My children are not my seeds
Chap26s. Drifting in the Cold Night Mountains

Stomach satiety enjoying dinner did not make Johan and Leyna sleepy. Both go to the back terrace of the inn where there is a place that they can use to relax and enjoy the night.

The inn stands on the edge of the rice field slope so that the view off towards the urban lowlands is decorated with flickering night lights.

Johan slid his legs half-lying in a relaxing place made from a net on the terrace of the inn overlooking the beautiful valley. Leyna laid her body in Johan's arms.

The singing of insects seems to play the rhythm of intimacy, building a warm atmosphere in the cold breeze of the night. Bright enough not many clouds make the view so awesome.

Occasionally visible light moves meandering signs still there are traveling by vehicle on the slopes of the mountains. Johan and Leyna lingered in silence.

Leyna held softly Johan's hand which hugged her. Johan's palm felt warm in Leyna's flat stomach.

Leyna sat spoiled with her head on Johan's chest, her body leaning against her arms.

"Mas Jo.." without moving, Leyna's soft voice broke the silence.

"Hmmm.." Johan kissed softly on Leyna's head that was in front of her face. He did not want the warmth to be lost by the desire to see Leyna's face.

"Did Mas Jo really love Leyna" asked Leyna.

"Why are you asking that kind of affection" Johan rubbed his nose and chin against Leyna's head affectionately.

Actually, Leyna's face was ordinary when compared to Imah who had accompanied them at the stop, especially when compared to Anna, the personnel manager in her office who always made all men look if they passed her.

But for Johan the interesting thing about Leyna is her agility and tomboyish appearance. Johan was immediately curious and wanted to approach Leyna when he first looked at the next door first.

The two of them conversed in a low voice, even a clenching sound almost overpowering the hearing.

"It's okay, you ask" Leyna answered the question without changing her position.

"Do you doubt it?" Ask Johan. Leyna was silent as if.

Whereas during their relationship, Johan was always unsure of the true nature of Leyna. Especially after proven the social status of his lover like the sky and earth crust. Johan's pride had fallen into the deepest valley.

"Actually I had a sense that I was just a Ley escape" Johan replied, expressing a complaint.

"Can't you?" sergeant Leyna.

"Since I took you first to Prambanan, you have never given certainty to our relationship" Johan said

"Because Johan has never told me the words I Love You "accuse Leyna.

"really? You're either forgetful or intentionally forgotten" Johan hardly misses the memory of every detail of his relationship with Leyna.

"Mas Johan ever said? When?" Leyna curiously pulled her body slightly forward in order to twist her body and looked at Johan's face.

"In the beginning we dated first" Johan held his lover's chin with his thumb and forefinger. His eyes stared fixedly at her lover's round eyes, brought his face closer and stuck his chin to Leyna's chin.

"I tried to say that, but I got a slap and said GOMBAL" continued Johan smiling considering how embarrassed he was at the time.

"Well, Johan said in front of the boarding friends, I thought it was just a joke" curled Leyna and then put her face on Johan's shoulder. I was also embarrassed to remember the incident.

"Because of that event I held back my love" Johan patted gently on the back of Leyna's head and pulled her away from her shoulder.

Looking at Leyna's face, Johan continued.

"Then I replace it with actions, does that not prove enough?" Leyna nodded.

"Not yet, I also want to be seduced with friendly words like other women" Leyna scowled feignantly in anger.

"Hmmm..." Johan murmuring.

"Is it that important?" johan's insistence

"Is it that hard for Johan to pronounce?" sue Leyna.

"Plak, Gombal" a soft slap landed on Johan's cheek.

"You're forced to" Leyna added her lips.as if she was really angry with Johan.

Johan grabbed Leyna's right arm by the grip of her left hand to Leyna's right arm, pulling the hand behind Leyna's head while shoving her own face.

Leyna no longer refuses to know what her lover wants. Leyna closed her eyes feeling the touch of Johan's lips to kiss her tiny lips.

Johan treats her lover gently, so that makes Leyna feel comfortable and return the kiss warmly. Johan grabbed Leyna's back with both of his hands holding Leyna's body to her chest.

The stars began to hide themselves watching the surge of love love love that increasingly forget themselves, the fog enveloped so that the insects of the night do not envy.

"We're moving into Jo" Leyna pinta. His voice was more like an angel.

"Yes, it seems like the fog is starting to fall like a drizzle" Johan looked at the sky that was not as bright as last night.

It is common on the slopes of mountain ranges the weather often changes beyond the forecast.

They went to a luxurious inn on the slope of the rice field. The warm feeling makes them more friendly.

Johan and Leyna rolled on a padded mattress covered in clean white sheets. Johan kissed behind Leyna's ear while gently stroking behind her waist. The treatment of which became Leyna's pleasure.

Inchi demi inchi kisses Johan down Leyna's body. Leyna tensed her muscles to hold back the feeling.

Johan's eyes looked at Leyna as a whole. Leyna really enjoyed the game with her eyes closed.

Their play made the soft bed linen messy

"Had" Leyna lamented her back to the bed with a breath of breath.

Finding that, Johan's breath increasingly hunts his consciousness into half gone. Leyna in the arms. Johan continued the game. Her lips blindly bit Leyna's ears.

Johan's kiss on Leyna's lips is met with a small bite that further obscures Johan's consciousness.

Johan was already preparing in the totality of the battle when Leyna's voice echoed in his ears.

"Joe. Would you be willing if on our first night I was no longer a virgin." whispered Leyna in her breath.

"Jdaaarrr" Johan's consciousness returned as if his body had been blown to earth from a high cloud. Pain, tightness, and disappointment, shame melts into one.

Johan rolled down from the top of Leyna's body whose clothes had been opened out of nowhere. He took the soft blanket of the luxurious room and closed it to Leyna and himself.

Johan's collared shirt was dragged on the blanket, but he did not want to wear it.

"I'm sorry Jo, I'm not ready yet" Leyna gently dyed Johan's forehead staring at the ceiling in silence.

A little water dripped from Johan's eyes signaled he was enduring deep disappointment.

"Jo, are you angry?" Leyna half got up, clasped the blanket with her left hand in front of her chest and kissed Johan's face.

Johan is still in confusion about his own feelings, but he does not want to make his lover disappointed.

"Nearly four years we can keep this Jo, don't get on the edge of our happiness just stained" Leyna looks grim, her eyes start to glaze over.

"I promise Jo, once we are legally married, I will serve you every day, even if you ask seven times a day" Leyna said emotionally.

Johan grabs the body of his lover, carries Leyna's head up to her chest, hugs and kisses the hair on Leyna's head to show that she is a self-defeating knight for the sake of the girl he loves so much.

Under the blanket Johan felt warm tears trickling down his open chest. Johan occasionally stroked Leyna's head alternately with a kiss on the head until Leyna fell asleep in her arms.

Chicken cigarettes occasionally sounded in the distance, while outside the drizzle accompanied the evening welcoming morning.

Johanpun fell asleep in the arms of a dream.