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The afternoon changed with a quiet night. Claire now rubbed the back of her son who had been fussy asking to be accompanied.
Neo did not ask much because Oma's great-grandfather Sofi had warned Neo not to bother his mother who must have been very tired.
But while still busy wiping the back of his son who began to enter the dream world, his memory suddenly returned when Sada said goodbye to him earlier.
"I'll be home tomorrow. Tomorrow I'll fly to Europe. Watch Neo!"
I don't know why it's upsetting his mind. It even makes him unsettled.
" To Europe? Why so far away?" he mumbled softly. His feelings were suddenly uneasy when commenting on that. Sort of unwilling if Sada goes there.
And when his son who was originally wriggling is now asleep, the door of his room that opened suddenly knocked by someone.
" Has she been sleeping?" deo said in a very soft voice, and instead made his mouth like a shaman who was muttering.
Claire nodded, representing a yes answer.
" I'll wait outside. I want to talk!"
The woman nodded again and is now seen fixing Neo's blanket and kissing her son's forehead which has now closed his eyes.
" Good night, son!"
Claire soon catches up with Deo who is now sitting in the interlace seat behind their house. It looks very serious.
" Are you okay?" tanya Deo opened their conversation that night.
Claire nodded. But he was a little surprised why Deo did not rest tonight and instead invited him to chat.
But the mood was still. Deo who burned his cigarette is now sucking the rod deeply. Making the air there thick with exposure to white smoke that soars high.
" It's like this is what it feels like to lose!" claire broke the silence. Don't know what his cousin means, who now speaks a thousand languages.
Deo stared at the dim lights in front of him with a feeling of sadness. Confused where to start a conversation.
" The sense of loss will only be there if we ever feel like choosing that person!" deo said a moment later. Makes Claire look.
The mood was silent again. There was only a noisy sound of some workers who were now busy cleaning up the rest of the tent for the funeral.
" Losing is not just about death!" added Deo whose tone of speech is now rich in intent.
Make Claire keep her head up, "What do you mean?"
They look at each other.
And from where they sat, they could hear the sound of Edwin still diligently chatting with Papa Leo and Papa David, Tomy and other parents in the living room. Sounds very familiar.
" I just met Sadawira!"
DEG!
Claire was pale. So this is why Deo asked her to speak?
" In came to see me in the back of the house!"
Claire was silent, gulping. The woman was immediately tense and seemed unable to answer anything.
" He also knew he was Neo's father!"
Makes Claire even more nervous. The man was really reckless and hard to tell.
" His eyes look so sad. But I can't believe it right away!"
Claire was still silent when Deo now smoked his cigarette deeply, until the sound of burning tobacco was now boisterous in his eardrum.
" I just want you to be honest. Do you still love him?"
And Claire looked over. " Why do you have to talk about this Deo?"
" Just answer!" sela Deo was quick with a straight gaze and a cigarette that was getting shorter.
" Opa Cemetery is still wet, why should we discuss anything else?"
But Deo now immediately threw away his cigarette butts and stepped on it a little hard.
" One lie will lead to another lie. There's an innocent man who might get hurt if you're dishonest from now on!"
Claire had more trouble breathing because her chest was tight because the words that had been cornered her earlier.
" What do you mean?"
" You know all this, right? Or.. lest Sadawira have met you?"
DEG
Claire is really cornered. He could not answer because his heart was worried. If asked if he still loves Sada, then the answer is not to know.
" I'm afraid Papa will be disappointed in me again Deo. I embarrassed him! I will fulfill all my wishes!"
Deo finally found out. From the answers he heard, he could conclude that Claire was actually more afraid of her parents. He even tends to put his happiness aside.
" You need to tell Neo the truth immediately!"
" That can't be Deo!"
Damned! Deo this time really made him die a flea.
" What are you talking about?"
DEG!
Both of them were now equally aghast when Mama Jessika suddenly came to interrupt their chatter. Makes Deo instantly worried.
" Mama?" sapa Deo who immediately stood up for fear that his papa ducks there.
" Who do you mean?"
Deo gulped his saliva because he didn't think his mother would know this. And lying to you is definitely not a wise choice.
" Bud.. Bude deng's..."
