My First Love (My Memories Revealed)
CHAPTER 33 | Feelings of Dilemma

In Sam's very comfortable office, Sam was again busy with many documents that must be signed as well as cooperation proposals submitted by Mr. Kim some time ago. Sam is very interested in this cooperation which certainly looks very profitable and the company that Sam runs can develop its wings wider in the business world and more in the know.

Sam picked up his phone and called Suci his private secretary to schedule a board meeting tomorrow before lunch at ten in the morning.

“Hello Suci, please empty my business tomorrow at ten to lunch, then contact the board of directors. I'll have a meeting tomorrow at ten in the morning.” Sam hung up and went back to work.

When he was busy working, Sam seemed to remember the words Rein said last night about Bela and Pak Satrio. But Sam remained in his position, Sam would forgive the mistakes of his employees whatever the form but not with theft and betrayal.

“Remember my message Sam, everyone deserves a second chance”

The voice again disturbed Sam, Sam could not release Rein's voice from his mind. His mind did say not to forgive him but his heart was very soft. Sam had no heart with them both, however they worked very well until they finally betrayed Sam.

“God.. How'this? What am I supposed to do? Mind my mind or my heart?” Sam said to himself.

Sam rubbed his face with both hands, Sam looked quite frustrated and a sense of dilemma occurred to him. Sam is very confused at the moment, wanting to give them a second chance, but Sam certainly can not forgive them if this incident happens again.

Looking at the cell phone before him, Sam wanted to call them both but his heart and mind were still not in line. The fear of being fooled by the two of them was greater than his courage in making the decision to call them back.

“How is this? Should I call them both and give them a second chance? But what if I get fooled for the second time?” Ask in the heart.

Sam decided to focus on his work first and then he would decide whether or not to give them a chance.

Her seriousness in working again invited female employees to look back at Sam for five to ten minutes as before, at first Sam did not realize it because he was accustomed to Ken which made female employees turn from Sam to Ken. But when Sam looked at the window of his room, they were surprised to see his employees looking at him with amazed looks.

“Should this happen again? Was my decision to move Ken the right speed?” Sam said as he looked at them in surprise.

“Jeez, right I said, Mr. Sam is incomparable. Look at his good looks the third he works seriously, very handsome is not.” Excited Luna who once sat next to Ken.

“Become second wife I willingly, as long as I can look him in the face every day” Excited one of the female employees.

“What are you currently turning away from Mr Ken? You're crazy crazy for Mr Ken and now that Mr Ken's been moved to your factory back to Mr Sam? Traitorous basis” Seru Luna.

From his room Sam just fell silent and smiled at them and waved his hand then closed the window with his gordon and went back to work.

The employees who saw it looked sad because they could not see the good looks of their boss because Sam closed the window of the room. The staff returned to work at their own places.

“Pak Sam is the best boss ever right?” Said one officer.

“It looks like yes, but I don't know, after graduating from college I immediately worked here” replied one of the employees.

They gather for a while to exchange opinions or talk about the matchless handsome Sam.

“I've worked elsewhere, but there's no really good leader like Mr. Sam. Mr. Sam let us work comfortably and let us see his handsome face every day.” Timpal other officers

“Iya true. Maybe other bosses will get angry or scold us if we stare or look at them like we see Mr. Sam. Mr. Sam was never angry even if we saw his handsome face for five to ten minutes. Yes right?”

They get together to talk about and compare Sam with the other company leaders, unaware Sam is out of his office to make his own coffee in the pantry. Sam walked up to them and noticed the behavior of his employees who gathered to talk about him instead of working.

“It looks like a great topic of your conversation.” Sam cried with a smile but his gaze was like ready to hit anyone.

“Pak Sam” Answer them simultaneously and directly stand.

Hearing that the female employees were quite frightened by the threat from Sam who said that they had to overtime tonight.

Sam continues his steps toward the pantry to make coffee for himself, but Sam overhears two of his employees talking about Bela and Pak Satrio in the pantry.

“Have you heard the news? Mrs Bela was fired from the company for embezzling the company's money. He is assisted by someone who works in the.” factory Said one of his officers.

“Do not spread rumors that are uncertain, if Mr. Sam until he hears us out.” Said another male officer.

“But it is like that the rumor. Didn't expect one of Mr. Sam's confidants to do that.” Reply to the man's officer.

Sam went in and pretended not to hear anything and immediately took a glass of cangir and brewed his favorite black coffee and looked at his employees with a smile.

“You will make kopi” Tanya Sam base stale.

“i.iya Mr. Sam. We have finished making coffee, it's time we get back to work.” Answer one of the officers.

Sam patted the two employees on the shoulder and smiled like nothing had happened and heard nothing.

“Alright, work well.” Answer Sam.

They both have spies and only Sam is in the pantry. Sam is quite upset to hear the conversation of his employees, Sam begins to weigh back to receive Bela and Pak Satrio to return to the office and factory, and, but Sam also does not want to be the talk of being a leader who is easily lied to and fooled by employees and confidants.

Sam returned to his room and tried to ponder everything once more, as Rein said, lest his emotions advance first. Sam had to think about it with a cold head or else he would regret everything.

Long enough Sam thought about this problem until he did not realize the time had shown at five in the afternoon. A lot of work is unresolved because Sam thinks of his employee conversations that make it difficult to make wise decisions.

“I can't decide. I need Rein to clear my head.” He said, leaning his body in his chair.

Sam returns home and has been warmly welcomed by his son's embrace as well as his wife's embrace which makes his heart and mind much calmer.

“Papa has gone home” Shouted Mira running and hugging Sam.

“Sam.. You look very tired dear” My answer.

Sam carried Mira into his arms and embraced also kissing my forehead.

“I’m ok, just a little tired just.” Answer Sam.

That night Sam was quite quiet at the dinner table and talked as necessary. From the very beginning of seeing his sluggish face, I had already guessed that Sam was quite tired and there was a lot of burden of mind, his heart was still not steady to tell me.

.

.

.

Hi all.. Thank you for reading this novel. If you like it, please like and take advice.. Any advice on the origin of building from all of you is very important.. 😘😘