
KINA AMANDA POV'S
Hi My name is Kina Amanda .I was fifteen years old and I was 150 cm tall.I was born into an ordinary and simple family my father belrja as an employee and my mother worked as an ordinary housewife.but apart from being a housewife .my mother also has a side job that is Sword clothing online.my mother has her own online store at home yes although the results are not how important it can meet our daily needs and do not depend on father continuously.
Every school pulanb I will help mother to pack her selling goods .and take us to the Introduction to packages.days - days that I live ordinary course.I am not too superior and interesting in doing something .I'm just a disabled girl who doesn't know the direction of my future .
Btw At the age of fifteen years my father re-entered me to formal school .after seven years I went to school at Home .My crew felt uncomfortable because of the limitations I had but my father encouraged me to always visit my fears .
At the beginning I entered the school I felt uncomfortable .I am not comfortable with my school environment .semyanga average make his own gang .among other gang class is a class miss universe class gang or the girls are very popular beautiful.ya that's how life reacts turns out what is said ileh mother is right if we have nothing to be proud of we will not appreciate the funds will instead be ignored .and now realize that this is what I am saying .
I attended a private school that was eliy with complete facilities everything is available.no less anything is it .be it a library equipped with complete books and Menraik and various sports fields .there is also a pond bernag .
I guess I'll be alone forever in this school .have no friends or anything else but it turns out I was wrong one day when I was in formal school for the first time.
At that time I was sitting alone in class without the company of anyone I was in class 10 IPA 4 .Or Ipa 4 .in that class I had no one - everyone was silent and Busy with himself begiru jiga with me no one yanv mebgajaku talk . Even my own countrymen .I think I'm the saddest person in this school .Already I can not walk normally and tertitu all people also close themselves from me
"Dad, mother I want homescholing back I'm not strong like this anymore .everyone is like hostile to me. I HAVE NO FREN HERE. I MISS MY HOME .I WANT TO GO HOME.want ras aya I cried .Not having friends is painful .
At sata I was late in daydreaminglu, seorabg teacher came to class.I immediately changed the place where my dudik menkadi better .seven we stood to say good morning .
to coincide today is the study of chemistry giru we entered bersma a murod that menuritmu still the same age as me.Bedanya he was long and I just pomp
"Murid - cheap today we have a new friend coming, he is moving from the next class .I hope you can be close friends with him" said giru kimi who teaches in our class .
You noticed the new student .he was wearing a black jacket with glasses .he had white skin like me.His hair was very long in let down .
"Let's introduce your name, "Surug imu kimia to the new student .
the girl pouted, as if she did not like the class she had just stepped on .
"My name is Floren from class Ten ipa lima,"Said floren briefly
"Is that all you want to say ?"
"Yes, ma'am ,"
"LIA we moved ya back let flloren saty bench with quinine ?"said the chemistry teacher at lia.lia clucked slowly because he was immediately told to move
"But kam bu, here's a seat lia,why lia who has to move tell aja kina kebelkang bu ,let's just in the back ,"
"Lia your friend quinine can't be behind he has a disorder you should be able to understand, 'ayo quickly moved to the back ,"
"yes, "Jawab I'm giving up
Lia stuck her tongue out at me. I didn't understand why she did it I just didn't want to reply to what she was doing .just live the water that flowed itula that was in my heart .
"Floren you're sitting there, aren't you ?Your friend is waiting there ,"
"Yes, ma'am ,"
Floren took a seat at my place
all eyes are pointing at me.as if parading you are lucky to be sitting with floren .ya what good am I with floren if nantinga ua also does not lubricate me. will be the same no use .besides, I also feel betan why people are so concerned about new people tanap they realize that the new name is not always yet also become expired .
As he sat down at my place he opened his jacket .then put it in.gas yes .I did not say anything. Anyway what is the importance .I resumed my education . guri Kimia also already muaki explained in front.I have to pay attention .
I Pick up my glasses .though I don't wear them everyday I have my nearsightedness .i.e can't read at close range .that's what I dream of my peers as two Junior High.I was too often read books every night until I experienced my nearsightedness .
When I've put on my glasses and poke fojus in deoan.kukiabt floren like to pay attention to me.he engages my gerikk.I just keep quiet and continue to write what is ahead
"But the longer he was concerned about me .what was wrong with me sting your clothes were not too short nor too long .to what he was doing with me .
"Ah bodo ah, the important thing is that I go to school and learn is not that what I live every day .
Today's subjectslave electricity I've been kneading pelipisky ever since I had an accident seven years ago there was a bump in my head that made it difficult to think hard and mate-matika mating .and now I'm starting to feel like I'm trying to add to the electrical charge that's on the matter, when I feel an incredible scale.
Slowly I poured the water minerak tabga da in my bag.The pain was slowly mengjhikabg .I perfumed the sola and asked how I would hijakna this if my current situation .if I hadn't been hurt I would have answered this easily