" Bude listened since. So Sada came here?" timpal Mama Jessika who finally knew one big secret that their children may have been hiding all this time.
Claire panicked. Even if Bude Jesika tells papa about this, the apocalypse will come sooner.
Claire was crying, she was completely confused by her current condition.
" I also don't know why this feeling won't go away. As much as I could have driven away, but that guy actually met Neo!"
" I've forced my feelings on Edwin, but until now I wasn't even comfortable being touched by Edwin! Then what can I do?"
Mama Jessika looks gloomy as her niece cries. This difficult situation is not easy. But how else? He also did not want to make trouble between himself and his two sisters-in-law.
" Please don't tell Papa too mama'Bude. Claire please!" claire said with her hand now touching Mama Jessika's hand as she pleaded.
The engagement is already established, but Sada now even knows that Neo is her son. Papa Leo did not like Sadawira, and obviously he would not be able to follow his heart because he had once humiliated his family.
Mama Jessika pulls Claire's body into her arms. From the beginning he was indeed the only person who tolerated Claire and Wira when everyone hated Wira.
" The ring you wear is not a toy that has no value. There are responsibilities you have to take care of. There is a price you have to pay. You made the decision before. Bude was actually sad to hear all this. Even Opa was sick from thinking about you. Do you renege on your promise to Opa?"
Now Deo covered his face with one hand because of the stress. Had Papa Leo been able to accept Sadawira, his business would have been easier.
" If I tell Neo, he'll definitely ask for another weird thing!" said Claire who was completely out of ways.
" Bude will try to talk to your sir later. But. Please answer Bude. Is it true if you still have a taste for the Hero?"
Mama Jessika was aiming at her nephew with such a piercing gaze. Makes Claire finally honest.
Claire nodded honestly, "I don't know Bude either, why I still think about him so often. Even though my lips spoke harshly to her, but I was actually very happy to be reunited with the Hero!"
" I. I still love the Hero!"
Deo was finally relieved. Actually a little he understands if the heart knows its own pain. Reminds me that there is no one in this world who has no sacred feelings for their first love.
" All decisions are with you. Marriage is not a toy. Surrender to God. If he is your soul mate, God will bring you closer!"
Now Claire dissolves in Mama Jessika's soothing embrace. When both parents actually antipathy towards the father of their children, apparently Mama Jessika and her cousin Deo become the best people who understand.
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This morning Neo's body suddenly had a fever. Makes everyone seem worried. The boy was probably in shock when he saw everyone crying and hysterical at the same time.
In addition, Neo who saw directly the procession of Opa's body buried was really recorded clearly in his brain. Makes him have a bad dream.
" Uncle!" Neo shouted as he suddenly woke up. Summoning Sadawira who even appeared in his dream.
Claire who is in the kitchen is now running with her parents as well as Edwin.
" Noe? What's going on, son?"
" Handsome uncle don't go, ma'am. Good-looking uncle don't stay in Neo!"
" Claire, take off her shirt. The body is so hot!" edwin exclaimed that looked a bit panicked because it seemed like Neo was starting to hallucinate.
Neo was extremely pale and his body was up to many times tiptoeing like a shocked person. Clearly confirms if the child's temperature is very high.
" How is this?" ask Claire to panic. Makes it all tense too.
" Calm down first. Take the compress, and take off the shirt let the heat out!"
Mama Bella and Papa Leo look pleased with Edwin's deft attitude in taking care of their grandchildren. It looks very serious in caring for prospective children.
But Mama Jessika who saw it, now feels sorry for Edwin, Claire also Sada who became a victim of parental selfishness.
Make him take action immediately.
" Dad, I want to talk!" said Mama Jessika who now said seriously to Papa David.
Papa David who had not seen the face of Mama Jessika who was so serious now immediately followed his wife. Leaving behind Papa Leo and Mama Bella who are now accompanying her feverish grandson.
The two of them are now seen entering the room and then locking their room so that no one knows.
" What's wrong Ma? Why so tense?"
Papa David looked at his wife's face which was now filled with seriousness impatiently.
" Mum, Sadawira already knows that Claire is pregnant with her child. He also knew that Neo was his real son!"
" What?"