My First Love (My Memories Revealed)
CHAPTER 9 | Lies

That morning I prepared cooking ingredients for breakfast, because Meli stayed here so I made more than usual, I also cooked Meli's favorite food. All the ingredients that I have prepared, I start cooking one by one. Then the door opened and closed again. Apparently it was Meli, she was awake, well it seems after becoming a mother Meli can wake up early.

“Hai Mel, are you awake?”

I greeted him with a smile while continuing to cook me.

“Hai Rein, yes I usually wake up at four to prepare all the needs of my husband and son”

I saw Meli amazed, a Meli who always sleeps on top of kam one and wakes up when the sun is in her position, can wake up early it turns out.

“Wah, it turns out to be able to wake up in the morning yaa you, the chicken has not crowed but you are awake. Effect of being a housewife yaa”

I slightly mocked Meli, because I really know the nature and habits of Meli.

“I used to wake up earlier than you from we started to spend together until we had a job each”

I went back to remembering little things with Meli when we first went to college, flipping the chicken I fried so it wouldn't get charred.

“Udah is Rein”

Meli took some vegetables and helped me cut them to cook.

“Iyaa, you are always taking care of me when I was in college, starting from waking me up, cooking, clean clean. Almost everything you do”

Meli was right next to me and helped me prepare breakfast for this morning. Then she hugged me.

“Quick time passes ya Rein, we are now a mother mother who likes to nag”

I just laughed a little at the word Meli that is true, when we have children we always say that children do annoying things

“You times, I'm not, I'm patient yaa”

I tried to deny Meli, because I was more patient than Meli. Meli let go of her embrace and continued cutting the vegetables and cooking the vegetables next to me.

“Oh you are with Reno how? All right, right?”

I asked because I hadn't heard from either of them in a long time.

“Good Mel, lately he often comes home at night sometimes also angry until home. I think he's just exhausted from the work that's piled up in the office.”

Meli took a deep breath while closing her eyes for a while.

“hmm.. I miss the Reno Rein used to be. Understanding Reno, there's always time for me, I understand this is hard and hard for her, I try to understand it, but as long as Reno is not like behind me, I understand him”

Poor Meli, the risk of the job Reno took requires her to leave her family more often. I'm grateful to have Sam, who is kind and there's always time for me and Mira.

“Oh yes Mel, you are the same Sam well right?” ask her back

“Yes, I'm good with Sam. Wh why?

Meli just smiled a little and shook her head, I just frowned and continued cooking.

“Lucky you have Sam, how about you with Sam?”

I looked at Meli quite confusedly, didn't I answer that question already?

“Okay Mel, I answered, right?”

Meli again stopped cooking it for a while standing opposite me.

“You know what I mean Rein, I'd like to ask you about your relationship with Sam, which I ask you what about Sam?”

I understood Meli's question this time, and answered her with a small smile like I was reluctant to answer her question.

“I'm good with Sam Meli. I love Sam now, he's my good husband, he's understanding, he's.”

I haven't finished my story yet but Meli cut it off

“Rein, look at me.”

“It is difficult to answer my question? Questions that are that easy can't be answered?”

“Moreover what I have to answer Meli, as long as I'm fine with Sam, as long as we love each other, there's nothing to worry about.”

Meli turned her face away from me and looked at me. But I can't look at him, from the first time whenever I'm not honest with Meli I always don't look into her eyes that make Meli know that I'm lying or hiding something from her.

“I'm not worried about Sam at all, I'm worried about you. Okay you love Sam, you're happy with him right now, but is that sincere? Or a must because you're a wife?”

I turned off the stove and served it on my plate and tried to avoid Meli this time.

“Mel, I prepare breakfast first.” I replied

Meli was silent to see my behavior like this, I tried to look busy in front of Meli so that Meli did not question me again. I prepared everything and I called Sam to come down and have breakfast.

“Sam, let's get up we have breakfast first. Sam”

Sam didn't get up, it was my chance to run from Meli, I went to my room and woke Sam up, but when I went in there I found Sam had woken up and was sitting on the bed, he looked at me as if he was waiting for me to come.

“Sam, have you arrived? Why not exit?”

Sam just silently looked at me, without answering my question. His gaze was a little cold, not usually he was like this. Did he hear my conversation with Meli? No, please don't. I hope he doesn't hear it.

Sam walked out of the room with a small smile without answering me or hugging me.

That morning we sat down to eat together but the feeling of confusion enveloped the atmosphere that morning, I who had a little quarrel with Meli and Sam who was just silent, made me unable to think. I have to let go of all this, first starting with Meli.

“Sam, I have business with Meli, can you please take the child out of the way?”

Sam looked at me and agreed to my request with just a nod. This time I felt really bad about Sam, I felt like saying that Sam overheard our conversation while cooking.

That morning Sam and Mira were also ready to go on the road and there was only me and Meli, I really had to finish all this.

“Dada mama, I'm leaving yaa” shouted Mira

Braakk

I face Meli, this time Meli want to scold me, scold me or scream at me please, because there is no one else here, only me and Meli.

“Mel, what to discuss, discuss with me now, I try to answer all your questions”

Meli folded her hands and chuckled and then looked at me, like she was preparing to let out her anger at me.

“Rein, how many years is it? your son is five years old, you are seven years married, this is not playing Rein.”

I understand Meli's feelings, she's very worried about me, she's angry, she's disappointed with everything I'm doing right now.

“Mel. I love Sam, but it's not easy for Mel. Yes I am comfortable with Sam, I have rarely thought about Ray again, but that does not mean I have forgotten him. not this easy Mel”

Should this fight continue? Can't we just be like before? I didn't collapse Meli to help me solve a problem that I myself have so far been unable to solve. I just need Meli as my best friend, my heart as before. Excited me and said everything would be fine. Can't he do that?

“Rein, how long will you be so stubborn? Sam is good, very good”

I cut off Meli's talk.

“Because it's Mel, Because Sam is so good to me, this is all I can give, Sam is fine all this time, I love him it's enough for now Mel”

That's all enough for now, I do feel different about Sam, but Meli doesn't understand that there are some relationships that aren't easy to just turn around.

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