My First Love (My Memories Revealed)

My First Love (My Memories Revealed)
CHAPTER 93 | Unreliable Love Divided


The sun has shown its light, the, perlana the light entered and illuminated Mira's room little by little because the curtain is not closed perfectly until in the end the light propagated up to dazzle the face of Mira who was sleeping soundly in reverse position his body. As a result of forgetting to turn off the alarm that goes off every half-six in the morning, finally the morning alarm goes off on Sunday, with Mira half-consciously fingering the alarm that goes off loud with a little growling.


PUDDIES


Mira turned off the alarm and resumed her sleep until no one could wake her up. From Grace's room was the same. But the difference is that the slightest alarm will not be able to wake Grace who fell asleep very soundly.


The sound of the car parked in the garage, Sam and I got out of the car and immediately went into the house to clean our bodies are quite sticky I feel. I went into the house and I saw like there was no sign of life in the house, I patted my forehead because I realized something.


Plaques


“Isn't it Sunday? It is fitting that my two girls have not yet woken up from their sleep”, I said speaking to myself. Immediately I continued my steps into the room to immediately clean myself.


“Mrs. Already home”, greeting Bi Sumbi who arrived appeared in front of me from the kitchen.


“He bi. Please prepare lunch yes bi, I am very tired”, I said with a smile telling my domestic assistant to cook.


“Good mistress. What does the mistress want to eat?”, asked Bi Sumbi in a polite tone while slightly bowing her body.


“Anything bi”, I said then left Bi Sumbi and immediately went up into my room.


Freshness penetrated into my body as if my life had re-entered my body, with a lighted shower soaking my body from head to toe, I remembered the night I had spent with Sam. I thought back to her request, not a real problem, just that I felt enough with just two kids, I thought.


“Alright let's try. I hope luck sided with you Sam”, I said trying to strengthen my heart.


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A fairly quiet lunchtime atmosphere surrounded the lunchroom. Ever since my two children were teenagers, they had a world of their own. I looked at Sam who was eating and not talking, so I understood why Sam wanted a boy. Her two children have grown into teenage girls and Sam sets boundaries with her two daughters.


“Sam must be feeling lonely”, my inner.


“Papa. This afternoon Mira will go out with friends Mira”, said Mira asked permission from Sam and this time it is really his friend, not Raka.


“Together Raka?”, ask Sam


“Not papa. He'll pick up Mira this afternoon at four, and we'll be working together so Mira can't go home at seven o'clock” Mira tries to explain as much as possible to Sam.


“Take care of yourself and make sure you pick up your phone when you call. Go home at nine pm”, said Sam gave a little leeway to his son Mira. Sam feels that he is over-invading Mira by telling her to go home at seven o'clock. But how else, Sam was afraid of bad things happening to his eldest daughter so he tried to limit and fence Mira so that she avoid bad things.


“Good papa. Mira will be back home at nine o'clock in the evening”, he said smiling at Sam. The first time in his life he was able to go home more nights than before, his face was smiling happily.


The time ran quite fast and the clock seconds pointed at exactly four in the afternoon, the sound of the house bell rang, from his room Mira came down and immediately ran to open the door for his friend who came to pick him up to the house.


“Mira, you got picked up?”, Sam asked while watching a tv show and saw Mira get off her room.


“Iya papa” replied Mira briefly.


“Take your friend in, papa wants to see who will go with you”, Sam said a little firmly to Mira.


Mira nods and immediately brings her friend in to the house to be introduced to Sam. I looked towards Sam who was sitting next to him, his face quite worried. I realized that Sam was not ready to watch his daughter grow into a teenage girl, Sam was afraid of the love of his son being divided and he was not willing.


“Include, this is papaku”, said Mira pafa Arka, a trman who picked her up at home.


Sam looked at Mira and saw the man Mira had brought from the tip of her foot to the tip of her head. The first impression when Sam saw was that he was a neat boy and looked like a good boy, his appearance was not excessive.


“So he's my rival”, Sam whispered to me. I pinched her stomach for the whisper, opened my eyes wide and smiled at Mira and her friends.


“What's the name?”, my question is trying to break the silence.


“I Arka aunt”, reply politely. Dimples add to his sweet smile and make me a little sure that he is a good boy. I looked at Sam who had been continuously staring at Arka from head to toe and then looked at him from top to bottom repeatedly.


“Alright, be careful you two”me smiling softly.


“Back at exactly nine pm”, added Sam by slightly raising his tone.


I looked towards Sam after making sure the two of them had left, a little annoyed at his such behavior. I glanced at both of my hands and looked at Sam sharply with an annoyed look.


“You are like never young Sam”, I said a little taut to Sam who was cool with the television show he saw and did not notice me standing next to him while folding my eyes. I know that he pretended not to hear my babble at the time, it was really frustrating to see him jealous of the guy Mira always brought home.


“Sam. Mira is a teenager, give her a little freedom”, I said a little softened on Sam and returned to sit beside him.


“I gave him a little freedom dear. I let him go home a little more night with his friend”, Sam replied by continuing to stare at the lit television screen.


I clasped Sam's hands together and tried to make him stare at me. I could see the fear in his eyes, maybe Sam could lie to me but not with his eyes. Sam's eyes will always tell me the truth, unlike his. I tried to convince Sam to try to trust Mira.


“I know you are afraid, you love Mira so much, I know you have lost a happy moment with Mira, your relationship with Mira is no longer like when Mira was a child. But Sam, Mira is a teenager, let her get to know the outside world a little. Don't hold her back, be a friend who is always there and protect her. That way you won't lose Mira”, I said trying to convince Sam.


“You're right, maybe I'm overdoing it with my own son. I'm afraid that Mira doesn't love her father the way she used to. I miss so much when Mira came and hugged me when I woke up in the morning. I missed when Mira said that she loved me even in her sleep, I forgot that Mira was already a teenage girl and not me anymore the only one who was able to make her smile”, she said, sam tried to express his heart. My heart ached a little to hear him speak like that. I can't believe Sam really miss the old little Mira.