My First Love (My Memories Revealed)
CHAPTER 103 | Arka or Raka ?

“Raka? What's here?”, asked Sam who arrived here not knowing where. His clothes look very relaxed indicating he is not working today, Sam sat beside me while looking at Raka who was sitting in front of him.

“Today Raka will go with Mira, maybe until malam”, Raka replied briefly.

“But Raka, you know that Mira currently has a lover?”, Sam asked slightly changing their conversation. Raka was speechless and slightly lowered his head to hear a question from Sam that was like a stab at him, he feels like Sam is showing that Mira has a lover and should not go with another man all day even with a friend though. However, Mira and Raka have nothing more than a best friend. Raka lifted her head and smiled at Sam.

“Raka knows. However, Mira is an attacking friend, we are friends from childhood so I think Mira also would not mind if she went with me even if it was all day”, he said he tried to answer without making Sam think about anything that wasn't about him.

“Ah, okay. Keep good Mira good and even though you are her best friend.”

“Pulagkan Mira before nine p.m. Raka won't break it”, she answered breaking Sam's unfinished words.

Sam smiled at Raka. A footsteps rang down the stairs, she was Mira, wearing clothes as Raka told her complete with flops adorning her beautiful long hair making an impression as cute and adorable as a high school girl. In an instant Raka was grounded with the appearance of Mira who was simple but able to make Raka's heart race fast enough. The beautiful Gadi had stolen the attention and also the heart of Raka in an instant.

“Alright, I am ready”, he said with a slightly annoyed look at Raka as he had to wake up prematurely.

“Om, aunt, Raka and Mira went first”, he said goodbye to me and Sam then took Mira's hand and left the house. I looked at Sam, I don't know what he was thinking. Why did he ask Raka about the lover? I feel that Sam doesn't want Raka to be close to Mira just because Mira has a lover.

“What? Why look at me like that?”, Tanay Sam who does not understand why I look at him with a look of annoyance at my own husband.

“Ah, because I asked Raka? Is that wrong? I just asked him, I didn't mean anything”, Sam replied casually while shrugging both his shoulders simultaneously.

“Really? Looks like you don't like Raka with Mira just because Mira has had a lover”, I reply annoyed.

“Isn't it natural? When a woman has a lover she shouldn't be too fond of any man, including her own best friend”, Sam replies trying to answer me. I also feel that Sam's words have a point. But that man is Raka, why can't Mira be close to Raka?

“To be honest, I prefer Raka who became Mira's lover than Arka. I don't know maybe because I don't know Arka as fully as I know Raka”, Sam said with a sip of coffee in front of him and then looked back at me. I don't deny Sam's words, but I don't mean I'm praising Sam's thoughts.

“How about you? Arka or Raka?”, Sam asked back to me. I could only be silent and unable to answer such a simple question. I turn my eyeballs over instead of looking for answers to make a choice.

In the car that seemed quite quiet, Mira several times sighed deeply and her eyes did not look at Raka at all. Even so Raka can only laugh looking at the cuteness of Mira who is sulking, Raka pinched Mira's small cheeks that are slightly chubby and chewy but Mira brushed off Raka's tanga that pinched her.

“Focus on driving and don't bother me!!”, said Mira irritatedly as she folded her hands parallel to her stomach. Raka chuckles at Mira's funny behavior and she gently nudges Mira's forehead which makes Mira pretend to be in pain as if Raka's flick is quite painful.

“Don't keep touching me!! What if Arka doesn't want to marry me because I'm stupid?”, asked Mira annoyed while holding her forehead which does not hurt at all.

“Then I will marry you”, Raka answered immediately making Mira look at him, they both look at each other, Raka's gaze is stronger so Mira can't afford to look at him for too long, Mira turned her face away. Many times Raka managed to make him pound and this time Mira did not reject him as usual, she smiled faintly at Raka's words even though it was just a joke.

Mira tried to dare to look at Raka, she turned her head slowly making sure Raka did not realize that she was watching him. The man who had been called the big brother, the man who had been helping him and making him laugh, this man was also able to make Mira pound even though he had a lover. Within a second he realized that he had a lover, he should not be like this, Mira should not be pounding. But even this feeling cannot be rejected.

“No. I can't be pounding, this feeling is just because I'm with my sister too often, remember Mira, you belong to Arka!!”, he said, then turned his face away from Raka. Raka realizes that since Mira keeps looking at her, she also sees that Mira smiles at her silently, making Raka feel like she still has a chance to get Mira's heart.

The two of them went through this day together, visited several places, ate together and played in the amusement park, took pictures, everything they went through together. Mira looks very happy, even she is happier when with Raka, she was with her family, several times Mira felt her phone ring but she did not pay attention to it because it was too cool with Raka, he felt something wrong was happening but his happy feelings and the feeling of pleasure he felt made him forget about his lover.

Mira's phone kept ringing, a call from her lover several times she left unanswered. And Raka also knows, he deliberately makes Mira to focus on himself and not mind anyone bothering him, Raka feels happy when Mira prefers herself to Arka at that time. Until the day starts at night, Mira can no longer ignore it. Mira tries to reach for the phone inside her bag but Raka holds it back with a pleading face.

“Mira don't, please don't pick up the call”, said Raka clasping Mira's hand trying to stop the action. Mira who keeps hearing the ringing of her phone tries to release her hand from Raka's grasp.

“I can't anymore brother. I haven't noticed Arka trying to contact me. I went with you but I didn't say anything to Arka”, Mira said trying to escape Raka's grasp. But Raka keeps trying to stop Mira, she doesn't want anyone to interrupt her today, her day with Mira.

“You're with me. Please don't lift. Keep with me until the end of”, said Raka pleading with more force. Until in the end, Raka was forced to let Mira go, when Mira said one thing that made her a little aware.

“Arka is my lover. I shouldn't have gone out with another man without my lover's knowledge. Including kamu”, said Mira by being forced to say it, even though he knew that the word was quite painful for Raka but what could be done? Raka won't let go of his grasp. And Mira left, in the end Mira chose to return to Arka who was her lover.

“I won't give up Mira, I know you have the same feeling. Look and just wait”, he murmured in the heart