My First Love (My Memories Revealed)
CHAPTER 51 | Between Dreams and Love

Like a roaring sea, like a wave that crashing so fiercely. As well as the feelings that Ken and Laura have, distance and time are not a problem for them to continue to love each other, by prioritizing each other whatever problems and obstacles will be easily solved with good communication.

Laura knows the dilemma Ken is facing, but she cannot be selfish by asking Ken to sacrifice her dreams and marry her. Laura puts her ego aside and supports everything Ken does to achieve his dream, Laura bets everything on Ken's success. Knowing her was always Ken's priority and staying connected to her, for now it was all enough for Laura. Ken always tries to be the best for Laura, giving her time for her lover and trying her best for Laura. They both sacrifice each other.

“I really miss you Ken.” Laura's in the car

The look in his eyes as well as his smile were really very sincere when saying all that. Laura let out a long sigh and held back her overflowing feeling of longing.

“Alright, get back to work, we'll talk again tomorrow. Yaa spirit.” Laura exclaimed to encourage Ken

“Laura, have you ever disappointed me?” Ask Sam

Just as silence struck the two of them, Laura did not know what to say. The feeling she's experiencing right now is really the feeling of disappointment in Ken or that Laura doesn't understand..

“I'm sorry, maybe I'm not your good boyfriend, but please, wait for me. I don't want us to get married when I'm in trouble, I don't want to take you through a bad day with me.” Ken Exclamation

“Have I ever had this problem? For four years I have survived because I really love you and you are a good man Ken, but everything you do and all your efforts, can I be a part of it? I don't want to see you succeed as your lover. Let me see you succeed as your wife.” Laura reassured Ken

As it slashed, Ken's heart was quite sad to hear it. Laura was really waiting for him all this time, the feeling of Ken's dilemma was getting bigger. Ken is afraid of losing Laura who has continued to support him but he cannot give certainty to Laura.

“You've waited too long Lau, should I tell you to wait any longer? But I am still not ready to see you have to feel life fighting with me” Ken cried in heart.

Ken closed his frown while closing his eyes. He doesn't even know what to do right now, which choice to choose? Achieve the dream first or marry her lover.

“I'm sorry, for now I can't Lau, I don't want to trouble you.” Ken Exclamation

Ken's words were enough to make Laura sick and disappointed. Laura begins to feel uneasy with Ken and begins to shed her tears. Her chest hurts. Doesn't Ken trust me? Did Ken really love me? Has he been playing me all this time? That was the question that was in Laura's head at the moment.

“I don't care if I have to wait a long time for Ken, but can you be serious about this? Or all this time you just played with my heart?” Lau was upset.

Unbelieving what he heard, it never occurred to him that Laura would say that to Ken, Laura doubted Ken at this time which made Ken in disbelief.

“What do you mean? I've been fighting to achieve my dreams it's all for you Lau, for our future and I've never played with you.”

“Really? Or is that just your excuse not to marry me?” Laura Excited.

Laura hung up her phone after saying that, the painful feeling she felt slowly made her cry. During this time the problems they both experienced can always be resolved easily, but for this time it seems not. Laura felt that Ken didn't really mean it to her.

“Sick... Why does my chest hurt so much?” Laura cried while hitting her chest and crying.

Like Laura, Ken was also upset and sad. Ken is upset that Laura doesn't understand him which makes him feel useless. Ken hits his desk and yells as fast as he can while throwing papers and documents at his desk that messes up his office.

“Aarrggg... Stupid jerk.. Useless!!” He yelled while hitting himself.

The situation is getting chaotic, they are struggling to maintain their relationship but today it is like being hit by a hit that is so terrible. The longer the exams they went through the heavier they got. Likewise with other couples, the higher their trust and love, the more difficult the storm of their problems. When they consider themselves to be the most right and hurt, that is where the rift begins to occur. This is what Ken and Laura felt.

It is not easy for lovers to keep what they have built from the beginning. Ken felt that he had given everything to Laura, the time and attention as well as everything he could do had been given to Laura, as well as Laura. Laura feels that she, who has sacrificed so much for Ken, has always supported her every decision and continues to wait patiently.

But when these problems come, when their love is tested, they are swayed by a storm.

“Why doesn't Ken believe me that I'll always be with him in any situation? Does he doubt me?” He cried while in the car.

“Why doesn't Laura understand that I love her so much and don't want her to live a hard life with me? Why can't he just be patient?” Sam exclaimed while randomly shuffling his hair.

The quarrels between them had an increasingly impact on their work. Although trying not to mix personal problems with work but in fact it is very difficult to do. not infrequently beebrahow many times Laura cried considering their burning a few days ago. And Ken's job is a little messed up because of his love affairs, his mind is divided which makes his job a little messy.

Everything they both do is meaningless. There was no communication between them after a fight a few days ago.

“What's up? Fighting with Laura? "Ask Sam while sitting watching television with Ken.

Ken just kept quiet while pressing the TV remote and shook his head,

“Tell me what's wrong? this time between brother and sister.” Sam Excited.

Ken looks at Sam and turns off the television and starts telling Sam.

“What should I do now? Brother knows I'm building my business and also still working in sister's company. I'm still not what I'm, but Laura doesn't want to understand that. I just don't want Laurah to have a hard life when I'm married. I want to give my best for her because I love her.” Ken exclaimed in an annoyed tone.

“Then? Why don't you give her what she wants?" Ask Sam

“What? Give me what Laura wants? You mean to marry her? When I was like this?” Ken Exclamations.

Sam took a deep breath and patted his sister on the shoulder with a smile.

“Ken, look. Brother told you that, didn't he? You won't make it alone. You should do it with Laura. Don't be selfish and feel able to handle everything yourself. Show your seriousness and marry Laura,” Excited Sam

“I really mean it with him brother.. I'm just... Want to be like you who can make Rein.” happy Exclaim Ken while bowing.

Unknowingly Ken made Sam and everything Sam did what he was obliged to do. Ken wants to emulate the footsteps of his successful brother and be able to make his wife happy. Ken forgets his identity and tries to be similar to what Sam did.

“Your path and mine are different Ken. Your story and mine are different. Never force what is not your part. If you do, you will lose something valuable in your life.” Sam Excited.

Ken downcast his heart still wanted it, all this time his gaze was only on Sam. Ken still felt that he could do as Sam did until he forgot that Laura was always faithful to accompany him and wait for him.

Ken realized, the stupidity he had done. Putting Laura aside instead tries to pursue her success. That night Ken tried to contact Laura but there was no answer. The fear of loss that was in Ken's heart grew stronger. Ken swiftly picked up his jacket and car keys and headed straight to Laura's place to clarify everything.

In the car Ken keeps trying to contact Laura but still no answer. Ken quickly increased his speed to get to Laura.

Without thinking, Ken turned off his car and passed by knocking on the door of Laura's apartment with a swipe.

doc dok....

“Lau.. Laura open this me.” Ken knocked pretty hard that night.

“Lau.. I have something to say.” Ken exclaimed with a breath of breath.

Laura opened the door and saw Ken at the door with sweat and disordered breathing. Ken saw the puffy eyes of his lover, Ken felt guilty for treating Laura badly.

“I'm sorry I let you down Lau.” Ken hugged Laura.

“I beg you to forgive me. I'm so stupid. I'm sorry for being selfish with you.” Ken Exclamations.

Laura cried hearing that, Ken's embrace grew tighter and tighter like it wouldn't let Laura go forever. Encompassing the two of them, Ken hugged Laura while walking inside without letting go of Laura while occasionally kissing her forehead.

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