My children are not my seeds
Chap2. An Unexpected Kiss

“Plak” a slap landed on Johan's cheek.

Shocked Johan opened his eyes. His consciousness landed back in the corner of the room. He saw Leyna's eyes bulging with a slight sigh of snorting.

Johan was very sorry. He did not forget the promise they made at this time that Leyna had not received if Johan wanted a lip kiss, but the atmosphere of Sunday night in a quiet boarding room because the residents are mostly homecoming or spend the week out, making Johan tempted to feel the lips kiss of a girl who had never felt for life.

“Maaf” is the only thing that can come out of Johan's lips. Shame and guilt mixed in his heart. He was overwhelmed with desire in his young soul.

Leyna did not say a word, only her eyes were pushy looking at Johan's face right in her eyes.

Five months of their journey together, every time Johan asked about their relationship status, Leyna always only answered “ya we try to live first.”.

"Sorry Ley, I'm afraid" Jogan repeated.

“You promised Jo” said Leyna.

“Sorry Ley, I got carried away” Johan regretted.

They both sat quietly in a stiff atmosphere in the corner of Johan's boarding room.

Leyna's semester break doesn't come home. Additional activities at the campus organization become an escape so that family members can be pressed. Leyna tried to forget the affair with the family at least temporarily.

Leyna to Johan's boarding house to enjoy the weekend together. All this time they were just sitting talking or enjoying a television show. But I don't know why tonight there is an excess of desire from Johan.

In a stiff atmosphere, Johan finally tried to make a liquid.

“We go Ley” road finally Johan tried their freezing. 6 Months is not enough for the two of them to get to know more deeply and establish a more comfortable relationship.

“Yes, we just eat, I'm hungry” said Leyna

“Alright, what do you want to eat?” Johan actually becomes less lustful to eat when uncomfortable up close

Leynas.

“Whatever, I'll just come with” said Leyna. Same answer, every time they look for food, and that answer is enough

annoying to Johan.

Johan wants Leyna to have a wish when offered a meal. But many times when Johan managed to invite Leyna

when you go out to eat, the answer is always the same.

“How about Pecel Lele near the rail?” Said Johan.

“Serah” reply Leyna.

“Or opposite chicken noodles near the rail also” Johan gives an alternative.

“Terusah” Lyena replied back, as if there are no other words that are more useful when choosing to eat.

“You prefer which one?” johan.

“As far as you are Jo, I just follow” Leyna's answer as usual.

Johan is always confused every time Leyna invites him to eat. For fear if he chooses later Leyna's taste is not appropriate.

Once he decided to eat chicken noodles, but Leyna eating sambal looks not lustful. After the new exit he said he wanted to eat rice because from the morning had not eaten drowned in the busy college and campus activities.

After long staring at Leyna without blinking, Leyna did not budge at all. His head lowered not not noticing Johan choosing to walk towards the eating place. Leyna's hand to stand up and follow him.

They walked to the eating place.

“For a long time not eating here, have forgotten yes mas Johan, there are already those who escort” Goda Kristi, son of Mr. Mo owner of a goat satay restaurant not far from campus.

“Enya nyari far now yes, let both be longer” continued Kristi sambal cengegesan.

Kulirik Leyna pretended to be stupid while choosing the menu.

“The father does not look Kris” said Johan trying to divert the conversation.

“Heleh, tumben called it father. Usually also pakde, paklik, not clear. do you want to be the son-in-law of the satay?” This Kristi if teasing people will not stop if the victim is not yet keki.

Johan has memorized its nature because it has been a subscription to satay stalls since Kristi was still Junior High until now starting college.

“Not answering even there was your talk” Johan is not awkward if joking with Kristi, it has been 5 years Johan has never moved costs since the first lecture in Jogja.

Warung satay the only one near the campus, became a mainstay first when new shipments came and wanted to enjoy good food. Kristi is familiar with all the boarding children who used to eat there.

“Beauty him yes Jo” suddenly Leyna said that made Johan realize that he came to this satay stall is not

with his guy boarding friends like he used to.

“You have only once invited me to eat here yes Jo” is still confused Johan has got a follow-up question.

“Oh, yes sorry. I guess you don't like eating meat” Johan argued

“Indeed, I prefer vegetables, but I'm not a vegetarian” Leyna said rather ketus.

“Sorry Ley, I am always confused every time I invite you to eat. You always answer up” Johan said

“Ah, you're a boy. You are the one who invites. My defining time” Leyna will not stare at Johan's face when speaking in that tone.

“Yeah, how ya. I mean I don't want to choose the wrong menu that you don't like” Johan spoke slowly.

“Pak Mo kok invisible Yu?” Johan asks Yu Parmi, the shop assistant who always faithfully serves customers.

Kristi is still busy putting up orders for other customers, so Yu Parmi is delivering orders to the customer desk as done to Johan this time.

“Tourism trip mas, together with the entourage of the fathers se RT” said yu Parmi.

“Loh really do not close the stall, do not bother. Usually like to close if Mr. Mo is in need of”, Johan said

“Sunday night mbak Kristi forced open for fear of disappointing customers” said yu Parmi.

“Iya anyway, if closed earlier I also have to find food elsewhere” Johan muttered

“Don't get me wrong, mbak Kristi's cooking is better than her father” simple words yu Parmi enough

made Leyna's eyebrows wrinkle up almost to meet.

Johan was speechless at the corner of his eyes seeing Yu Parmi slightly holding back his regret and questions.

“We walk to the south square of Ley” take Johan on the sidelines to eat.

“Or hang out in Malioboro?” Seeing Leyna just sit still and eat while hastily feeling Johan so uncomfortable.

“Quick spend Jo, take me home, it's already night” said Leyna.

“But Ley..” Johan did not have time to spend sentences.

“I'm a little unwell Jo” cut Leyna

Time still shows at 20:05 WIB. Sunday night usually costs Leyna to tolerate closing the gate until 22:00.

But Johan never denied Leyna's request. He wants his new relationship of a lifetime of corn not to be hindered by bigger problems with objections or rejection from Johan.

After eating, Johan escorted Leyna to the boarding house.

The deserted alley of a pair of lovebirds walked quite hastily, arriving at the corner of the alley in front of the empty garden.

“Hoeeek”

“What's Ley?” Leyna just shook her head. Johan tried to massage Leyna's neck suddenly

spewing out his entire stomach.