My children are not my seeds
Chap35s. Go home Ley, calm your heart
"Call down, Ley, I'm sorry I couldn't keep up with your wishes" Johan said.
Failing to arouse his own passion, Johan falls back to sleep at dawn. Closely hold Leyna as it is. Listening to Leyna's nervousness with her heart to show how much affection she gave.
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"Buk, Buk...., Buk" a thumping sound rang out from the backyard of the boarding house. The day was still quite dull when Johan realized Leyna was no longer in his arms.
Johan lazily got up and dressed to look into the backyard. He saw Leyna standing under a tree with her shirt beating her pajamas tied in rolls.
Leyna flailed the reels tied with a rather long rope to the low twig, while grumbling indistinctly.
Johan could feel the pain in Leyna's heart about the things she told him, so gently clutching her waist up to Leyna's stomach from behind with pity. His chest clung firmly to Leyna's back in the hope that her anger soon subsided.
"I don't care what happens to you, Ley, I'll love you until the end of my breath. I've never calculated a price with you" Johan promised in my heart.
Leyna did not care about Johan's embrace on her waist, her hand continued to hit the hanging object with a rice barrel obtained from the boarding kitchen.
"Dear, calm your heart" whispered Johan gently behind Leyna's ear.
"Not yet! Not seventy-seven times" apparently Leyna's commits count the number of blows.
"The shaman said it had to be seventy-seven times in order to lose my damn life" Leyna became confused.
Johan lets go of the crib so Leyna can satisfy her anger. Johan looked questioningly at what Leyna was doing. He doesn't want to disturb.
"Korek Jo, I forgot to bring it. Get me a lighter" Leyna ordered. Johan hurried to the kitchen to pick up a match and was immediately given to Leyna.
Although Johan did not understand what Leyna had in mind, he complied with the hope that all her lover's submission was soon complete.
Leyna repeatedly tried to light a wooden match that always broke and failed to light up. The hard anger of his heart even repeatedly made him fail to make fire.
Johan approached to help.
"No, I have to be alone. It's none of your business. This is my shit" stop Leyna from half crying. Johan became creepy to see Leyna's attitude but did not dare to act so that the atmosphere was not getting runnyam.
Johan only watched Leyna's movements without sound, until finally the rolled pajamas hung on the twig lit up.
After the fire almost consumed the entire scroll accompanied the sobs of Leyna.
Johan again tried to calm Leyna by hugging Leyna smothering her head to block Leyna's view into the fire with her body. Leyna tried to hit Johan's chest, but she responded by strengthening the hold.
Johan catches Leyna's right hand and pulls her around Johan's neck to give Leyna a hug.
"Honey already. Whatever happens to you, burden it all to my mistakes. "in the end Johan whispered softly in Leyna's ear which made her cry even more explosive.
Leyna again tried to hit Johan's chest which continued to smother Leyna's head and chest into his own chest.
For a moment they stood in a hug that suffocated Leyna's breath.
Wet felt Johan in the chest because some time Leyna cried there.
Easing Leyna's cries, Johan guides Leyna to return to her room and rest. Johan makes a warm drink and asks Leyna to lie back in the contest they used last night.
Johan picks up the cell phone and goes out of the room to contact Anna. As soon as Anna sounded across, Johan immediately said.
"Anna, am I the one you booked a ticket for" Johan asked.
"Not Jo, you're still in doubt because you haven't confirmed an answer. I decided to buy this afternoon. Not the weekend, certainly not too difficult sudden messages" replied Anna.
"Have you decided yet?" Anna's urgent.
"I have a problem with Leyna, An" Johan brazenly mentioned his girlfriend's name. Anna across smiled sweetly and muttered.
"Hmmy Leyna"
"Sorry An, can I not go to work today?" Johan hesitated because too often he asked for privileges in the company.
"Well, as I said yesterday Jo, if you leave this afternoon for Jakarta, you don't have to go to the office today so there's time to pack, Mr. Edy has not accepted you to be his men anymore because your position is in line with him at this time" explained Anna.
"No An, I can't leave this afternoon even if I keep asking for a dispensation" Johan said.
"Want to?" ask Anna
"Alright, I know your dedication to the company. But remember Jo, don't mix personal matters into the job" advises the personnel manager.
"Do I have to promise An?" Johan asked a useless question.
"Ha ha ha ha, I thought you were Jo's adult" Anna replied with a slur.
"Thank you Ann, see you in Jakarta" Johan closed the conversation.
"Well Jo, I hope you solve whatever your problem" they ended the call.
Johan again tried to make a call.
This time it was Anto's name that he had loaded from the contact book. After a long time and several times trying to make a call finally :
"For mas? how are you?" Anto starts greeting as soon as the connection runs.
"Not so good" replied Johan.
"What's up? is budhe sick again?" Anto hurriedly cut.
"Not To, it's a personal matter" Johan replied interrupted taking a deep breath.
"I guess you're pretty close to Mr. Hartanata right To?" ask Johan.
"Yes that's it, Mas, What's the matter? Is there anything important about her daughter? I didn't see Miss Leyna coming home with them the day after tomorrow" Anto asked curiously.
"Betul. If I may want to talk to him" asked Johan.
"Yes, yeah, then. Waita minute. Don't turn off" hearing the earnest tone of voice from his cousin Anto immediately acted, toward where Mr. Hartanata spent the morning in a time when nothing was done.
Mr. Hartanata saw Anto walking towards him in a hurry.
"Sir, are you busy?" Anto didn't turn off the connection.
"What's up? Is there anything important that you're in such a hurry?" Mr. Hartanata turned around to ask.
"This is my cousin sir. The Johan wanted to talk" Anto said.
Hearing the name of his daughter's boyfriend who he failed to meet in Jogja called Anto, Mr. Hartanata immediately snatched the phone from Anto's hands.
"Hello Johan's. How is my daughter. Why don't you show up on my return first" asked Mr. Hartanata firmly, making Johan shrink.
Johan was quite surprised by Mr. Hartanata's statement.
"Oh, so it seems. So where have Leyna and her sister been?" inner Johan.
"He's good sir. He's with me now" that's all Johan answers he's not. Want to know the problem further, because there are more important things he wants to convey.
"Oh, alright" Mr. Hartanata sounded so relieved.
"Connect me to him" ordered Mr. Hartanata.
"Sorry sir, Leyna is resting, may I say one thing sir" Johan said.
"It's also brash this is a child" thought Mr. Hartanata.
"I'm with Leyna to see you in person" Pinta Johan.
"really? When's? Today?" Mr. Hartanata sounds happy.
"Can I?" Johan.
"Oh, of course, I've been waiting for a few days" just this time Mr. Hartanata sounded excited.
"What time you can leave, let me order a plane ticket later" Mr. Hartanata sounded impatient.
"No sir, let me book the ticket myself" Johan said.
"No. no. Nay! You guys leave this afternoon. Let the Mandor ask the office admin to book a ticket immediately" Mr. Hartanata insisted.
"Thank you sir" Johan ended the conversation.