My First Love (My Memories Revealed)
CHAPTER 73 | Copying Process

Time goes by so fast, for me nine months is a very short time for me. Like I just got pregnant yesterday and tomorrow I have to prepare myself for labor. In the VIP room at a hospital that Sam had prepared for me, I started looking at old videos when I first gave birth to recall the pain I had experienced. Instead of seeing the video, I was nervous about facing tomorrow. Can I do it well? Can I survive tomorrow? Will the process be more painful? I was pretty nervous about all that thinking.

“How do you feel?”, asked Sam who just got home from work.

“Have come? Are you sure you want to accompany me here? Don't want to go home first?”, I ask you to look at Sam who came closer to me.

“How can I go home when my wife is in the hospital? Can you face today alone when tomorrow you will give birth?”, Sam asked and kissed me on my forehead.

“At least eat first. Don't get sick”, I said touching his face that was beside me.

“Let's go, I still don't feel hungry. What do you see?”, asked Sam.

“This, the video when Mira was born, I want to recall how the pain I felt when I first gave birth”, I replied gently.

Sam smiled and defended me, his gaze so gentle on me. Sometimes he would stroke a baby in my stomach and kiss it.

“If you are nervous and feel inadequate, we can take Rein's caesarean section, I don't want you to feel nervous or afraid when giving birth later. I want the best for you, for our child”, he said softly.

I shook my head and replied with a smile. It's true I was nervous but I also found out that Sam was as nervous as I was, from his gaze pretending to be calm, he didn't want me to worry about him looking more nervous than me.

“I'm fine, calm down Sam. As long as you are by my side and give me encouragement as well as support, I can get through”, I assured Sam

Mira we're leaving on the oma and her opa for tonight because Sam is with me in the hospital until tomorrow when I'm ready to give birth. I felt my stomach hurt enough by the contractions and I tried to hold it in, I prepared myself to deal with the contractions that hurt even more than this in my previous experience.

“Darling, what's up? You okay?”, said Sam who saw me in pain

“That's not Sam, I'm just contraction”, I replied while writhing

Several times Sam saw me writhing in such pain and he was quite panicked by it. Sam tried to hold my hand as I endured my pain.

“I can't see you in pain like this Rein, you better run the operation so that things are easier and you don't need to feel pain until like this”, said Sam trying to persuade me to run the operation.

“I'm fine Sam, I can get through it. I can hold it”, I said reassuring Sam with a painful look on his face.

Sam hugged me all night as I groaned in pain, he even woke up just to keep me from going through the pain all by myself. Sometimes I shed tears because of the pain I continue to feel every twenty to thirty minutes.

Spots of blood and water came out of my body in the middle of the night, indicating I was ready for the process of giving birth in a moment, I could not sleep and rest as well as Sam who was watching me all night.

The day I went into labor. My two in-laws and Mira came to the hospital a few minutes before I was transferred to the delivery room for the birth. I'm tired enough that I couldn't rest well last night, the black circles in my eyes showed everything.

“Mama, will he be out any minute?”, asked Mira plainly

“Mama should prepare to remove the child in the belly of mama. Mira patiently for a moment ya babe”. Said Sam gently rubbing Mira's hair

Several nurses immediately took me to the delivery room to prepare for a normal delivery of my choice. My heart was beating quite fast as I headed to the delivery room, nervous feeling started to take hold of me at that time. Put me in the delivery room and ready to give birth.

My stomach hurt a lot and I tried to follow the doctor's directions so that my baby could be born well. Sweat was pouring out of my body and I felt like my bones were crushed when the birth took place.

“Yes God.. It hurts so much, even more than when I gave birth to Mira”, I murmured in my heart.

I felt like I was no longer strong to survive, my vision began to fade. I cried for fear that I could not get through this, I closed my eyes and I imagined my husband and son waiting for me to come out of this room with a baby.

“I have to fight for my son, no matter how sick I have to be able to get him out. Let bad things happen to me as long as not to ankku”, I murmured while crying

Blood was pouring out more and more, I kept pressing this child to be born soon but my body was getting weaker and I felt my energy starting to drain.

“Hold Mom.. Don't fall asleep”, said the doctor who handled me.

I heard the voice of the doctor who kept trying to wake me up by shaking my body tight enough to make me feel carried away. I saw several blood-filled sacs beside me and kept flowing into my body in place of the blood coming out of my body so I wouldn't bleed out.

The doctor who saw me begin to weaken told a nurse to call Sam to encourage me, I heard footsteps coming out of this room when I was half conscious.

“Father, your wife's condition is quite bad, can you come in?”, the nurse asked.

“What's with my wife? How is it?”, Sam asked in panic

Not only Sam, my two in-laws also felt panicked when they heard my situation was not good in there. Without a second thought Sam went in to follow the nurse and put on the set of clothes the nurse had given him.

I heard the voice of someone calling my name quite loudly. He sounded panicked and the voice was getting clear to me. I tried to gather my strength back because I saw Sam with me, I started crying because I was afraid that the baby in my womb could not survive because my body was getting more and more valley.

“Hold, I'm here for you. Cleanse our child and I will take care of you from here”, Sam assured me.

Sam's presence gave me a new spirit to fight. I felt a great power filling my body and I again struggled to get the baby out of my womb.

“Hhmppp.. Ahhh .. haahh.. hhaahh” my moans try to keep my son out

“A little more ma'am, head already visible. One more time with strong power”, said the doctor gave me spirit

“Hhhmmmpp ... Aaaaaaaaahhhhh” shouted me