My children are not my seeds
Chap4s. Blue New Year's Eve

Kos Bella is not far from Leyna. It's just that the new cost of a year was built was located on the outskirts of the border with the rice fields.

The yard is still spacious because not all buildings are built. Surrounded by high fences to ensure safety from unwanted intrusions.

The road to Bella's boarding house is quite quiet at night, passing through several empty gardens with large trees in them.

The atmosphere around the gardens became quite dark and creepy for the girls.

“Later delivery me at ten o'clock Yes Jo” pinta Leyna this afternoon.

“Cock not Nine hours only?” Johan curious.

“Neverything Jo, father kos do not close the gate because the new year's night” kilah Leyna.

“Jalan foot only Jo” Leyna asks.

Kos Johan is actually in the middle between the cost of Leyna and the cost of Bella. But because the event began quite late, Leyna asked to be picked up to her boarding house instead of going to Johan first.

Time has shown at 22:05 when Johan and Leyna left the boarding house. The journey was no more than 15 minutes although they both walked slowly. The atmosphere is quite crowded because this new year's night the sky is brightly decorated with night stars.

It seems like everyone has been present at Bella's boarding house because some of these SMEs are boarding here. Only men are different.

There were about fifteen young people surrounding the fireplace while busy burning various confectionaries. All look cheerful from the occasional laughter broke out.

“Thank Jo, you just go home” Leyna said once at the boarding gate Bella. Johan gasped.

“You get home what time” Johan tried to cover up his disappointment.

“I until morning, all friends will also be here until morning” Leyna replied.

“No I just wait?” Johan is still trying to survive.

“No need, pity you later Telah” kilah Leyna.

“Where will you sleep?” Johan wants to make sure his loved ones are comfortable during the event.

“You don't have to think about it, don't be jealous Jo I'm fine. New Year's Eve must be exciting and we won't sleep until morning”

During the relationship, this time Leyna said the term in dating before Johan, but it made Johan overwhelmed with curiosity.

Johan's heart burned with jealousy, his mind filled with various suspicious questions.

“Hai Leyna slow very coming? just say a clock like this new nongol” exclaimed a student.

Leyna had not yet answered, another friend had chimed in.

“Award whom is Ley, your boyfriend huh?” a student chimed in. All eyes were on Leyna.

Leyna did not answer. With a face that made Johan full of question marks he rushed to mingle with his friends leaving Johan alone without saying any more.

Johan suspects Leyna is ashamed of coming in her drive. Johan's sense of inferiority in front of Leyna reappeared every time Leyna behaved as if ignoring her.

Johan was just about to turn his body when he heard a voice calling.

“Mas Jo, it's sought after Kak Roy!” bella's sweet voice half-cried.

“Suk mas Jo, Kak Roy inside is concocting satay, assisted gih” continued Bella. It's not wrong Roy chose a girlfriend. His friendly attitude clearly matched Roy's personality.

“Sister Roy, this is no Johan” mas Johan little heard about Roy's girlfriend is indeed famous for being supple and a little chatty. Johan had no idea Bella knew him.

Although it has not often met his classmates, but because Johan still costs in the campus environment

some new boarding kids occasionally tell me about their college life.

“Ayo Mas Jo, this is our event with Kok”, said Roy who immediately approached after hearing the shrill voice of his girlfriend.

It is not wrong Roy was elected as the chairman of SMEs. His firm and mature attitude can move the organization

the students are more alive.

Johan reluctantly follows Bella's steps accompanied by Roy. Johan insisted to Roy to sit some distance away from the crowd.

Sitting behind a circle of students who are busy at the event. Boredom covers his head. Leyna saw the girl she loved was busy with her friends and occasionally disappeared out of nowhere.

The growing boredom makes Johan's drowsiness can no longer be held back.

Johan fell asleep while sitting on the ground with his head on his knees. His hands hugged his voice to ward off the increasingly cold. The thick jacket is not too good to protect his body from the night wind.

The body feels sore and painful in the night wind with an unusual sleeping position.

Johan saw that the students had partially scattered themselves crammed around the dim bonfire.

Some who are still awake try to keep the fire big by adding wood and turning the mouthful.

“Nothing Ley, have fun there I am here” Johan fell to the guilt of having interrupted Leyna's event by waiting for her.

“No Jo, we go home” Leyna insisted. His voice is a little tart.

“Well I take you to kos” While moving Johan walk, still a bit staggering because his sleepiness does not subside with an uncomfortable sleeping position.

If Leyna's tone of voice was like that, Johan would not prolong the debate. Johan silently waved to Roy who was apparently still on guard and trying to enlarge the flame of the campfire.

Roy holds Bella's head firmly Roy is about to move Bella's head, but Johan waves his hand back to signal Roy to stay seated.

The two walked down the deserted road almost without a word. As Leyna veered into Johan's boarding alley, Johanpun asked.

“Where he said he wanted to go home” Johan did not believe Leyna's behavior

“Ke cost you only" His voice is still tight.

"Why?" Although there is a little bit of pleasure, but judging by the tone of Leyna's voice, Johan is not sure will really get happiness.

"My friends will definitely not go home tonight, free at home, ” replied Leyna

“But Ley, mending me just take it to your boarding house so you can rest until tomorrow” Johan forced.

“Ya already if not, take me back to the cost of Bella course” Leyna began to sulk.

“Heh...” Johan grunts slowly. He did not want the girl he loved to see his frustration.

“Alright..” he continued trying to sound as soft as possible.

“What is it?” Leyna was more slender as she turned towards the road leading to Bella's boarding house. His attitude returned.

“Yes well let's go to my boarding house as you wish” Johan pulled Leyna's hand slowly, holding back from turning around and meyering gently towards the alley where the boarding was.

Kos quiet, all residents out enjoying the new year or return to the village. Johan lets Leyna rest on her bed, while she lies on the carpet next to him.

I don't know how long they've been in a silent position.

In the room light that remained bright Johan saw the girl he loved was shut up in silence. His heart was tempted to hug and kiss Leyna's cheek.

For a long time he harbored that feeling, seeing Leyna's regular breath, her chest gently up and down, Johan like he could not bear to steal a kiss.

Johan's eyes could not be closed. Sleeping in an uncomfortable position when in Bella's boarding house made her awake. His eyes felt spicy, his muscles ached all over.

But with the beloved girl beside him, as a normal man, Johanpun began to be tempted.

Johan approached, but still did not dare to use his hand to grab Leyna's body.

He inched closer and closer towards Leyna. half-sitting as usual he only dared to kiss the forehead then the soft cheeks of Leyna.

Twice kisses one on the left cheek and one on the right Johan was about to recline back when suddenly Leyna grabbed her head with both hands.

Leyna brought Johan's face closer to hers and gave a kiss on her lips. It wasn't the usual kiss, the kiss that made Johan forget everything.

Johan was surprised to not dare to reply to the lips of Leyna. He fell silent in confusion but still relented to enjoy the game.

Opening her eyes, which were poking the water in her corner, Leyna almost sobbed and softly said.

“I'm sorry Jo, I'm sorry”

"I'm sorry about what Ley is" Johan tried to find answers to her confusion.

But Leyna immediately picked up the seeds until Johan was almost out of breath.

Johan is confused. However, Leyna bit Johan's lips harder and harder while tightly hugging Johan's head pressed part of his body to Johan's chest.

Feels a bit poignant Leyna's lip bite, though,. Johan could not make a sound because he could not open his lips.

The two of them fell silent silently in loving arms until the blushing dawn.

New year, with a new journey.