My First Love (My Memories Revealed)
CHAPTER 112 | At Dusk

CHAPTER 112 | PPPP

Feeling a little sorry for Raka for not being able to prove her words that she would not go home with Arka, Mira just kept quiet and said nothing. His eyes just looked straight ahead without moving a bit.

“You really don't want to talk to me?”, asked Arka because from earlier he saw Mira was just silent and did not move even a little like a statue. There was no answer from him, not even looking at Arka

“ I told you that I just wanted to take you and your sister home. That's all it is. But if you misunderstand my kindness as an opportunity to get back to you then you are wrong”, said Arka who tried to convince Mira. Arka could not speak freely because there was Grace, Mira's sister who was with them.

“How can I believe in your words?”, asked Mira with a little bit of a frown and without looking at Arka.

“At least not for today. You will see the difference when I sincerely want to help you or when I have covert intentions” replied Arka casually. The conversation between the two of them stopped when they reached the front of Mira's house.

“Can you stop all this? Our relationship is over. Do not make it difficult for me”, said Mira warned Arka gently this time. Mira does not want their friendship in the end also damaged due to the efforts of Arka who still continues to pursue him.

“I won't make it difficult for you. Just live your life as usual, let me try myself to make you love me”, Arka replied to Mira who seemed to be getting annoyed with her.

“Until when?”, asked Mira as soon as she heard Arka's reply.

“Until my heart says to stop. This time I won't let you off easily”. Arka's words made Mira even more upset. He did not care anymore if he had to hate him or even no longer care about him even though they were classmates. Mira got down from Arka's car without saying anything.

Arka is sick when Mira looks like she hates him but she has no other choice. Arka does not want Mira to leave him further away, although she knows the fact that Mira has been happy with her choice but her heart still cannot accept.

“At least I'll try it again. Mira I hope there is still a place for me in your heart”, said Arka saw Mira who slowly disappeared from her sight.

At dusk as the students were enjoying their last day at school with their friends, Arka with a gentle and desperate look stood in Mira's eyes, his face was amazed to see the girl of the heart that had been loved so far, I don't know what he thought.

“Can you take your time for me? Meet me on the roof. This is the last”, pinta Arka gently. Arka left Mira after delivering her message, this time her gaze was different from before. There was no more light shining in Arka's eyes when she saw him or spoke to Mira, those eyes were not the pair of eyes that Arka used to look at Mira.

“What did you call me here?”, asked Mira who came after Arka approached her. Arka sat down and enjoyed the beautiful sunset on the roof of the school.

“Come here, the sunset is very beautiful when viewed from here”, he said asking Mira to come closer to him. Like Arka's wishes, Mira also approached Arka who was sitting alone. The silence again enveloped the twilight atmosphere where Mira and Arka were sitting together on the roof of the school.

“ Look at that sun, when the sun slowly disappears then I will stop”, said Arka by continuing to look at the sun that slowly began to set. As if he did not understand Arka's words, Mira looked at Arka with a questionable face.

“Stop? What do you mean?”, asked Mira staring at Arka. Somehow Arka looks different than before, Mira did not realize since when Arka so look tangled and pale like this.

“Thank you for choosing to come back to me as hard as I can to get you. Thank you for being happy with your choice”, said Arka back and continue to make Mira confused because each speech is difficult to understand. Suddenly a liquid dripped from Arka's nose, a red liquid that was thick enough to go down and immediately Arka wiped it, along with blood coming down from her nose, Arka also held back her tears so as not to come out but no matter how hard she tried, sadness could no longer hide.

“What? What's wrong with you? Health now, I will take you!”, said Mira who panicked to see Arka nosebleed and her face looks pale, Arka holding Mira's hand while shaking her head and she smiled.

“Sit down, I don't want to miss this moment, I'm fine anyway. Please, this is the last”, he asked with a smile on his face even though blood came back down from his nose.

“What's wrong with you? What do you mean by last? Say it clearly and don't worry me” Mira said raising her tone. He was really worried about Arka seeing the blood that just kept flowing.

“I will explain everything, about my reasons for doing all the crazy things when I know that your heart has turned away, even though I know that there is no more chance for me. Please, my time is not much more”. To be honest Mira does not understand Arka at this time but her heart feels tight to hear Arka's words, Mira sits back and looks at Arka and helps her clean the blood on her nose while crying. Her tears came down when she saw the man she once loved like this.