My First Love (My Memories Revealed)
CHAPTER 107 | Two Hearts One Love
Love grows because it has become accustomed, that is how it has at least been heard. Day after day that passed by Mira as a High School girl taught her the meaning of love, she loved Arka but on the other hand her heart was also filled with Raka. How can a heart be filled with two loves?. Mira does not understand, since Raka shows her love for Mira and tries to have her, the relationship between Mira and Arka is a little disturbed. And today the same, the quarrel between them again happened, Arka's jealousy towards Raka made her more possessive of Mira than before, making the girl feel uncomfortable. But Mira still understood him, in his mind he said that Arka became like this because Raka had crossed the line.
That night, along with her lover Mira through a night together with Arka. The star-studded sky that night added a romantic impression to both of them. Arka's gaze still radiates a love for Mira, still a sincerity in her gaze even though they often quarrel. But suddenly Mira's phone rang, her eyes glued to look at the phone screen. Mira occasionally hesitates between taking the call or letting it go, her doubts don't make the phone stop ringing until Arka sighs deeply to realize who contacted Mira that night.
“Can you put down your phone? Don't lift”, ban Arka. His gaze changed instantly. Mira complies with Arka's words by refusing a call from Raka but her phone rings again and again Raka contacts her. His heart did not calm down if he had to turn down the call from Raka, immediately Mira stood up and went a little further from Arka so that he did not hear his conversation with Raka.
“Kak. What's calling me? I was out with Arka”, replied Mira softly. The sound of gasping breath was heard by Mira, Raka did not say anything but only the sound of her breathing, like a tired person.
“Kak, what is it?”, asked Mira a little panicked. Not usually Raka like this, there was no answer from Raka at that time. He looked at Arka waiting for him but his heart told him to leave. What should Mira do? Stay here with Arka or go see Raka? A sense of dilemma almost completely overwhelms Mira but she must make a decision soon because time will not let Mira think too long. This is where her heart is tested, again Mira is faced between two quite difficult choices between Arka and Raka. Slowly Mira walked up to Arka but not to sit but take her bag, her choice was Raka. As if his mind was filled with Raka, he looked at Arka with glassy eyes.
“Mira, don't go. I'm your lover and he's just another man. Will you leave me for her?”, pinta Arka, she held Mira's hand when she chose to leave. Arka understands where Mira is going, now she no longer wants Mira to ignore him for Raka's sake. Mira looked at Arka deeply, although the one before her was Arka but her mind was only Raka, her heart was already round even though Arka was her lover but the feeling of worry she felt was greater.
“I'm worried about my brother. Please just this time, let's schedule our date in another day”, pinta Mira, her heart is not calm. He let go of Arka's grasp, holding her free to go and leave Arka.
“You didn't even look at me when you thought about it that wasn't even your brother. Is he more important than me? You always sacrificed me to be able to find him when he called you. Do I mean nothing to you?”, cried Arka disappointed at the decision of Mira who left him. It hurts for Arka to see her lover like this but Mira also feels disappointed with herself who could not even choose to be with Arka. His heart was so strong that he told her to leave.
“She's my sister. Please understand, I love him like a brother and you are my lover. Please do not doubt me”, replied Mira by turning her body to face Arka who was behind it. They look at each other, now Arka begins to realize that Mira is starting to retreat from him, Arka no longer sees love for him in Mira's eyes. The look was no longer for her, the tears were no longer for her.
Arka slowly sees Mira leaving and disappears from her sight. The night that was supposed to be a romantic night for them is now a painful night for Arka, she sits and cries, she is frightened to think of Mira who no longer has love for her.
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That night a car stopped right at Raka's house. Mira does not know if Raka is really not okay or how, all she knows is that she must immediately meet Raka. Hoping that his choice was not wrong, he began to raise his legs and entered the gate of Raka's house and immediately went inside.
“Kak Raka is at home?”, asked Mira with eyes as seen around Raka's house. The housekeeper looked towards Raka's room and looked back at her, Mira saw the gaze of the housekeeper who had arrived just looked a little sad.
“It is better not to see for yourself in room”, replied the housekeeper while pointing to Raka's room. Mira just smiles and immediately goes into Raka's room, she does not know what happened, Mira hopes that Raka is fine. With a little uneasy Mira opened the door of Raka's room and saw Raka lying in the room with some medicine at her side. His body was sweating, now he understood why Raka only let out a breath when he contacted Mira.
“Kakak”, pangil Mira softly, slowly he walked closer to Raka who was still asleep with gasping breath.
“Mira coming. Why don't you call Mira if you are sick?”, asked Mira while gently stroking Raka's forehead which felt very hot. But Raka's hand moved holding Mira's hand which was right on her forehead with her eyes closed.
“You came?”, asked Raka by slowly opening her eyes to see the figure of the girl she loves is now right beside her. Mira sees Raka and hugs her, she pours out her feelings for Raka through the embrace she gives.
“Mira who will take care of sister tonight. Big brother tensed and rest”, said Mira softly while holding Raka's hot hand.
“It's already night. What if papa's looking for you? You'll get in trouble. Go home, I am better after seeing you”, said Raka slowly with her pale face. His eyes could not lie that he wanted Mira to stay by his side but his mouth was lying.
“Kakak does not need Mira?”, asked Mira back while showing her cute face that makes Raka finally smile and again hold Mira's hand.
“This time what other reason did you give papa?”, asked Raka inquisitively
“Mira has taken good care of papa. Tonight Mira will take care of brother, rest, Mira who will take care of brother”, Mira replied as she gently touched both hands of Raka. Now Mira can be a little calmer because she has seen Raka. Slowly the feeling arose, a feeling that considered Raka more than an older sister.