My First Love (My Memories Revealed)
CHAPTER 47 | When Mouth Can't Speak. Tears That Will Say It

At the same time, Sam was not focused on his work. His focus is split, Sam thinks about Rein's current condition as well as his in-laws who are currently lying in the hospital, many times Sam sees the clock and hopes to get to the hospital where his in-laws are treated as soon as possible. Sam called Suci to ask about his schedule today with the phone.

“Suci, is my schedule today solid?” Ask Sam

“Not too crowded sir, just meeting with the marketing department then with the board of directors related to the collaboration project planning.” Sacred Answer.

“Then postpone all meetings today and then clear my schedule until tomorrow, I have more urgent needs” Sam's Order on Suci.

“Good sir, I did” Holy Answer.

Wanting Sam to leave at this time, Sam was really worried about his father-in-law, but Sam could not leave the office just because of his personal problems.

Sam quickly finished all his work though with a slightly chaotic and fragmented focus, as soon as Sam leaned his body into the chair where he sat to restore his focus which had split, but always failed. I hope his in-laws are okay now.

“Why so long? I can't just leave the office right now even though I have vacated it today.” Sam cried agitated.

In other circumstances, I look at papa blankly, I will do everything possible so that papa can open his eyes again and look at me next to him, I continue to hope that papa wakes up at this time. I can't think of anything else and only papa has my mind on.

I pulled out my phone and tried to contact Sam and asked him to come here right now if he could, my gut feeling was that papa would die today. I braced my heart and wiped my tears to talk to Sam on the phone.

“Iya Rein?” Answer Sam

“Can you leave right now Sam? I have a bad feeling Sam.” I cried while crying.

My heart ached again, I was afraid that if my premonition was right, I was really afraid that this would happen when I was not ready. I felt my breath heavy and my chest hurt a lot.

“Alright, calm down.. I'm leaving right now. Keep praying Rein, I will also keep praying from here.” Sam answered me.

I hung up my phone and started crying again. My hunch is right to say that papa will die soon. My hands shook when I held my papa's hand, I kissed my papa's hand and kept praying that he could open his eyes. I am no longer strong in this situation, unlike me. Mama looked at papa blankly, as if her tears had run out. I can see a very deep sadness in my eyes.Mama just gently caress papa and occasionally kiss her forehead.

This is a situation I hate so much, when I'm helpless and can't do anything for my parents. I can't make you open your eyes and I can't comfort you, I feel useless, but what else can I do? There aren't. All I could do was pray and pray and watch everything happen in front of my eyes. It was the worst and most hated situation of my life.

Panic mixed with anxiety was also felt by Sam that afternoon, exactly one o'clock in the afternoon Sam came out of his office and went straight to the hospital where his in-laws were treated.

“Holy I'm out now, maybe until tomorrow. You have cleared my schedule, right?” Sam asked with a panicked look.

“Already Sir. My schedule is empty until tomorrow.” The Holy One answered by standing up from his chair.

Without saying anything else, Sam immediately left the office and left his job. Sam got into his car and drove off at a very high speed. Luckily it was beating fast, panic and anxiety mixed into one.

“God.. I don't have time to drive at this speed.” Sam Excited.

Sam increased his speed to full speed in order to get to the hospital faster. Sam's supposed three-hour distance shortens it to two hours due to high-speed driving.

Sam got out of his car and ran straight to his room-in-law. With his clothes falling apart, Sam loosened his tie to look for the room where his in-laws were in. Sam loved his parents as much as he loved his own.

“Rein.” Sam exclaimed with a breath of breath.

Sam saw my very messed up state. My eyes are really swollen and my face is full of tears. I stood up and hugged Samdan crying in his arms. Sam hugged me while breathing in and trying to catch me.

“Tenang.. Whatever happens we face together. God knows best for papa.” Sam cried while hugging me.

“Mama.. Whatever happens, you have to be strong.. We face it together,” Excited Sam

At that instant my mother's cry broke.My mother screamed, her body trembled with pain and fear in her heart. Mama who had earlier endured all her pain finally broke in Sam's arms. My heart breaks to see my mother like this. We cried together and tried to strengthen our hearts to face the worst possibility of papa's condition.

As we cried, papa started to open his eyes, his tears falling down. With a very slow voice, Papa let out a very weak sound.

“Mama.” Exclaims..

Hearing that we looked towards the father who started to move his finger. Papa smiled looking at my mom, me, Sam and Mira, papa did not take a word and just looked at us with a smile. I immediately ran to call the doctor, I was very happy to see my papa had come to my senses. In the room mama just hugged papa and kissed her forehead while continuing to cry and did not let go of her embrace.

I came back with the doctor with me to check on my papa, which seemed like a miracle for my father. But when the doctor examined him, he looked at us and shook his head, which made us all look at each other.

“What's the doctor?” I asked who could not believe the look on his face.

“Family please say goodbye to the patient. You can not be saved anymore, his heartbeat is very weak and can not be saved again.” Doctor exclaim.

The doctor told the nurse to stay in the room to remove all breathing apparatus when the patient is gone and immediately leave the room papa. We couldn't believe what the doctor said, like a new hope collapsing in an instant. A minute ago I felt like I was going to come back, but?

In a moment of silence enveloped the room, none of them spoke because they endured our pain and were not strong enough to see the condition of the father like this. But suddenly papa held my hand while snapping.

“Rein, are you happy living with Sam?” Ask papa

I looked down and cried, my mouth was held back by my sadness, I tried to look strong but I fell down, I knelt next to my bed and nodded my head.

“Iya papa, Rein is happy with Sam. Rein managed to love Sam.” Answer me while crying.

“Mama.. Finally our son is happy, papa is happy to hear directly from you Rein. If papa's gone, mama's staying with them.. Papa does not want mama to live alone without papa” cried papa with a weak voice.

Mama cried and kissed papa's forehead while holding her and hugging her.

“Sam.” He cried out while extending his hand.

“Ya papa?” Holding papa's hand

“Your day must be heavy, right? because Rein because Rein didn't love you in the past. But now you love each other. Papa trusts Rein to you Sam. Take care and love him. Also, can you take care of your mom? Can you trust two women who love you Sam?” Asked my papa with a breath that began to gasp.

“Sam will be in charge of Rein and mama. Papa can trust Sam.” Answer Sam

“Thanks Sam. Finally, papa can go quietly.” Papaku.

After saying that, we saw papa convulsing, papa holding his chest in great pain. We cried, that day we lost a husband and a father. Someone I have loved so much for the rest of my life today has left me forever. Looking at the papa who was no longer breathing, my body was weak helpless. I was crying, my mom was screaming. Sadness completely consumed us that day. We lost papa forever. Although my heart ached, but at least I could see papa for the last time and show that I was happy with my husband and son like what you wanted to see all this time.

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