My Different Wife
Not Happiness

Venus awakens from her sleep with her eyes closed. She was crying all night, scared and very sad.

Venus looked at the door of her room, still the same as last night just as she left Steve.

Venus breathed a long breath and calmed down. What's he gonna do? He didn't even have the courage to go out of the room. Yes, obviously because he doesn't have the proper and decent clothes.

Venus turned her gaze the other way, she saw a fold of clothes next to her, on the table.

There's a piece of paper in there, though,

'Venus, these are the clothes for you to wear. I'll be waiting for you up front to take you to campus today.'

Steve wrote it.

Venus lowered. He's so stiff about meeting Steve now.

On the other hand Venus is grateful Steve gave her a pair of shirt shirts and pants, otherwise how could she get out of this room?

Venus stood up and took the shirt. He will prepare himself for college.

***

Steve was puzzled, did Venus take his shirt? Or the woman will be angry and throw the shirt on Steve's face emotionally like the one in the Indonesian television drama series.

I hope Venus will accept it. Steve doesn't demand much, he doesn't expect to forgive him and make up with him soon. As long as Venus receives the shirt and wants to be in between to campus with her she is already grateful.

Steve ate the breakfast he prepared this morning. There is toast with chocolate jam and orange juice for Venus while herself black coffee is bitter.

Steve ate his breakfast slowly at the anxiety negotiation in his mind.

Moments later he heard a footstep make him look in front of him,

That's Venus.

Venus wore the clothes she had prepared and then sat down before her for breakfast.

Venus glanced slightly at Steve then looked at his breakfast.

"Ep. That's for you. I prepared it." Steve said briefly. He didn't know what else to say. She knew Venus still wouldn't talk to her.

Venus looked at Steve and looked down again and nodded.

Venus ate her breakfast without comment and drank her juice after she finished breakfast.

Steve smiled a little at his breakfast. Venus who is usually chatty and rebellious even became obedient. But once he missed the chatty Venus, he would rather she talk to him a lot than just a thousand languages as she is now.

Steve looked at Venus, "You'll come home later-"

"Not to be picked up. I'll just go home by myself." The word Venus cuts off the sentence Steve would say.

Steve actually did not want to approve the phrase Venus. But Venus saw Venus that seemed very uncomfortable because of circumstances yesterday forced Steve had to agree.

"All right."

Little did you believe Steve's answer. Isn't he usually very coercive?

But thank goodness he agreed. Venus had also felt very stiff and very foreign to her present state.

After breakfast Venus took Steve to college and then he left for his office.

Steve was sad not to get any response from his wife. Even Venus stared at her eyes for more than two seconds.

Venus entered the campus and then walked through the corridor, she stepped into the classroom which was now quite crowded because it was already half-eight.

***

Venus sits in her class as mediocre as possible as if nothing had happened. But why did he think about himself again. Venus is now a family and her family is very harmonious when the first marriage, unlike her dream was to expect a happy and prosperous family. Of course, thinking about her divorce, she must get divorced with Steve as soon as possible before new problems arise.

Kdpa!

“Why Ven?” Asked someone after patting Venus on the shoulder, Venus immediately looked surprised.

Ana chuckles then back selonjekkan himself on the bench, “Tenang, Duck Heart is sold in the market, I can belilin for you.”

Ktok!

Venus menoyor head of Ana, “Enak aja same me same Duck.”

“Hehehe, same chatty.” Ana Laughter.

Venus shook her head while serving Ana. His excitement was more important than Ana's jokes now. He had too many life dilemmas that made him unable to smile right now. Nothing can be happy about him now. How disappointing.

“Why the hell? Languid very.” Ask Ana again.

Venus wants to tell a story. But he felt this need not be discussed by him because it would make him a material ledekkan Ana if he found out he was married.

Venus shakes, “No.”

“Terus why lethargy? Haven't seen cogan hm?” Ana ngawur.

“Gak loh, nothing what. Just yesterday read the noveltoon whose main character ngeselin.” Eagle Venus.

Ana chuckles, “Basic.”

Moments after they chatted Venus' eyes looked towards the wide-open classroom door. Victor goes through his class and their eyes meet for a moment as Victor passes through Venus' class. A lot of female students who swarmed him while Vicrot kept walking no matter them.

Ana saw the incident smiling amusedly and then nudged the shoulder of Venus, “Cie her boyfriend just passed earlier.”

Venus looked at Ana annoyed, “What the hell is na? We're just friends.”

“Hem, friend what friend?” Ana said with a look of doubt.

“Ya. What sih.” Venus immediately took Ana's book and attached it to the girl's face, “Read more. Let's be more pinter and not diligent in truancy again.”

Ana smiles, “Hei.. You do not selepe, I am very diligent loh learn, but lazy to just, wkwk.”

Ana shook her head and smiled. Basic Ana, can usually throw away the body so as not to lose a fight.

Then the lecturer goes into their class and starts the learning.

***

Venus entered the library. This place is the most comfortable harena place is very quiet and also cool, making the library a place to get rid of fatigue if you are in class.

Venus walked up to the lattice of two bookshelves that stood upright and sat on the floor picking herself up on the wall. Venus does not sit in a chair that has been provided, it feels like sitting on the floor is cooler and better.

This part of the book is very rare for visitors because it contains various books of the story of the inventor and also various magical books that are beyond reason. No one wants to pick up a book here because it has nothing to do with the subject.

Venus picked up one of the books located at the very bottom that was next to her. The latin writing. How strange.

Venus picks up her phone and sets a reminder alarm for her to wake up later before class starts. Putting on a headset so that the person who hears his voice is only one and does not disturb others. Venus opened the book and covered her face with it and began to fall asleep.

When starting to enter into the dream world someone took the book on the face of Venus was dn dudk next to Venus by nudging Venus' shoulders, “You are really proud to marry her?” Ask the person in a annoyed tone.

Venus turned and found Victor next to her.

Venus took a deep breath then nodded, “Hm.”

It was very painful to hear the words coming out of Venus' mouth.

“I'll soon find a way to divorce Steve. I knew I wasn't meant for him so I had to break up with him.” Connect Venus while looking down.

There was happiness running through Victor's mind. He also expects it to be like that. She doesn't care if Venus is a girl or a widow she still loves her.

Yet once he had a bit of a big question in his mind. Venus once told her that she used to love Steve so much and then tried to lose that love because she felt Steve was not someone who could be made a life partner that would make her happy. But from his view he saw Steve getting more and more wanted Venus and did not want if the woman belonged to anyone but him. If they get married isn't there a good chance they'll start to understand each other and love each other more and more? “Why are you so sure?” Ask Victor.

Venus looked towards Victor. “I don't want to be Victor's fool anymore. I don't want to re-hurt myself to the same wound he gave me. Once I feel it enough, it will not repeat itself in the future.” Clear Venus. But it felt like the sentence made his chest depressed and felt deep sadness. Whether he is now or maybe he who used to make this feeling waver. He's like it's so hard to forget Steve, the love that's grown so long in his heart it's so hard to get rid of, ck, shit!

Victor hugged Venus very happily and rubbed his hair, “Try and I will always be there for you.”

Venus nods, “Thanks,”