My First Love (My Memories Revealed)
CHAPTER 106 | Between Him and Himself

Raka laughed with satisfaction at Arka's expression of surprise as if he could not believe it, he easily ate said Raka. The atmosphere in the cafe was quite crowded due to Raka's loud laughing voice, making all eyes fixed on the table of the three of them.

“Ah.. It's not like that Arka. My brother was just joking. We never slept together. Maybe once, when we were small, Mira tried to explain it in a panic because she was afraid that Arka was getting misunderstood on her relationship with Raka. Mira grabs Raka's hand and bites her because she feels very upset because of the mangganggu when both are with her lover.

“Kakkak an. Go home, don't bother me and Arka!!” throw her away in a resentful tone while clenching her hands on the table seeing Raka still laughing in satisfaction.

“What? Going home? No, you come home with me”, said Raka refused Mira's order to go home, he wanted Mira to come home with him and not with Arka.

He had contacted Sam shortly before when he saw Mira and Arka going into the same coffee shop with him to ask for permission to pick Mira back home from school. As if not letting the two of them close together, Raka tried every way to keep them away.

“Papa asked me to pick you up after school, it means you come home with me”, said Raka gently by continuing to look at Mira with a sweet smile, her gaze can not be separated from Mira, making Arka more upset.

“Mira came home with me, I am her lover, I brought her here and I will take her home”, said Arka who did not want to lose to Raka, holding Mira's hand, while holding Mira's hand, he looked at Raka inside. There was not the slightest fear in Raka's eyes seeing the behavior of Arka who acted in front of him, Raka just responded casually and looked back at Mira.

“Try calling papa if you don't believe”, Raka told Mira then returned Arka's gaze that looked like she was challenging him. Raka's speech was done by Mira, he immediately contacted Sam to say it directly to him. Taking her phone in a bag, Mira starts contacting Sam.

From inside the room, Sam looks very busy with all the documents on his desk, suddenly his phone rings when he is concentrating on work.

“What is Mira?”, Sam asked with his eyes fixed on the document he was holding

“Papa told brother to pick me up? For what?”, asked Mira in front of two men who were staring waiting for her.

“Just follow Raka, papa is very busy Mira. Forgive papa”, said Sam and ended his call. Mira put back her phone and looked at Raka with an annoyed face, her eyes like a fire want to immediately hit Raka who always interfered with her cooperation with Arka. Even so, Mira was a very obedient child and again he loved Sam very much, all his words and commands he never violated including this time. With a long sigh he looked at Arka regretfully.

“ I'm sorry, I have to go home with sister”, said Mira a little regret but it makes Raka very happy because in the end the plan worked. He looked at Arka with a look of disdain, Mira immediately tidied up her stuff and followed Raka.

“I'll pick you up tomorrow. Let's go with”, invite Arka to hold Mira's step by holding her wrist and smiling. Mira just nods back to Arka's smile and follows Raka out of the cafe. Very happy look Raka when he managed to snatch Mira and bring her home with him. Raka looks very happy but Mira put on a cloudy face along the way, none of Raka's words were responded to by him.

“You are still upset with me?”, asked Raka while occasionally staring at Mira. But Mira still did not respond to Raka in the slightest, she continued to turn her face away. It's not Raka's name if she can't make Mira laugh and talk to her.

“There is no need to buy it for me, I will not eat it”, he said in an annoyed tone. Raka smiled hearing Mira finally respond to him even though it was just a rejection.

“I don't intend your furniture. You think my sister is only one?”, said Raka teasing Mira. Hearing Raka tease him, Mira beats up Raka's arm and occasionally pinches her dense arm, not a perceived pain but amused. Raka held Mira's hand which was pinching her and then pecked at the back of her hand, making Mira surprised to see Raka who bravely clenched the back of her hand.

“ Go down and come with me”, said Raka with a slightly pleading tone, her sweet smiling face again managed to make her heart beat quite fast. In the car, Mira was festering with Raka's gaze on her, again she did not understand what happened to her, she who already had a lover but another man managed to shake her heart, that's what he doesn't understand.

Mira wakes up from her daydream and turns with Raka to buy a cake that she says is for Grace and not for herself. Raka pulls Mira's arm and embraces her like she doesn't want to part from Mira But somehow Mira feels comfortable being in Raka's embrace, she lets Raka embrace her without putting up a fight. Unknowingly slowly accepting Raka's feelings in any form, Mira does not realize that she is very comfortable with Raka, but what about Arka? What about his feelings for Arka? Where is the real one? Mira doesn't know. Love is new to him.

“What about tomorrow? You will leave with Arka?”, asked Raka to Mira when they have arrived in front of Mira's house.

“Looks like he”, Mira answered briefly by carrying two papper bags containing her favorite cake.

“If you change your mind call me, I will pick you”, Raka said in hopes that Mira will break her promise with Arka and go with her. But Mira shook her head, after all Arka was her lover and she loved Arka very much. Instantly the atmosphere became silent for a while, Mira slowly looked at Raka with a clueless look.

“Can you stop all this? I am really a little uncomfortable”, Mira said directly to the point. Mira is very uncomfortable with all the treatment of Raka who is very far turned away from what he usually does to Mira. Raka just smiled in response to Mira's words, while holding Mira Raka's hand trying to explain it back.

“I told you from the beginning. It's up to you to respond to me or not. I'm not going to give up Mira. I know you have the same feeling, only you don't realize it. No need to do anything, just shut up and feel. Let your heart speak”, said Raka then kissed Mira's forehead gently, this time Mira was silent and did not give a fight as if her body was pecking at receiving all the treatment Raka had on her.

“What does that kiss mean?”, asked Mira looking at Raka innocently. Raka seemed unable to control herself when Mira looked at her, after she managed to kiss Mira's forehead, she wanted more.

“You can understand yourself the meaning of the kiss”, said Raka while continuing to refrain from doing stupid things, her eyes just kept on Mira's lips that made her almost crazy. They are no longer six-year-old children.

“Mira, come in. I cannot guarantee your safety while you are still with me in this car”, Raka said by restraining herself with a very creepy look at Mira, scaring her and finally getting off Raka's car immediately.

“Obspect the heart of kak”, he said as he ran into his house