My First Love (My Memories Revealed)
CHAPTER 104 | Do, Go and Feel

There was no conversation between them at all, the atmosphere was swallowed by silence. Mira regrets her actions, because the silly things she did made her lover a little disappointed in her, many times she told herself that she should not do this, is this an affair? No, Mira loves Arka, but what about Raka, how does she feel about Raka, what does her pounding heart mean? What does the comfort he gets from Raka mean? Was it just a relationship between an ordinary brother and sister? The feeling is really a dilemma, loving Arka but do not want to be far from Raka.

Raka's car stops right in front of Mira's house, the night atmosphere is quite cold, as cold as Mira's face on Raka. Raka quickly stopped Mira who was about to get out of her car with a face like she did not want to part.

“Whatever you do do do. You don't want to ignore me anymore? Do so. But you know, I'm still going to show you how I feel. No need to respond, just accept”, Raka said with a smile, although her heart hurt a little but she still smiled looking at Mira with a hopeful face. Immediately he stretched his grasp and let Mira leave just like that, what was to be expected? expect Mira to turn her body around like in a movie? In fact Mira did not do that, he just walked on without even looking back. Raka continued his journey home, he did not want to linger long in front of Mira's house. It was painful for Raka.

Without saying anything Mira came in and ignored all of us in the living room, her face looked sad, annoyed, tired. Everything was mixed in the look on Mira's face that night, climbing the stairs very roughly, he said, Mira opened the door and slammed it a little, making me and Sam look at the room of Mira on the second floor. I kept quiet and did nothing even knowing something bad Mira was going through right now.

“He didn't even respond to my call. Looks like I made a mistake”, he regretted while laying down on the bed after changing clothes and cleaning himself. Mira still berusha to contact Arka but how many times he tried still no answer from him.

The atmosphere of the morning that should be cheerful and a little spirit turned into silence, Mira's face was very uninspired this morning. Dabbing jam on his toast, Saam looked at his sad daughter.

“What is this? It looks like it is raining” outside, said Sam opened the conversation

“Ah, no, the weather forecast on my phone says the sky is clear all day”, Grace replies by staring at her phone screen looking at the weather forecast, Sam smiles and points towards Mira whose face is sad.

“Look at the face of this beautiful princess, her face like it's going to rain. Smile dear. What's the matter?”, said Sam trying to comfort Mira sadly.

“Mira doesn't want to joke papa. Never mind, Mira will leave first”, he said while looking at the wall clock that shows at six in the morning, why school children leave at six in the morning?

“Tell me to papa who made you like this, weren't you okay before?”, Sam asked and ate the toast slowly, Mira was silent as if reluctant to answer her father, not because he didn't want to, but because he didn't know how to tell Sam.

“Did Raka make you like this?” ask Sam straight to the point. Although Sam's words were true, Mira was silent, although she was silent but her face said everything.

“Papa want to take me now or I'm leaving alone? Mira is not wanting to discuss it”, he said in an annoyed tone. Sam immediately finished the toast for breakfast and took the bag and took his suit and immediately set off to take his two daughters.

The atmosphere of the school began to be crowded because students began to arrive, including Mira who attended Harapan Bangsa High School, where Sam studied when he sat in High School. Mira came down and immediately entered, her steps were very slow to wait if Arka came and passed her, many times she tried to look around her but she did not see Arka at all. From behind someone stopped Mira's slow-moving langak, his naapas gasping after running around.

“Ah... how’s your day?”, Arka said by holding her lover's hand. Mira smiles and embraces Arka's arm which is quite large and dense, her feelings are very happy when she sees Arka turned out to be not as she imagined.

“You're not mad at me?”, asked Mira looking at Arka with her face clear.

“What am I mad at you for? Problems yesterday? Hmmmmm.. Actually I was a little upset, knowing that my boyfriend was leaving with another man without my knowledge. But considering he is your best friend I no longer have a problem with him, next time tell me that you will go with him”, said Arka smiled and pinched Mira's cheek, make him happy and throw away the prejudice.

“Let me tell you my secret. My jealousy is quite big”, said Arka whispering a little to Mira. They both walked towards their classes. Actually they are both one class but because Mira entered in the superior class, then today their class is different. Arka takes Mira to her class on the second floor and her class is on the first floor.

“Let's meet at break”, said Arka waving her hand at Mira and then back down to her class. Mira is happy to know that Arka is not the least bit angry with her, the day that from the beginning was moody turned into a smile and all that thanks to Arka