My First Love (My Memories Revealed)
CHAPTER 108 | When Heart Should Choose

Mira was guarding Raka last night when Meli was not home. With the reason for Sam who said that he had to stay at one of his best friend's places, he wholeheartedly took care of the man he had always referred to as his brother. Until she feels her heart quiver again, Mira can no longer lie to herself that she feels the same way as Raka, Mira no longer denies that she loves Raka, he loves Raka more than Arka. In a room that only had the two of them, Mira held her chest while looking at Raka deeply.

“Kakkak an. It seems like Mira likes sister too. But Mira can not leave Arka just like that, her love is very sincere for Mira. Wouldn't Mira feel very evil if she left Arka just like that?”, she softly barely heard.

The pag sunlight shot through Raka's room and dazzled Mira's eyes that were sound asleep at that time, accidentally Mira woke up feeling a fairly bright light as it penetrated her eyes. Immediately he placed his palm on Raka's forehead to check her body temperature.

“Demam brother has come down, time I go home”, he said softly. Mira stretched her body for a moment from an uncomfortable sleep last night and immediately picked up the bag beside her to immediately rush home to see the wall clock that indicated eight in the morning. Just now Mira stood up a hand grabbed Mira's wrist and stopped the ledge.

“You want to go? This half?”. Raka asked who slowly opened her two eyes. Mira stops and looks at Raka who is lying on the bed, Raka looks fine this morning makes Mira happy.

“Kakak is ready? Mira was just about to go home. Rest brother, tomorrow Mira will come again”, said Mira while releasing the grip of Raka's hand from him. But Raka still held Mira's hand and stood slowly, his body that felt not fully recovered when he tried to stand.

“I will take you”, said Raka with a smile. Raka's wish is subtly rejected by Mira by shaking her head, immediately she takes the jacket from her closet and holds Mira's hand out of her room.

“Kak. Really, Mira can go home alone. Brother rest, brother just healed”, said Mira tried to reject the good intentions of Raka who wanted to take her home. There was no answer from Raka at that time, without releasing Mira's hand, he continued to hold Mira down the stairs.

“Where might I let my girl go home alone?”, Raka said as she walked on without looking at Mira who was behind her. As if almost dislodged it felt like Mira's heart heard Raka say such a crazy thing, Mira blushed in embarrassment when Raka said as if she belonged to Raka.

“What does sister mean?”. Tanya Mira tries to hold back her steps but Raka is stronger than Mira, with one pull Raka is able to make Mira walk again and get closer to Raka. Soon he embraces Mira and continues in his footsteps.

“Didn't you admit your feelings?”, asked Raka smiling happily. Mira's heart beats faster as Raka embraces her and again Raka's signature scent makes her a craze. Mira pushes Raka a little away from her hearing Raka's answer, Mira throws her eyes away surprised that Raka did not fall asleep when she said her feelings that night.

“Kakak, heard it?”, asked Mira was broken. Raka again approached Mira and embraced her and kissed her forehead making Mira more washed away by Raka's treatment over her.

“So this is our first day?”, said Raka trying to tease Mira who had earlier looked blushed embarrassed because of her actions that continued to tease Mira.

“What does it mean our first day? I still have a Kak” lover, denied Mira. Although his words sounded refuted but his face looked happy, like there was no rejection from him. Raka stopped her steps and looked at Mira who was beside her with a smile.

“I really mean it. Make your choice, me or Arka. If you still choose Arka, then.”, said Raka while turning her eyeballs like looking for an excuse.

“Then?” Asked Mira with curiosity

“Then I will make you break up with Arka any way, even though it means I have to sacrifice everything to get you” he said by pinching both cheeks of Mira gently.

Now half-hearted Mira as fulfilled by Raka, it seems like Mira's heart is divided into two. He loves Arka but also feels very comfortable with Raka, Mira realizes that this problem cannot be allowed. But for now, Mira's eyes were fixed on Raka.

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The atmosphere in the house was quite crowded because Sam was home that morning, it was Sunday and Sam was not working, with me and Grace, we talked and laughed together until Mira came into the house wearing the same clothes when she came out last night.

“Home home? Where were you last night?”, asked Sam who was a little distrustful of the words of Mira who at that time said that she had to stay at one of her friends' houses. But Sam still said it gently so as not to be impressed that he was doubting his eldest son.

“Didn't Mira ask permission to stay at one of the friends' houses? Sorry because it was a little bit of papa” medadak, he said with a little regret for lying to Sam. Mira immediately went up to her room and cleaned herself up and went down to join the rest of the family. Sam looks at Mira with a smile as if knowing something but Mira tries to turn her face away from her father at that time for fear of being found out that she has lied.

“How are you related to Arka? Is it okay? Or has broken up?”, asked Sam curious about Mira's relationship at that time. Now that Mira turns to look towards Sam who is smiling warmly at her, she hesitates to say it.

“Papa, have you ever loved two people at once?”, asked Mira slightly lowered her head, she did not even dare to look at Sam who was in front of her that morning. The cheerful atmosphere in an instant became quiet because of Mira's question, Sam smiled because Mira had faced this phase in a relationship.

“Mira, no one can love two people at once or maybe more. If you love two people at once, choose one. You can not wish love dear”, explained Sam very gently to Mira who looked very confused at that time.

“How does Mira choose? Which is right and which is wrong? which one is better and which one should Mira leave?”, asked Mira back in confusion to make her choice. I sat closer to Mira and held her hands while occasionally patting her on the shoulder.

“Honey, right your father said, you can't wish for love, follow your heart. If you love the first, you cannot love the second. But if you love the second, then you don't really love the first. Understand dear?”, I said gently to my son who just knew love.