My children are not my seeds

My children are not my seeds
Chap7s. Sudden Leave


“Return Jo, Ibuhak” message delivered relatives Johan through a short message that he read after the morning shower.


Johan's panicked.


Her mother was often sick, but her relatives rarely told her like this time.


Since Johan attended college in Jogja his mother never told him even though he was sick. He did not want to burden Johan's future, he said. Then the short message made Johan worried.


Johan immediately tried to contact his office.


“Good morning Anna, sorry to interrupt ya” Johan's voice woke up Anna who was still reluctant to leave the contest.


“What's the matter Jo, this early morning tumben called me, your voice is like a panicked person” asked Anna from across the phone.


“Sorry to wake you An” Johan pleasantries.


“Nggak Jo, I've been up, just still relaxing in the room” Anna assured Johan that she was willing to be contacted.


“Sorry Anna, I cannot contact Mr. Edy” Johan said. Mr. Edy is the head of the division that oversees Johan's work.


“Iya Jo, his weekends used to turn off communication tools to relax with family” explained Anna.


“that's how I was forced to contact you directly An” Johan said.


“What can I help Jo” from across Anna is getting curious.


“I want to apply for three days leave An, but will not have time to fill out the form to the office” Johan pleaded.


“Suddenly so Jon, how project?” ask Anna.


“It was late last night, this week if there is no new entry our division just work routine An” Johan explained.


“Ah yes, you stayed in last Saturday huh? Even until the afternoon?” unequivocal Anna


“Betul An, finish the project, all are on the table sir Edy, he already knows” replied Johan


“Oh yes, where are you suddenly going Jo? Any sick families?” Anna is the one who details everything.


“Iya An, my brother told me his mother was sick, I was asked to go home” replied Johan.


“Alright, Tomorrow in my office who met Mr. Edy, after entering later fill in the form cutinya” said Anna.


“Thank you Anna, you are not only beautiful, but also kind” praise Johan seriously.


“Halah dreadlocks, prove by bringing the favorite sagon mama” Anna chuckles across the phone, had the child look at the sick mother is still squeezed bring souvenirs.


Johan had just closed the connection and was about to put the phone down when the room door opened from the outside.


“I came” Johan surprised, Leyna flat voice. Apparently Leyna had been eavesdropping from behind the door for a long time.


“Jo, I follow” saw Johan still fixated in his surprise, Leyna repeated emphatically, not the request of the sentence as if a command in his ear.


“I want to see my sick mother in the village of Ley”, Johan said after recovering his consciousness.


“I know, do you think I'm deaf” Leyna is a hard girl. Not only was he stubborn, but his attitude was hard and firm.


Johan was caught in confusion.


“I take three days off, maybe I will spend three days in kampung” explained Johan.


“I've heard” ketus Leyna.


Johan actually feels happy if he can invite Leyna to meet his family.


But unfortunately now in a less fitting situation. In addition to this return because his mother was sick, Johan was worried that the atmosphere of the house in the village made Leyna disappointed later


A simple house that does not have any facilities, even communication is still quite difficult in the area.


“You what Ley?” johan asked to see Leyna open the door of her closet.


“Prepare the clothes you will wear later there” replied Leyna. Johan smilingly approached his lover and held her hand gently.


“Alright we leave” Leyna turned around a little pushing Johan.


“Ley, how was your lecture? It will be Three days” Johan knows Leyna high-disciplined students, good grades never miss college, meetings, even every SME activity he is always active.


“I can permit” Johan looks at Leyna with eyes glaring full of wonder. His head was raised like a turtle who wanted to grab food.


“Ijin ailing” Leyna nerocos himself, Johan was more amazed by the will of Leyna who usually hurt just still insisted on going to college, even though the eyes of the lecture was considered not important for other friends.


“Jo, You heard no. Want to leave no?” if it's as firm as that sentence and the tone starts to rise, Johan already knows the consequences if he does not obey immediately.


“Alright, we go to your boarding house, grab clothes to stay” Johan relented.


“No need. We leave now” firmly Leyna.


“Three days Ley, that means passing 2 nights which means passing at least five showers” Johan explained.


“I can wear your Tshirt there later” exclaimed Leyna. Johan is horrified to imagine Leyna wearing only a T-shirt in front of her ailing mother.


"Come, it'll be noon" Leyna urged.


"This child if there is a will is not using the mind" Johan said.


Johan understood very well the nature of this lover of his heart, although he did not fully understand whether he was so because of the outburst of anger caused either by what, or because indeed he really could accept it.


During the relationship, Leyna is often fickle. Sometimes so kind and sweet, sometimes suddenly angry untouched by Johan's reason.


Leyna picked up Johan's beloved backpack, stuffed in her own wallet which she always carried with her if out of boarding.


Although Leyna never forbade, Johan never dared to look, let alone open the contents of the wallet. Since childhood Johan was ordered by his mother, that the goods even belong to the wife even though it is not ethical if we harass without the permission of the owner.


“Let me just bring” sergeant Johan, Leyna reached out the bag to Johan.


“Journey about four to six hours Leyna, must change mode 3 times” explained Johan. Leyna just kept quiet. They left the boarding house for the stop.


“We have to go to the terminal first in order to choose the seat we want so that the trip will be comfortable” Kali Johan like talking to a barbie doll. Just flickering without a sound.


Both of them climbed Trans Jogja and sat on a bench that was still empty for both of them.


“What's sick mom?” Eventually the topic of conversation changed by Leyna, after the public transport was speeding away leaving the stop towards the line to the terminal.


“Not yet to know” replied Johan.


Johan was flattered Leyna either intentionally or unintentionally mentioned mother, not mother.


“What is the opening in the hospital” asked Leyna.


“Should not. If the opname, of course give an explanation” Johan is also still guessing.


“You are how the hell Jo, know Mom is sick but not clear description” scold Leyna.


“Yes, new news I read, I immediately ask permission to the office” refute Johan.


"I haven't contacted relatives in the village, you've been snoring" continued Johan


“Let's, anyway later we'll know. Praying alone is not a dangerous disease, just an ordinary parent disease” complained Johan


“Do mothers have a history of Jo's disease?” Ask Leyna.


When talking by name, Johan knew Leyna's anger had subsided. Johan is relieved and hopes the journey home to his village becomes more comfortable with the cool mood of his lover.


“Aku know there is high blood, but it is common for such an age” explained Johan


“again also fat body, so it is possible obesity diseases such as cholesterol and high blood there” continued Johan.


Leyna held Johan's hand, began to grip her fingers as if to convince Johan that the situation was fine.


“May mother be well yes Jo” shrewd Leyna then lean her head to Johan's shoulder. Trans Jogja drove them to an inter-city bus terminal that would begin a long journey of two young men who were drunk with love.