My children are not my seeds
Chap34s. The Beginning of Dishonesty

Johan was alone enjoying a television show in the front room of the boarding house. Dry canoebo out of nowhere. Maybe playing or even staying at the boarding house of his friends who did not come home to eliminate boredom because they were alone because Johan had been actively working again.

Johan's mind was focused on the work he was about to do. A job that demands great responsibility but seems to come so suddenly.

The thought of leaving Jogja immediately and Anna's promise that the Jakarta office will operate immediately if Johan wants to go there fulfill his wish.

Johan's abilities will be at stake.Part of the company's future will be in his hands suddenly.

Sitting alone Johan tried to relieve anxiety by enjoying a loose film on television, although not too concentrated.

Johan saw a vehicle turn into an alley where the boarding house.

Johan's heart pounded because at the end of the alley of the vehicle that turned out the taxi stopped long enough with the beam of headlights highlighting towards the cost.

The taxi had not moved forward or backward for some time.

Johan glanced at objects that could be used as weapons if the thugs who gang up on him who came. Those things were indeed prepared by the children yesterday while on guard.

Someone got off the taxi and headed towards his boarding house.

The silhouette of a person is not clear because from behind highlighted by blinding lights walking towards the boarding door. From his stature Johan guessed it was a female figure, and deg! Johan felt recognizing the silhouette in front of that door.

“Jo, lend money to pay taksi” sad voice he knows stops at the door.

“Leyna? What happened?” Johan was astonished to see her lover tangle

“Please hurry Jo, taxi driver hunt furiously” chase Leyna.

Without making any more noise, Johan rushed to take the sum of money Leyna mentioned and gave it away. Leyna heads for a taxi waiting for payment without shutting down the engine.

Back to the boarding house Johan Leyna hugged Johan affectionately. Johan could not return Leyna's embrace just like that because his mind was disturbed by various questions.

The aggravation of Leyna not contacting him after graduation was enough to raise Johan's blood.

His arrival to the boarding house at night-taxi hinted Leyna did not depart from the empty boarding house every time Johan passed, adding to his annoyance.

“Where are you from” Johan probing.

“I'm sorry Jo I got cheated” said Leyna.

“Because of trickery how?” ask Johan.

“Tomorrow I tell Jo, I'm tired of wanting to rest” said Leyna.

Johan felt Leyna's tone of voice was unusual. Johan escorts Leyna to her room and lets her sleep in solitude.

“I rest here yes Jo” Johan assies.

Johan leaves Leyna alone with the intention of not interrupting her break. Johan saw Leyna so tired and as if full of mind to make it unbearable to keep asking.

"Alright, rest. I'm going back to the front room" Johan said

Johan returned to the front room, sitting in a chair used to enjoy television shows.

For some reason, the film on television felt more interesting than giving a lot of questions to Leyna this time.

The movie ends at eleven o'clock. Johan believes the dry kanebo will not come home. Johan shut off the television, closed the front door and returned to his room.

Leyna lay on her bed, with a blanket covering her entire body to the tip of her head.

Johan hears a sobbing from under the covers, and the pity in Johan's heart overpowers the annoyance in his heart at Leyna's treatment of turning off the phone and not contacting him after leaving.

Slowly lying beside Leyna, Johan pulled the blanket over her head. Sure enough, Leyna's eyes seemed to cry during her stay enjoying the television show.

“What problems are there?” Johan asked without interest.

Leyna did not answer immediately. Her tears were getting louder even though her crying was only a deep sobbing.

"Tell me Ley, maybe I can help ease your burden" the heartfelt compassion in Johan's heart melted all the aggravation and anger he craved.

Leyna was getting more and more hooked on the prank. Johan tries to calm down by grabbing and hugging Leyna's head in a hug.

Tears drenched Johan's chest, but Leyna slowly began to stop the crying.

Johan again stroked Leyna's head.

“I got fooled by an unknown person Jo. Fortunately I still survived” finally Leyna replied while sobbing.

“There are people offering me a job, I actually refused because I suspected people who don't know us were offering me a big job who just graduated college” Leyna said.

