My First Love (My Memories Revealed)
CHAPTER 30 | What Should Sam Do?

It was late and Sam helped me clean up a pretty messy dining table. I realized one thing from Sam. When we had dinner together, Sam tended to be more quiet than usual, Sam who was always cheerful and able to melt the atmosphere suddenly became more quiet, now it still remains that way. He helped me but his mind and face seemed to be thinking of something quite serious.

“You good?” I asked while wiping the dishes I had washed.

“Not usually you shut up like this Sam”.

“It's too late for me to tell Rein, tomorrow only.” Answer Sam.

But I know he needs me now, it's just that it's night and Sam doesn't want to make me think about it and the problems it faces.

“You want to tell me until dawn I'll listen to Sam. What's up?’ My toot.

“I'll tell you in Rein's room. Uncomfortable it feels” Excited Sam.

We cleaned the house for a while and went straight into the room, Sam was still silent for a while like confused want to tell me or not. But I made him trust me and assured him that he didn't bother me with hearing his story that night, even though it was eleven o'clock that night. I held his hand while smiling.

“ You don't trust me Sam? why won't I tell you about your problem?” My toot.

Sam shook his head and smiled, Sam tried to take a deep breath before starting to recount the incident that happened this morning at the office.

“Today Bela and Mr Satrio I fired Rein, because they took the workers bonus for five months”.

I was very surprised to hear that, as I know, Bela is one of the people that Sam has been very confident in distributing labor bonuses from a few years ago, and I never thought that Bela would do this to Sam.

“I trusted Bela so much, that I closed my eyes and did not know what was the true state of labor, I was too busy with office affairs until I forgot the laborers who had worked hard. I'm so careless Rein, it's all my fault.” Sam cried with a sad face.

I looked at him and stroked his face, Sam was really disappointed, not only because his confidants fooled him but disappointed in himself. I hugged her and calmed her down, I pat her on the back to make her comfortable and calm.

“It's natural that someone makes a mistake Sam, but don't blame yourself, you've been working very hard for the company and employees are also workers. Don't keep blaming yourself, fix your mistakes.” I said calm him down.

“Then what happened to Bela and Pak Satrio?” My toot.

“I fired them and told them to return seven hundred and fifty million within two months, otherwise I would imprison them both”. He answered with an angry face.

I kept quiet and smiled at Sam's explanation at the time, knowing that Sam didn't want to fire them, although he looks very upset but I know that Sam must not have the heart to fire them, plus they have to return it within two months. I let him calm down for a while before I finally started talking.

“You calm down Sam first, do not let your emotions take over the decision or policy you have to take.” I said while confirming his hair.

Sam looked at me and held my hand to stop me from putting his hair in position.

“So you mean the decision I took was” Ask Sam.

“I don't blame your decision, I understand you fired them both because they were upset they took something that wasn't their right, but can you give them a second chance? Everyone is getting a second chance Sam” said I gave him understanding.

I hugged him and rubbed his back so he could calm down a little to not be too careless to make a decision.

“Let them make amends by staying at work in the company and at Sam's factory, you just need to tighten up the system already running. Think of Mr Satrio's fate too, if you fire him then how should his family live?”

I see Sam is getting calmer, I just want Sam to do his best and make a wise decision, not until when he takes an emotional decision that goes forward first.

“Whatever your decision I still support you, but remember my message. When you make a decision do not let your emotions rule you, or you will regret it later.” I clearly softly.

Sam smiled and understood what I was saying. He hugged me and kissed me. It is my duty to strengthen her when she is weak and calm her down when she is in an unstable mood and also support all the decisions she makes.

“You support all the decisions I will make right Rein?” ask Sam.

I nodded and nodded at him.

I kept smiling and nodding so she understood that whatever she was doing and decided I was always behind her.

“Yes Sam, I support whatever your decision is, but when you make a distorted decision or make a decision on the basis of emotions, it is my duty to remind you.” My exclamation.

And I hope Sam listens to me, because Sam's emotional decision will hurt him, and I don't want Sam to regret it one day.

I stroked Sam's hair and face, and I hope that whatever his decision will be the best and will not be regretted one day, that night ended with a kiss I gave Sam on the forehead.

The day had changed, I woke up with the sound of an alarm that I always set right at four in the morning to start all my activities. Being a mother is not easy, it must be consistent with what I have started, live everything with a smile and try to give the best for the family.

I walked out of the room and headed to the kitchen to start cooking, today's menu is capcay godeng with fried shrimp flour, I started cooking and then serving it on a plate and arranging it on the dining table, when everything was ready on the table, I woke up my husband and sister-in-law for breakfast and prepared to go to the office. Seeing them eat voraciously and asking for more each meal, that was enough for me. All my tired when cooking and preparing everything has paid off seeing them always praise and finish whatever I cook.

“Kak Rein, if I get married later can I stay here? I want to keep eating cook big brother.” Ken Exclamations.

But Sam who heard it immediately rounded his eyes and shook his head also frowned disapproving of what his sister wanted.

“Never think so. Since you live here, I can't mess with my own wife out of embarrassment.” Sam Excited.

I heard him quite surprised and looked at Ken with a shake of my head.

“Sam, do not talk carelessly in front of Ken, malu” I said.

“Why can't you make out? Just do it in the room, and make me a cute niece if you can a boy kak” Sahut Ken.

I pinched my husband and sister-in-law's cheeks, they really compact when discussing things like this, fortunately Mira has not been up and not here.

“You guys, don't talk like that. Quickly finish your food and then get ready to the office” Seruku annoyed.

“Iya mama” Answer them simultaneously.

How can I be bored if every morning they always make me laugh with a funny level that is sometimes silly.

I've prepared for both of them, since Ken's been living with us, what I've prepared for Sam I've also prepared for Ken because he's my brother.

“You guys ready? this supplies both of you, must be spent and there should be no rest.” Excruciate.

The two of them nodded in understanding, Sam hugged and kissed my forehead with a smile.

“I leave yaa”

Ken also hugged me and raised his provisions with a smile.

“Thank you, brother. I leave” Seru Ken

After I saw that they were gone, I cleaned the dining table and took a short break before continuing my activities taking care of my beautiful son Mira.

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