My First Love (My Memories Revealed)
CHAPTER 46 | This Time Only. Can it?

I felt my body very tired that morning and did not realize that the sun had risen, the morning sunlight that woke me that morning when the alarm I set could not wake me. I slowly began to open my eyes, I saw myself sleeping with a blanket covering my body. Sam and I are really not dressed. I saw Sam who was still sleeping soundly with his hand still holding me, I smiled and gently touched his cheek and kissed his forehead. That morning I just covered my face remembering what I did with Sam last night, I can't believe I really did it.

I started taking my clothes and wearing them and headed straight to the bathroom to clean myself up. It hurt quite a bit, but I'm happy because in the end I was able to do it with Sam and make him happy. I came out of the bathroom and I prepared a sarapa for Sam and Ken, but when I got out of the room, I saw Ken wearing my apron and putting food on the table. The true sight is rare.

“Alright, everything is ready. Stay waiting for brother Sam and brother Rein wake up” Excited while looking at the food that has been arranged neatly.

“Ken, you cook?” I asked while looking at the food on the table

“Kak.. Already awake?” Excite Ken while pulling out a chair for me

“You cooked all this Ken?” My toot.

“ Yes brother.. Not only handsome, your sister is also good at cooking.” Ken answered with confidence.

Shortly after my conversation with Ken, Sam came out of the room and went straight to the dining table and sat down and looked at me smiling and kissing my forehead.

“Good morning Rein” Greet Sam with a smile

“Morning Sam” I replied to Sam.

Like a new lover drunk with love, that's what Ken saw this morning, Ken looked at the two of us with a slightly amused look while laughing.

“It turns out you two really did it.” Ken Exclamations.

“Already, let's eat. Don't be late, brother.” Added Ken.

As Ken and Sam ate, I stood up and headed to the kitchen to pick up a bottle of milk in the fridge and heat it up for a while, and I saw a large bag of crackles, I feel like I've seen those swish pockets, like the frictional pockets of my restaurant. I looked at it and took it, and it turned out that my guess was right. I laughed at this funny thing. I remember Sam's behavior doing the same thing before.

“Ken.. This what?” I asked while showing you the crackle pouch I found in the kitchen.

“Kak.. sister found it where? Though I threw away that scraped bag.” Answer Ken.

Sam laughed as he chewed his food, and I laughed at Ken's behavior. Ken smiled withstanding embarrassment while covering his face.

“Ken, do you know, I have also done the same as you did.” Sam cried with a smile

“You two are indeed similar to each other yaa.” I cried while smiling.

“Alright, quickly finish your breakfast, then go take a bath or brother will be late.” Ken shouts avert the conversation.

Today I can't bring Sam and Ken the lunch I've had for them like I used to do with them every morning. I waited and sat on the couch playing my phone with a hot cup of coffee in my hand, Sam came out of his room in a well-groomed outfit complete with a suit and a watch on his left wrist and his right handbag.

“Rein, I leave ya baby” Seru Sam while kissing my forehead then stick his forehead with my forehead.

“Be careful babe” My answer to Sam.

Today is one of the good days of my life, maybe all the mothers in the world will think like me. When homework is done and just enjoy the day at home while waiting for the husband to come home from work. It's so rare that I can feel something like this, like the best part of my life. But all of that suddenly collapsed when my phone rang. My mother called, but it was not good news that I heard, hearing that, my heart seemed to stop beating, my tears were dripping and my hands were shaking, I could not think anymore, I could not think, all I know is I have to go to the hospital right then.

“Rein, you are here now ya naakk...” Excited mom while crying.

“Papa arrived – arrived dying this morning Rein, and is being treated by doctor”.

“Reina departs now yaa mama.. Mama is calm, contact Reina continue yaa mama about papa development.” My answer.

I hung up my phone and immediately changed my clothes and carried my bag, I woke up Mira forcibly because under these circumstances I could not leave her, I brought some clothes to keep watch if I have to stay overnight to accompany my mother there.

“Mira.. Come on, wake up, baby, come with me. We'll meet oma.” I cried while holding her and bathing her for a while.

It didn't take long, I was ready with Mira as well as some clothes that I brought, in a panic I and Mira got into the car, I stepped on the gas and drove at high speed which made Mira a little scared.

“Sorry dear, mom has to drive at high speed. You calm down, mama won't harm Mira,” I replied trying to talk calmly with my son.

Although I cried, but I kept trying to focus, my heart ached hearing the news, I was afraid that something worse would happen to my papa.

“Mira, please take your phone and quickly contact papa nak, then give the phone to mama” Seruku on Mira.

Mira immediately took my phone and contacted Sam at the time, with a slightly frightened tone Mira held the phone and called Sam.

“Yaa Rein, what's up?” Answer Sam.

“Mama.. It's papa” cried Mira when Sam had raised his phone.

“Sam, Sam.. L'm... Go home. Papa's dying this morning Sam.” I cried while crying.

I can't say a word right now, all I can do is call Sam and cry.

“Rein, listen to me. Calm down, when you get home, call me and tell me what happened to papa.. I'll be home early and catch up with you.” Sam answered trying to calm me down.

I couldn't say anything more and turned off my phone, I drove while crying. I hope papa is okay, .

“God please save papa.. Don't take papa, Rein isn't ready.” I cried in my heart

My heart ached and I kept crying all the way. I got to the hospital faster and went straight to the room where papa was handled, I saw mamaa sitting crying with both hands covering her face.

“Mama..” I screamed while running to see my mom

“Rein.. You have reached nak” Answer my mother while hugging me.

“Papa.. Papa how ma?” I was so panicked.

She shook her head while crying and hugged me. Mama's body trembled and her face was wet from her tears

“Papa is still dying and has not regained consciousness Rein” replied mama.

“Doctor's word, papa can't be saved**Kan” Mama continues.

The more powerless I heard it, the more my body trembled, my legs felt like they were not strong enough to stand. I fell down to hear the news. I still can't believe everything I've heard, I can't trust that doctor who says that you can't be saved anymore. I tried to calm down, but my heart wasn't strong and I kept crying. Mom and I held hands and prayed together, hoping for a miracle to come to Papa. I tried to calm down so that my mother could also be calm even though these tears kept dripping.

I called Sam to tell him about papa's current condition, my voice shrinking. I no longer have the energy to speak, even to move my body is already very heavy like sculpting it feels. I could feel nothing more than pain, all I could do was sit and watch my body lying limp on the bed with a hose attached to my body, my heart really screaming, I was constantly praying to God to wake me up. I don't want anything right now, just seeing papa come back to my senses right now, that's what I want

Can't my prayer be fulfilled? All my life I have never done anything bad, I have always done good, can God see all my goodness and answer my prayers?

I held my hand and continued to pray, my heart skipped a beat and fear continued to cover me, on the other hand my mother also held my hand while crying.

“God, this time alone please grant my prayers, for this time only. Let Rein talk to papa. Rein would be sincere if God called you home, but let Rein talk to you. Rein beg God” My prayer in heart

My heart ached saying that prayer, I loved my father, but I knew one thing. God loves me more than me. If this is the time, let it happen.

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