“That guy took me to see his uncle, the owner of the company who could give me a big salary. I refused out of suspicion, How could an unknown person offer a large salary to a freshly graduated student.. But my sister insisted, saying that if I didn't want to, she would come with that person” Leyna was still in a more and more heavy sobriety.

"Then why are you the one who was fooled" asked Johan.

“I realized my leg might get rancid, but I wanted to save her, I ended up coming with her, driving around in a taxi aimlessly before finally forcing me to give some money"

"How did you get away?" ask Johan.

"I managed to run away leaving it in an ATM when it forced me to withdraw some money, I just gave it a PIN and left it” Leyna's story, stuffing it back down her throat.

“I'm sorry Jo” sighs Leyna. Johan continued to slowly stroke Leyna's head.

“Why don't you just let your brother come with him?” Johan curious.

“My brother does not know Jogja, if he who took the bus fooled inside out. The wealth is much more, then I I saved him” said layna.

"But I'm okay Jo, lucky I survived" Leyna said

Long Johan looked at Leyna's face in silence. Inner promises.

"If you had been raped by that man even Leyna. I will still be your faithful husband. Although I held back four years and kept your purity, I wasn't disappointed just because someone else took it first" Johan kept his promise with a sliced heart.

“Not to be regretted, treasures can be sought. The important thing is that you survived to entertain Johan bland, his voice became a little hoarse.

"Well, we're asleep, I'm so tired of Leyna. Just forget what happened, think of it as valuable learning" Johan told his girlfriend.

There was no reaction from Leyna, just a rhythmic Leyna sobbing made the sleepless Johan sleepiness even more severe.

After the attack, Johan stayed up late with the students and young men who had been on guard for several days. So tonight feels so exhausting.

For an hour or two, Johan fell asleep and felt a kiss on his face. Leyna kissed Johan in a sobs-up cry.

Leyna patted Johan on the cheek.

Johan woke up with his clothes partially exposed. He saw Leyna was already naked to crush him. The blanket he had been wearing was scattered on the floor.

Johan could not accept Leyna's treatment. He realized Leyna was still under the influence of confusion because of getting a bad experience.

Feeling that Johan did not respond, Leyna increasingly blindly tried to make Johan burned with romance.

But Johan pulled Leyna's arm sitting on it. Not for kissing or pleasure. Johan laid Leyna beside him wrapped her in a blanket and fixed her own clothes.

“Don't do this Ley, obviously you're not ready to accept me completely. You're just angry at the situation. I don't want to ruin you if you haven't done it with a willingness” prevent Johan.

Leyna was crying. Beating Johan's chest many times. Johan lets it go until Leyna is tired and stops herself.

Johan again hugged Leyna who had been silent with affection, but drowsiness back attack no longer unstoppable. Johan went back to sleep.

After a while, Leyna who could not sleep repeated her actions. Plied Johan with a kiss and tried to arouse his passion.

“Sial you Jo, why has this become so difficult for you?” rutuk Leyna in the heart. He has again oppressed Johan who is still lulled in a dream.

Johan was back, clutching Leyna tightly to stop kissing her, pulling her head close to Johan's neck.

Leyna rebelled and kept trying to make Johan burn.

“Let's Jo I'm ready to give up everything for you tonight, please do Jo” pinta Leyna in a hearty sobbing.

Leyna runs through Johan's half-open body.

“Sadar Ley, we wait it's time” somehow Johan felt so stupid tonight. Johan knows Leyna just burned with anger. He doesn't want to be rash.

Johan again laid Leyna beside him, enveloping her innocent body. Leyna sobbed back under the covers in Johan's arms.

Long Johan hugged Leyna, drowsiness returned to him, Johan fell asleep with a warm embrace enveloping Leyna. He no longer cared about his clothes.

Instead Leyna was really annoyed and curious about Johan's attitude. By dawn Leyna again desperate to get rid of the blanket and crush Johan with her innocent body.

It's Leyna's effort in despair, all the power she's mustering. Johan is deceived but never perfect.

Johan tries to resuscitate Leyna who acts like a mad horse. I don't know what spirit possessed him. Honey, compassion and sincere love Johan can not accept such treatment.

Although physically he finally looks like a man, but the game is not finished properly. The end of the game was not what Leyna expected. Johan's valour gave up before the game actually started.