My First Love (My Memories Revealed)
CHAPTER 116 | Opportunity

CHAPTER 116 | KKKK

“Until in the end mama fell in love with papa?”, said Mira immediately concluded when she heard almost my entire story. I nodded and smiled confirming his words.

“So, this man has long died? She's mama's first love?”, asked Mira once more while opening the album back to the beginning.

“Mira never thought my mom would have a story like this. A man who is willing to give the rest of his time to only one woman he loves. Lucky the man was also loved by mama”, said Mira tried to continue to pay attention to Rey's photos and slowly open the page later

“Tak like me”, he continued. Now that his countenance had changed, he looked sad and a face of regret began to appear. I frowned, I don't understand my son, what does he mean, unlike me?, I think he's okay with Raka, his girlfriend, is he fighting?. I asked in my mind after seeing it.

“You're not okay with Raka? Try to finish well dear”, I said gently and stroked him even though he still looked down, slowly I saw tears wet the photo album Mira held but the tears were not mine, I am getting confused now .

“Mama... Wh why? Mama's story repeated to Mira? Mira can feel what it's like to be like your old mama. Mama is very sick”. Mira said as she continued beating her chest and gasping breath held back the cries and pain that had accumulated in her chest. The sound of her crying sounded very painful, which mother could bear to hear her child crying like this? I quickly hugged my son who began to cry quite loudly, although I did not know what was happening but I tried to calm my son at that time.

“Mama... Mira had broken up with Raka already one year ago. However, today Mira only knows one painful reality, Raka has blood cancer from a year ago and her life is not long, that day Mira just decided it. Isn't Mira a bad girl?”, she said while crying in my arms. I let my son cry as much as he could and let out his regret, for a moment I thought. Why does something like this happen to me? Why did the same story that happened to me happen to my son? The cries and the louder screams he let out and it made my heart ache to hear it.

“Relax Mira, look at mama”, I said as I let go of Mira's embrace so that she could look at me while I was talking.

“You have a chance you never had before. Mama did not get a chance to make the man you love happy until in the end she left mama. Now it's your turn, mama knows you no longer love her but at least, at the end of her life make sweet memories for her. Until then, until the time comes he must go do not fade his smile, just like he who always makes you smile first, at least give the same for him”, I said gently to Mira, I don't want him to regret it the same day as I did. I hugged her back and let her be in my arms for whatever time.

“I hope he can get through it, why should this happen to him?”, I told Sam who was right behind me while embracing me.

“He will be able to do it, if at that time you just managed to get through it then Mira was certainly able to overcome it. Trust him dear”, Sam said as he kissed my forehead and took me to rest.

The day had changed, as the sun slowly began to emit light I woke my two children to see the time that had shown at half six in the morning. All breakfast menus have been arranged on the dining table neatly and also supplies for both children and for my husband.

“Bagun darling. It's morning, you guys are not leaving school?”, I said a little screamed while knocking on the door of Mira and Grace's room next door. I saw Sam who had just come out of the room with a random hair position and half closed eyes walking down the stairs slowly land.

“Wake up your two girls before you get off. If I woke him up they wouldn't listen to me”, I told Sam who felt like half his life was still left in the room.

“Quick darling. I wait under”, I said as I kissed my husband's cheek so that he could open his eyes and listen to my words.

“I'm sure you kissed me wrong, it should be here”, Sam said by holding back my steps and then pointing at his pretty lips. But I couldn't possibly give her what she wanted while my housekeeper was looking at me and Sam while putting food on the dinner table.

“Don't be silly Sam. Quickly wake them”, I said a little embarrassed while pinching his stomach that still feels very dense. Sam only replied to me by throwing a naughty smile at me. It's always like this, we're not young anymore and Sam still likes to tease me, his behavior since long ago until he has four heads is still the same.