My children are not my seeds
Chap3s. A Change in Doubt

For months Johan was immersed in the routine of work. Projects come and go, seizing almost the entire

time and life. A year of blessing for Johan's company that will surely bestow bonuses at the end of the year.

The last day of the year, because tomorrow the holiday which is a joint leave will take place. At least for a week the company will have no activities.

Tired really felt in Johan's body after finishing all business. It was late in the afternoon, Johan rushed towards the presence machine.

On the way through the hallway of the office space, he saw Anna the personnel manager standing in front of the absent machine. His beautiful body obstructs Johan's view of the absent machine.

“If going home do not forget I tipped the sagon yes Jo” message Anna, a personnel manager whose career soared in youth.

Sagon is a glutinous rice flour food that is coarsely ground combined with a young coconut shredded with a sweet taste of sugar. Johan and his mother Anna.

Johan and Anna's mother are from the same area, so understand the typical food of their area.

Anna no longer returns to the village because after the death of her father, the mother who lived alone without relatives was carried by Anna to Jogja.

“Ehmm Sorry An. I don't seem to be going home this year” replied Johan a little uncomfortable. For refusing Anna's request.

“Wah, there is an important event for sure” read Anna as if to know.

“No, just being reluctant to go back to kampung” replied Johan.

“There are problems with the family in the village?” Anna probing.

Understandably, as a personnel manager Anna is known to be very attentive to all employees.

Not because she wanted to interfere in family affairs, Anna professionally tried to maintain the performance of each employee carefully.

If there are employees who have problems so that their performance in work decreases, Anna can help restore their condition.

“Neg. Being silent to spend time in Jogja course” kilah Johan.

They walked hand in hand to the office exit down the hallway of the workspaces that had been locked because all the employees had been home since this afternoon.

“Aduh, Am I first, some make heavy return home?” Anna Goda.

Johan knows Anna already has a rich businessman girlfriend. But Anna likes to tempt shy bachelor employees to arise to be wrong.

“You could have An, could have eaten your grass if you were my wife” kelakar Johan.

“I do not like grass, can” Anna laughs loosely as usual if she is jokingly teasing Johan.

"Or do you want to insinuate me that this company is too small to pay you" Anna put on a serious face.

"Ah, no, that's not what I mean" Johan flirted, Anna was happy to make Johan go awry.

“Mama has long missed the food area, but unfortunately no one is tricked ya” complained Anna Serius.

“Lha you guys will just play to the village to, tomorrow holiday traveling there” proposed Johan.

“Sagon which is owned by mama, which you usually bring is Jo, it is only made when there is an order.

To go there just to order sagon kayaknya kok ya excessive” Klah Anna who absolutely does not like traveling.

They had to split up because Anna was heading to the car park, while Johan was heading to the gate.

“See you next year Jo, if you have time to go home bring sagon later money I change, add bonus deh” Anna still hope.

“Hmmm Johan just muttered.

Johan admired Anna. Beautiful young girl, from a wealthy family whose age is not far from her, but her career has exceeded that of a middle-aged woman.

Anna's age is one year above it.with a level that beautiful, if accommodated maybe even three children at his age.

Johan ran to a small stop near his office.Together he entered the stop, a bus that was traveling towards the place where his boarding was going slowly towards the stop.

The trip is not too long because the usual hours of returning home work make jammed the streets of Jogja already defecated an hour ago.

Trans Jogja did not feel that it had reached a stop near Leyna's boarding house. Johan deliberately always ride Trans Jogja because tired after work he can vent by sleeping for a moment in the mode of transportation that is not too crowded when he rode it.

Today he wants to go straight back to Leyna's boarding house, to invite him to enjoy the new year's night with the woman he admires.

Down the alley to Leyna Johan boarding house is not too hasty. Johan had taken a shower at the office before coming home, because the afternoon job had made his body full of sweat.

Johan is used to bringing a change of clothes when going to work. Backpacks that always accompany him become a place to complement his daily needs.

Arriving at Leyna boarding atmosphere is quite quiet.Kids boarding at hours so engrossed languishing in their respective rooms. Johan went straight to the bedroom door and knocked quietly.

“Hai Jo” as usual Leyna peek first from behind the door.

“Wait A Moment” Leyna Back shut the door. Johan already memorized, Leyna will replace the shorts she used to wear when at the boarding house every Johan came.

Actually Johan had often accidentally seen Leyna wearing shorts when opening the room door.

The little girl looks sexy with shorts attached to her body.

“Masuk” Leyna looks beautiful with a white shirt and has changed into tight jeans trousers wrapped around her body. Johan unceasingly looked at the girl he loved even though he still doubted whether Leyna would actually accept him as a lover.

“Later tonight between me yes Jo” pinta Leyna.

“To mana” Johan hope. He was a little surprised. Tumben Leyna asked for company.

“Children of SMEs want new year at the cost of Bella which has a wide page” replied Leyna

“Oh, Bella whose boyfriend is the chairman of SMEs was” asked Johan.

“Yes, you know the same bang Roy girlfriend Bella” asked Leyna

“Kenal” Said Johan steady.

Roy is the chairman of SMEs followed by Bella, where when Johan was still active in the SME Roy was

freshmen who choose the same activities as Johan as a senior. Johan had a year of interaction with Roy.

“Many kids are coming?” ask Johan.

“Ngak also, Only children who do not go home just” Leyna replied.

"What do you think?" ask Johan curiously.

"I don't know either, it just seems to be burning while waiting for the change of year" replied Leyna

Johan noticed Leyna talking to him while walking back and forth in the room either preparing what.

“Jo” Leyna is out of the room to another friend's room.

Johan lies down on the bed, while Leyna is busy with some affairs with her boarding friends. Do not feel tired that hit the entire body of Johan brought an unbearable sound.

Johan brings a change in Leyna's attitude that becomes more comfortable in responding to her into a dream.

Johan had a beautiful dream despite his doubts.