My children are not my seeds
Chap52s. Heart Discharge Heart

Long also queue the port of peacock this time, a long line of vehicles of various types crept slowly and occasionally stopped waiting for a turn. Understand the atmosphere before the weekend with extreme weather conditions make many ferry trips disrupted. Johan is already quite anxious if the crossing of the family group is delayed, it will be troublesome wedding that has been prepared by Mr. Hartanata's family for him will be messy due to nature is not friendly.

After some time our vehicle entered the hull of the ferry, the sound of the ship's trumpet was followed by the roar of propeller sending water. Yes, we are in the back row so that even though it is a bit faint, the sound of water is bubbling like reawakening the spirit of Johan to continue the journey of love.

Johan sought fresh air onto the deck of the ship after hours of cramming sitting in the vehicle while queuing at the Port. Krakatoa is faintly visible in an ever-blackening orange tinge towards the night.

“Hmmm.. There is usually Leyna wriggling on my shoulder when looking at you, O rakata”, the inner cry of Johan withstanding longing grudges.

Johan closed his eyes, imagining Krakatau's beautiful afternoon charm with Leyna beside him. The waves are high enough always accompany the heart pounding of their hearts every strait they cross.

A pair of soft palms gently gripped weakly on Johan's right arm, the fresh fragrance of the spoiled girl slurping her nose. Johan hopes that the tiny head with beautiful face immediately follows a ride on his right shoulder.

“Somebody bothering your mind Jo?” Johan. He thought it was just a shadow that felt holding his hand.

“He he he he .. why do you like to meet a ghost so, I can't wait for your wedding day” A voice I know so shocking his daydream.

“Oh Niken” Just the word that came out. Johan smiled a smile that had never occurred to Niken that Johan's sincere smile could wash away a girl's feelings.

“All is well Jo, you look so tense and a little pale” told Niken seeing the tough guy in front of her that looks like a guy who just woke up from a nightmare.

“Oh Yes. Everything's fine. The journey was quite lancer although it was a bit slow queuing at Port” Johan like he had rediscovered his consciousness from daydreams.

“Sorry, I surprised you, because several times I called you not to see” said Niken felt guilty, making Johan a bit embarrassed smile because he was caught daydreaming.

On the deck only seen the two of them because the atmosphere of twilight is actually not as beautiful as the shadow of Johan. The season of waves and cold west winds and the atmosphere ahead of Maghrib make other passengers reluctant to go out.

“Brak” suddenly a big wave hit the hull of the ship making quite a big shock.

Niken who slammed towards Johan reflexively approached by Johan to keep the next shock made Niken who could not reach the edge of the fence of the ship was not thrown towards or fell.

Johan's decapitation was tight enough to make Niken's chest tight pressed into Johan's chest.

“Sorry Ken” For a moment the shaking stopped, Johan loosened his arms while apologizing, but Niken instead wrapped her hands around Johan's back and landed her lips against Johan's cheek gently.

“Happy new life yes Jo” sound Niken sound vibrating.

Although trying to singleness smile, there is a sign he hard hold so that taka da tetas water drool in his eyes.

“Not to mention Ken, Still tomorrow officially” kilah Johan.

“Tak will not change the situation that you have managed to make a new life” said Niken did not also let go of his tight hug.

“I hope this afternoon will be the last provision later you live the household. I'm glad you have found the path of happiness that I've been wasting” continued Niken. Johan looked at Niken's eyes that were almost sticky on his face because Niken was holding so tightly to Johan's back.

“You are amazing man Jo. You are smart to hide feelings, so many women are unable to understand what is in your heart. You are strong to withstand every heart injury you get without anyone who knows” said Niken..

“Ah, you have gone too far to describe my life Ken” Johan tried to evade.

“You once loved me did Jo” Niken ask without further ado. His arms didn't even slack off Johan's back.

“If you are embarrassed to answer, just try to smile to say” either what force forced Johan's lips to singleness smile, until his face hot reddened.

“Sorry Jo, at that time I was just chasing pride, status and pleasure” Niken said.

“I know you love me, I had waited for your courage to reveal, but you did not convey” continued Niken.

“I'm sorry Ken, I'm a child of a poor family, while the men who approach you are all blessed. Forgive my fear at that time if I express my love, and you refuse, maybe I will feel broken. I better still be close to you even if only as a deliveryman you meet your girlfriends” Johan regretted.

“Actually I hurt my heart Jo so much, why did you not want to be honest” after Niken

“Sorry Ken, I'm scared, embarrassed. I felt so small in front of you back then” replied Johan.

“You ruined me Jo” ketus Niken.

“You mean? I didn't touch you. Even expressing love only I can't afford” elak Johan.

“I didn't expect a cowardly man like you tomorrow to coexist with a beautiful and rich girl” Niken can no longer hold a tear point.

“At that time I tried to make you burn with jealous fire so that your courage arose to blame me. You think I'm a cheap girl a rich man can bring? You're crazy Jo!” Niken shed tears on Johan's chest, until Johan felt his chest wet by the warm tears of Niken.

“I'm sorry Ken. You will never understand the feelings of a poor young man like me” Johan can only whisper. His heart was stiff as a lump of ice hit his senses.

“Why new now?” Ask Johan.

“Because all is no load Jo” Reply Niken.

Niken looked up at Johan.

Johan lowered his head, resting his forehead on Niken's forehead. Their eyes almost met yours noses but Niken didn't block Johan's nose.

“You are a tough young man, brave in life, but a coward in love Jo” Not waiting for words to come out of Johan's lips, Niken immediately chased Johan's lips with his lips. Niken kissed Johan's lips blindly.

Occasionally high waves are still pouring into the ship's lampung, until the shock feels rocking the two people as if they are enjoying romance.

“Ken” is just that word that is able to come out of Johan's mouth because Niken immediately tried to silence with her sex lips.

After a long time of smearing Johan's lips, Niken began to relax the hold.

“Ken, do I have to ...”

“No Jo. You already belong to a great girl who is able to scrape love in your heart” elak Niken.

“I just want you to know, I've been hoping to leave my heart to you in the past. For now each of us can no longer have the burden of” Niken release a hug alternately holding both hands Johan with both hands.

“Alright, thank you” said Johan like a child advised by his grandmother.

The port is more clearly visible, floodlights guide the ship to get to the right place. Johan hugs Niken back to the vehicle. Sometimes his nose kissed Niken's head.