My First Love (My Memories Revealed)
CHAPTER 72 | Can or Not?

A happy smile flashed across my face every time I rubbed the baby in my stomach, felt every movement he gave me and felt his heartbeat fuse with my heartbeat. I always asked her to speak so that she would get used to my voice and recognize me as her mother, impatient to wait for my little angel to be born into the world. Grueling her hand and grunting her cries for the first time, just imagining it made me so happy and spurred my heartbeat so fast.

“Darling, how will your face be at birth? Is it like mom or dad?”. I smiled and gently touched the baby in my stomach

My stomach was getting bigger and again I was surprised by the kick from the baby in my stomach which was quite tight I felt. I feel that my son is very happy every time I talk to him.

“You're ready Rein?”, asked Sam who came down from upstairs

“I'm ready Sam”, I replied briefly.

Sam helped me stand up because I realized that I had enough trouble standing up and walking alone. Slowly he led me and grabbed me and helped me get into the car. From the beginning of my pregnancy Sam always made sure that I was okay even every few hours he would call me to ask me how I was doing, he even tried to fulfill my desires that are not infrequently strange and unreasonable.

“Sam, I'm hungry”. I said while rubbing my stomach

“Hmm? Didn't you just eat?”, replied Sam

“Let's know, my stomach is so hungry. I want to eat something asam”, I replied briefly

“Young mango again?”, Sam asked

“Hmm, no. I want to eat vegetable star fruit with salam”, I replied by expressing my curiosity

Sam looked back at me when he heard that I wanted to eat vegetable starfruit, he even furrowed his brows with a questionable face as if he did not believe my current desires.

“What? Vegetable starfruit? You know how sour the vegetable starfruit Rein?” is, he replied in disbelief.

Sam shook his head instead of resisting my desire to eat vegetable star fruit at that time. I tried to persuade Sam, who kept rejecting me and ignored my wishes.

“Sam, please. I want it very much”. I said while putting my chin on his shoulder

“Do you have no pity on your child? It's not me who wants it but your son”, I said trying to seduce Sam.

My obstetrician said that it was okay if I wanted to eat vegetable star fruit, he even let me eat it. But Sam didn't let me because it was too acidic and was afraid that something bad would happen to me and the fetus in my stomach. With a face forced Sam to obey my wishes. Simply by saying that the child in my womb wants it, Sam will obey whatever I want.

“Alright, just because this kid wants it”, he replied annoyed.

Sam found me vegetable starfruit in every vegetable basket he saw until he got it, I was always touched by his every struggle to get whatever I wanted while I was cravings. Sam returned to the car with a plastic bag containing vegetable starfruit that had been washed and ready to eat.

The feeling of happiness I feel when my desire is granted to eat vegetable star fruit before checking my content. I enjoyed every bite of vegetable starfruit I ate in front of Sam and made him ticklish and creepy watching me eat vegetable starfruit voraciously.

“Rein, I feel like my saliva has accumulated quite a lot in my mouth. You eat it but I feel the pain in my mouth”, said Sam.

I laughed at his words, Sam was very fond of any food or fruit that tasted sour and when he saw me eating vegetable starfruit greedily, he unceasingly held his jaw because of the pain.

“You don't know how delicious this vegetable leatherback Sam” is, I said teasing Sam.

I finished the vegetable leatherback that Sam brought me before I checked my contents. Arriving at the hospital I got down and walked with Sam to the obstetrician's room and immediately checked it.

“Content is in normal condition and very healthy”, the doctor told me and Sam.

I've always refused Sam's intention to get in touch with me since I was pregnant and it never occurred to me that Sam would ask the obstetrician this question. I felt a little embarrassed when Sam asked such a question.

“Ah.. Of course I can. Because the baby is covered by membranes and amniotic fluid so it does not matter if you want to do it”, replied the doctor gave an explanation.

Hearing the doctor's reply, Sam put on a happy face while looking at me and grasping my hand. I could understand the way he looked at me at the time, but I tried to ignore him.

After Sam finished driving me to check my candugan, we went home and there was no conversation between us, I tried to keep myself busy by playing my phone.

“Did you hear the explanation from doctor Rein”, Sam asked to open a conversation

“Hmm”, I replied briefly.

“So how about you?”, Sam asked again.

“Hmm? how is what?”, I asked trying to pretend not to understand

“Rein, for four months you left me alone and didn't really care about me. I also need you”, said Sam expressed his feelings.

To me Sam looks like a kid when he talks like that, he feels like I haven't cared about him since I was pregnant with my second child. But the reality is not like that, as a wife I still care about it and even I feel that we are getting closer because Sam always spends more time for me.

“Then what do you want dear?’, my question is soft.

“I want you tonight”, he said with his lips.

I can't see it like this, I'd love to pinch her cheeks so adorable that she'd still be like this.

“Alright darling. Whatever you want”, I replied as I pinched Sam's cheek which made me anxious.

“Really? We'll do it tonight?”, asked Sam excitedly

I nodded at the dispatcher instead of obeying his wishes. We got to Sam's house to help me get out of the car and lead me into the house. Today Sam spoils me with his sweet treatment on me.

“What is this? Why are you spoiling me like this? Is this a bribe?”, I'm teasing Sam.

“Solakkan what? Is it my fault if I want to spoil my own wife? Do I have to spoil my neighbor's wife?’, Sam replies teasing me.

I rounded my eyes and patted Sam's shoulder so hard that it left a red mark on his shoulder.

PLAAKKS

“Gosh Rein why is your punch so powerful? Surely your punch left a red mark on my shoulder”, Sam said in pain while holding his shoulder

“I'm sorry, I didn't expect my punch to be that strong until it made you sick”, I said a little regretfully.

“Prepare later tonight. Your apologies will be received after tonight ends”, said Sam with his flat face.

“Baik”, I replied resignedly