My First Love (My Memories Revealed)
CHAPTER 43 | When I'm Unable to Control Myself

The happy feeling enveloped me that afternoon, in the car I was driving incessantly I smiled happily after a long time I did not exchange news or salaing contact because of differences of opinion between us. I went home with the food I had bought from a restaurant. At exactly five o'clock in the afternoon I got home and started making dinner and then cleaning myself up before my husband came home.

“Bu, I'm home yes ma'am. My task has been I have done all” Seru bu Sum.

“Oh.. Okay mom.. Thank you mom. This is for bu Sum and the bu.” family I answered while giving a papper bag containing food.

“Thank you Mom, Mom has been very good to me” replied bu Sum while receiving my gift papper bag.

“Iya already ma'am, heart to go home.” My answer.

“Mama.. Why mama always gives food to bu Sum” Tanya Mira.

I looked towards Mira who looked confused, because every time Sum maam looked after Mira, I always brought something when she came home.

“Mira, doing good to others is a must. And again bu Sum has helped mama a lot, bu Sum is very good right on Mira when mama and papa are not home?” My toot.

“Iya mama, bu Sum is very good at Mira” replied Mira.

“So there is no harm if we do good to others, just give a little food or things we have to others no harm dear. Because what we sow on others one day we will reap. Mira understands?” I said explain to Mira.

I hope that everything I do is also a good thing that Sam did in front of Mira, one day Mira can follow her example and make her a good child and willing to share with others.

“Mira wait here.. Mama took a quick shower before your papa came” As I walked into my room.

Shortly after I entered the bathroom, Sam came with a suit in one of his arms as usual, Sam came and immediately hugged Mira and carried her.

“Mira.. Anank beautiful papa.” while hugging Mira.

“Papa.” Mira hugged and kissed Sam.

“Mama where is Mira?” Ask Sam.

“Mama just took a shower papa.” Answer Mira.

Hearing that, Sam smiles and kisses Mira, then lowers her back down.

“Mira wait here.. Papa changes clothes briefly.” Sam exclaimed with a smile on his face.

Knowing I was in the shower, Sam quickly went into the room before I finished taking a shower. From the direction of the bathroom I heard the sound of the door closing quite tight.

“Sayang.. Is it done bathing?” Ask Sam.

Hearing Sam's voice, I quickly grabbed a towel and covered myself with a towel and quickly locked the bathroom door I didn't lock. But I'm late. Sam had opened the bathroom door with a smile on his face. I was still trying to cover my body and turn my face away from Sam's gaze.

“ What's up? Why don't you dare look at me Rein?” Ask Sam.

Sam approached me, not knowing why I was so embarrassed in front of him. I really didn't dare look my husband in the eye. Remember, we were never in the bathroom at the same time. Sam's gaze continued to make my heart beat fast at that moment.

“Rein, are you afraid of your own husband?” ask Sam.

“Ah.. No Sam, I just.” I can't answer it.

Sam kept coming at me and I kept avoiding him. Without me noticing Sam was holding my hand and pulling me in his arms. Like I wanted to blow my heart. Every day Sam hugs me but I'm normal, but right now I'm out of breath, my soul beats really fast when I'm in Sam's arms.

“What's up? Hugging my own wife is it okay?” Ask Sam.

“Your behavior is so funny, Rein, I'm not gonna do anything to you. Unless you want it” Excited Sam right in my ears.

I dodged in surprise to Sam who suddenly whispered in my ear, I lowered my head and shook my head.

“Quick get your clothes on, then we have dinner together. I'm hungry enough” cried Sam

Sam left me and immediately picked up a shirt in the closet and changed his clothes. I came out of the bathroom and saw a pretty beautiful view. Sam's large, stocky body was currently open. Watching him take off his shirt again made my heart pound.

“Why is my husband so handsome? I want to touch it” Seruku in heart.

Instantly I woke up from my daydream realizing what I had just told myself.

“What's up? Why look at me like that?” Sam asked while looking for clothes in the closet.

Again I did not answer Sam and immediately took the clothes I had prepared on the bed, but my foot accidentally stepped on Mira's toy which made me stumble and fall on the mattress that made the towel I was wearing open without me noticing. Sam turned his body and looked at me with wide eyes. I immediately covered my body with a towel, but not until I covered my entire body did Sam's hand hold my hand. Sam approached me and right now his body was right above me.

“I tried to restrain myself from doing it Rein, but why did this happen. I can't hold it anymore” cried Sam.

I tried to control my feelings, trying to look calm to avoid Sam, but my body rejected him. My mind wanted to avoid Sam, but my heart wanted the same thing. I can't deny, my body wants Sam too. I really have fallen to my husband. Sam's face looked very close to me, I closed my eyes and I felt his lips touch mine.

This feeling is real. For the first time I'm doing this with Sam because it's the same way I want it. I can't help it, Sam's getting wild with his touch and kiss. A feeling that is difficult to explain right now. Sam really made me lose my mind, he really paindai play it.

When Sam did it with me, we heard a knock on the door and Mira called out to me.

“Mama... Come quickly out, hungry Mira” Excited Mira.

With her small body, Mira has not been able to reach the doorknob and open it herself. Me and Sam were quite surprised, we looked at each other and laughed, Sam kissed my forehead and covered my body with a towel.

“Wear your shirt Rein, Mira waiting for us” Excited Sam with a smile

I put on my shirt and immediately went out with Sam, Sam opened the door and smiled at Mira and held her in his arms.

“You are so hungry yaa Darling” Excited Sam while kissing Mira's cheek

“Mama took a long shower.. Mira Hungry” Excited Mira while hugging spoiled Sam

“Im sorry dear mama.” I answered while kissing my son's forehead.

Sam turned his body and looked at me with a smile and winked his eyes, Sam moved his lips with a smile, I kissed his lips as he wished, and we headed to the dining table to eat together. I saw Ken at the dinner table and playing with his phone. Ken looked towards the two of us and shook his head.

“I saw what you guys just did” Excited Ken

Me and Sam laughed with the facial expressions and words Ken said to us.

“Hurry to get married, so as not only to see our affection every day, but also to do it with Laura” Goda Sam on Ken.

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