow, why am I dumbstruck in this empty house alone” kilah Johan.

“Iya anyway, this mes is empty at work hours, but Mas will be able to rest so that the night can chat rame-rame again, or around the city have fun like the past” Anto is still asking.

“It's Sunday night, you're off. If it's a weekday night we stay up like yesterday, can be fired all of you” said Johan.

“Mas, price. It's plantation. Not like Johan's public office in Jogja, Sana” Anton explained.

“Ya.. so you should be orderly at work” Johan does not understand the rhythm of the plantation work, but smart ass in order to cover up the shame of mistakes has tried to make Leyna his lover.

Johan just wants to get out of there.

“What is there urgent in Kampung to force suddenly like this Mas?” Anto chatted while playing a cell phone whose signal was timid in the middle of the plantation.

“Not really, miss the same mother, mumpung holiday” kilah Johan.

“Halah, tumben ha ha ha. didn't hear wrong?” anto Goda. Cellphone's ringing.

“Awhile mas, I received the phone out, find the signal. Mas Johan shower first all” Anto's orders.

Johan took a quick shower in the hope that Anto would soon take him to the big road so that he could go to the terminal to book a bus ticket back to Java.

The water feels fresh after a night of sleep deprivation because it is fun to talk with friends throughout the yard who are wandering.

Replacing with the clean TShirt he had prepared before taking a shower, Johan saw Anto looking hastily into the house.

“If it is ready we leave now Mas” Johan aghast.

“So I got kicked out?” johan Seloroh

“No, not just kicked out already not at home so” Anto smiled to see his cousin sister.

“This was the phone from the office admin who used to book tickets, you can plane this morning, but later transit used to be a bit long in Jakarta” explained Antok.

“Why should the plane To, I'm here also take the bus?” Johan.

"I don't have that kind of money" Johan continued.

"Tiket already can, just go up, do not think about anything" prevent Anto.

“Let's quickly get home, not later on the road, someone wants me to leave” Anto change clothes without bathing, just spraying perfume. Take the key and rush to sit behind the wheel.

Johan just followed. Car ranger service vehicle Anto leaving mes.

“What's true Nike unmarried Mas” deg! Johan is uncomfortable with every Anto name Nike.

“Not To” replied Johan briefly. He did not want to answer wrong.

“So it's true Nike didn't do it because of past deeds?" Ask Anto.

“Entah To, Several times proposed, but want to be made honey. He doesn't want to. Maybe there is still waiting” Johan glanced at Anto who controls his ranger so as not to be too strongly shaken in the middle way of the plantation.

Johan does not want Anto to know the last few years, through his father, Nike trying to pursue Johan. Though Johan himself suck drunk romance to Leyna.

“I've sinned Mas” Anto seriously. Johan smiled.

“Halah your lagak, no need GR, I'm sure not you the bastard boy he was waiting for” jolt Johan.

“It's definitely Mas. Must be a very deep pain in his heart when I have to abort the womb when I stay lari” Anto regretted.

"It's not necessarily your seed. I think Nike is used to the men's game" Johan comforted.

“I used to play him Mas, but time and circumstances made me realize that my actions were not right. I did not expect him until pregnant” Anto continued while continuing to try to avoid holes in the streets.

“Maybe it is not your seed To, I was like a slave for him to drive around and meet some men at that time” Johan told Anto the situation at that time.

“I know Mas. Most of them were also my friends who played Nike. But right now the point is no longer that Mas, I feel I have to redeem my life in the past” Anto sok religious.

Johan just looked at him closely, looking for the truth behind Anto's words.

“Ya.. each has chosen his own life path right To?. it becomes his personal responsibility” the wise assertion from Johan.

“Yeah, the lifeline is not to be fought. If I was living like this at that time, surely such crazy acts would not happen” said Anto.

“You yourself, if there is no boyfriend To, you have not even discussed women last night” Johan just realized last night talking only focus to the family of Mr. Hartanata.

“Entah Mas, I'm a bit traumatized also want to be close to women. Especially the beginning of my life here that is not

erratically. Eating for yourself is sometimes not always there, very different from when I just ask parents” said Anto. His hands continue to be busy changing gears so that the speed of the vehicle is comfortable and controlled.

“And you already have a position, I'm sure you also have a lot of savings. Why don't you try starting a relationship?” search Johan.

“Hmm.. I trusted the position because the only employee who was reluctant to leave the plantation maybe Mas, I was reluctant to meet many people, unless he was a relation or employee, I don't know, I was like a trauma urban atmosphere” explained Anto.

“Married To, women may be able to heal your wounds” advises Johan.

“Ha ha ha ha.” Anto laughed out loud, trying to let go of his regret.

“Kok even laughed” asked Johan.

“I'm sure if indeed women can heal the inner wound, you must have married first. Remember, at least you are a year older than me” Anto sneered on the sidelines of his laughter

“Yeah, I have not been successful like you you” Johan half justify. Anto smoothed his lips.

Arriving on the highway, Anto fled the vehicle faster.

“Don't be late Mas, I don't want to lose money for swapping for a scorched ticket to company” Anto gave a reason.

The airport was visible, Anto did not lower the speed until the vehicle stopped at the parking gate.

Finding a parking position a bit becomes difficult because the pick-up and delivery are piled up at the same hour, whereas they both arrive quite late.

After parking, the two get off Anto approaches Johan, taking time to leave a message.

“Mas, if I marry Nike, do you mind?” Johan.

“No need to be surprised so” Anto's smile looks at Johan.

“Is Mas Johan still in love with Nike?” ask Anto.

“Oh is not To, not that. It was about Nike in the past. Rest assured To, not necessarily your seed that the Nike” family aborted Johan hurriedly explained.

“For me it's no problem Mas, At least let Nike Happy by having one of us. Johan's riveted.

"Tell him I'll take a leave of absence and apply immediately, if he doesn't mind" Anto said.

“ya, yes yes.  Immediately I told Nike as soon as I reached my hometown. Hopefully he doesn't mind” Johan a little flutter

“This I have a little memory, hopefully can be a sign of my apology to him” Anto took out a jewelry box.

A gold necklace with a diamond pendant.

“I've been buying this for a long time, but I don't dare leave it to the kids. I heard she hated me so much after I left. I hope that if the Johan mas give, Nike can change his mind” Anto welcomes hope to Johan. Johan's heart became a trough to see his cousin.

"Not a To ring?" Ask Johan.

"Ha ha ha.. I have to measure whose finger is it? there's nothing" Anto can still laugh

Johan immediately put in a backpack that he had not yet carried. They then rushed to walk.

Anto saw Mr. Sukirman, Mr. Hartanata's personal driver, in the arrival lounge they passed.

The announcement of the last call for passengers to Jakarta who had disembarked from Sigapura a few minutes ago continued to roar.

Anto still had time to nod to Mr. Sukirman while pushing Johan to immediately enter the departure gate.

Towards the gate, Johan's eyes accidentally caught a glimpse of Mr. Hartanata's family at the arrival gate.

Leyna in a luxurious dress set her eyes fixed to Johan's face from a distance with a face full of questions.

But shame, low self-esteem prompts Johan to speed up his pace of running through the departure gate.