My First Love (My Memories Revealed)
CHAPTER 3 | Sweet Smile

Today I opened my eyes with an unusual feeling of warm feeling enveloping me this morning, like this is the real married life? although there was little feeling in my heart, I felt a wonderful happiness, I could not lie to myself if I was lost in the love Sam gave me. I couldn't believe that my husband had pulled me out of the fear of falling back in love. I tried to caress my husband's face, is this feeling that I feel real? or just a feeling of pity? I wish my feelings were real. I took my hand off her face because I heard my son Mira crying from waking up from his sleep.

My son Mira is currently five-three years old, I love and love him because he is my flesh and blood, I calm and take care of Mira first before I take care of my husband, I am, while I was calming Mira who still did not stop crying as well, there was a sound of sneezing that was quite loud three times which meant that my husband had woken up from his sleep. Sam came to Mira's room while fingering the door with his eyes still half open,

“Rein.. What are you cooking today?”

I carried Mira who was still crying turned my body and answered Sam's question

“What do you want to eat? Didn't you eat nothing last night? Wait a minute”. I said while carrying Mira in my arms

I headed towards the kitchen to check what ingredients were left today. Sam suddenly came into the kitchen and took Mira from my arms.

" I take care of Mira, you cook. I'm so hungry because I didn't eat anything last night. Said Sam then took the crying Mira from my arms

Sam always said something very softly to me, he took Mira with a smile to me and brought her face closer and kissed me on my forehead.

“love you”. Say it while peeping my forehead

Sam said it while smiling with his bass voice that sounded so soft that I blushed in embarrassment, I just smiled at him and looked into his loving eyes. Then Sam returns Mira to the room to look after her and play with Mira for a while.

“Mira.. her beautiful son mama papa.”

Sam is very happy because there is Mira, before there was only me and Sam who made the atmosphere feel awkward every day, Sam really tried to give all the best for me and Mira, Mira, if I can't love her, Sam can help me forget my painful past, and he's made me love him, too,

At first I hated my marriage with Sam, because he never loved me one bit, his love grew bigger and bigger and now I am grateful that my husband is Sam, maybe it's time I gave myself completely to Sam, being the perfect wife for him because Sam first showed his love for me.

I walked from the kitchen to the dining room while carrying a bowl of soup and also fried chicken breakfast menu today

“Sammy, breakfast is ready. Come down and bring Mira with you”, call me

"Hurry up or you'll be late" I added

I called Sam in a slightly loud tone, I continued making coffee for Sam, milk for Mira and tea for me and took him to the dinner table to eat together.

“Alright, time for breakfast. Mama never fails when it comes to cooking" said Sam while holding Mira

Sam carries Mira while shaking his body which makes Mira laugh very loudly, indeed laughing from a baby is able to make anyone who hears him laugh too. I took Mira from Sam's arms so Sam could sit and eat, Mira I sat in the baby's special chair so that I could more easily feed her and milk. the three of us eating at the dinner table today was not as awkward a song as it used to be, although I still felt a little awkward, yet this time was different. I enjoy every moment together and really, it feels so good.

“Feel you no one fails Rein. It's lucky that I have a wife who is good at cooking, good at taking care of children, beautiful Pula”, praise Sam to me

Sam praises my cooking while chewing the food in his mouth, Whatever I do Sammy always praises and supports me, Sam is a good man. I don't know how many times I've said that Sam is a good husband. I returned the compliment with just a smile on my face and continued eating together.

“Quick finish your food and immediately bathe”, I cried.

I wanted to give him the attention he should have gotten when we got married, but I just gave it to him after five years of marriage, what's this, why in my head there's only Sam, whatever I do, what's wrong, why is he the only one I think of? what's wrong with me this time? slowly I got closer to him, I began to understand Sam the keicl thing he liked or disliked, for five years only Sam understood me but I never wanted to understand and understand him.

Sam said it obediently that it was like he was teasing me, O God. Why does my heart beat so hard to hear it tease me, but I like it. Right now, everything he says has always fascinated me. I feel like I'm rediscovering my lost love. Can I really be happy with Sam this time? when I'm happy with her will love take back all the happiness I've felt?

I don't want to think about it, I really want to enjoy all this. I beg you, not one to destroy the new happiness I found with my husband, not another. I have decided to love my husband completely.

“Sam, i.love you.”

Oh.. Lord.. What have I said? my eyes opened wide after I realized what I had said and I closed my mouth. Sam who heard it suddenly choked and immediately drank to relieve his throat.

“Rein.. What the hell are you saying? Try saying it again?”

Sam put on a surprised and happy face at once, we looked at each other, but I could not stand Sam's gaze, I turned my face away from his gaze. Sam came to me who was sitting next to Mira and was sitting right next to me holding my hand like he couldn't believe what I said.

I who initially looked down in shame trying to dare to look back into Sam's eyes slowly, I was really embarrassed to say, would he laugh at me because I expressed my feelings to my own husband?

“Let me hear it one more time. Words I want to hear from you for five years we're home”

Sam begged me to say it again. Last month I said that if I was going to try to love her, I needed more time to be able to accept and ask Sam sincerely, and maybe it's time I did what I was supposed to do last year's talisman to Sam.

“I love you Sam, sorry you must have waited so long for this moment, I really fell in love with my own husband”

I said it so sincerely that I could not feel my tears flowing, I was so happy right now, knowing that I loved Sam, the great man who had helped me through my dark times.

“Thank you Sam, you were patiently waiting for me to come to you, even though back then you knew I still couldn't forget Rey, and now, I have you, my good husband who would accept me completely”

At that moment I really cried I touched his face gently, not knowing how much I tried to love Sam, I would never be able to repay Sam's great love for me, I hugged Sam. I don't want to lose her, I promised myself that I would love her sincerely, I would give everything for my husband. He's the best man I've ever had.

“Rein, thank you, but if you still can't really love me, I'll wait for you, don't push myself Rein, just because I love you so much, I love you so much, I don't want you to be burdened with the love I give you, and I don't want you to love me out of pity. I want..”

I didn't let Sam continue he said, I touched his lips with my fingers, I felt the happiness Sam was feeling right now.

“It's enough. today is the happiest day for me, but you have to go to work Sam. You're almost late”

I wiped Sam's tears and he wiped my tears, Mira felt the happiness we felt. Sam hugged me back and kissed me on the forehead before he rushed to take a shower and left for work.

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