My Husband is a Widower
CHAPTER 51

" Why do you say you're a gini ngawur anyway? No more lies and my feelings for you are sincere. I do it just as you do with love and Ren's love is not just lust. I want us to have our own child, a child from your womb to strengthen our relationship and as proof of our love, if you really don't like me touching you, Okay I'll never touch you again but don't ever say you're just a lustful gratifier because I sincerely love you Rena" Dimas explained.

" You lied to me and now you expect me to believe your words? " cried Rena staring in Dimas's face.

" It's up to you to believe it or not, which I've clearly tried to explain to all of you" said Dimas because he no longer knows what to explain to Rena.

" It's up to me, and I don't trust you anymore. It hurts me too much to believe in you. And now that you're satisfied playing with me, you're shutting up to not touch me? Okay you can indeed get over me with all your treasures and powers. I do not deserve you, maybe it is mba Kiara or whoever it is more appropriate for you is not an ordinary person like me" said Rena expressed her heart.

" You think I'm that kind of person Rena? " asked Dimas, not believing his wife could talk like that.

" Yes, maybe even you have dated many other women out there during our marriage considering you who always have a high desire and are smart to hide everything neatly" rena said without her noticing.

" enough! Do you think I'm wrong to always want you until you accuse me of doing that with another woman? Is it that low as I am in your eyes? I'm disappointed in you Rena" said Dimas a little emotion and got out of bed and left Rena alone.

Dimas who still does not believe if Rena is able to accuse him with such a lowly thing just because he is not open from the beginning about who he really is chose to go to his study below and sleeping there rather than having to continue arguing endlessly which would even stress Rena with his thoughts that might affect the content of Rena.

Rena who realized his words when Dimas suddenly left felt very sorry and began to shed tears. She herself did not understand why she could speak to her husband like that. " I'm sorry, I don't know why this angry until I can accuse you" Rena regretted in her tears. He rushes to find Dimas' whereabouts to apologize for accusing him for no reason. Rena knows that Dimas always relieves stress in the workspace directly towards there and found Dimas lying on the sofa with his arms covering his forehead.

" I'm sorry, I don't mean to say that" cried Rena sitting on the floor next to Dimas' head with a cry of regret.

" Here night, you go to bed there is good for your content to sleep at night" said Dimas without opening his eyes.

" I'm sorry I'm mas" exclaimed Rena holding onto Dimas' shoulder.

" Live me alone " replied Dimas full of emphasis.

" But mas" said Rena who did not want to go.

" I don't want to repeat it again" said Dimas who did not like if he had to repeat the same sentence repeatedly.

With a heavy heart and deepest regret Rena left her husband in her workspace and chose to sleep on the sofa in front of the tv hoping that if Dimas came out then she would be able to talk to her husband.

At 04.30 Dimas who had been up first immediately sat down to stretch his neck muscles that felt pain sleeping only with the armrest of the sofa as a pillow. Dimas' tall body that does not fit the size of the sofa workspace also feels sick and tired. He began to stretch his muscles while standing up and rushed out to his room to shower and change into work clothes because this morning he decided to join Tyo in reviewing the project. With hesitation, Dimas began to enter the room that no Rena was there. Without a second thought Dimas rushed to shower and change clothes because the project location outside the city took almost 3 hours.

Without trying to find the whereabouts of Rena, Dimas rushed to go after Tyo first and then set out together towards the project. When passing through the tv room and about to go out of the house, Dimas' eyes were fixed on the front sofa of television that had Rena sleeping curled up there. The feeling of unbearable but still hurt by the accusations of Rena makes Dimas hesitant to wake Rena. He also asked bi Ijah who was already in the kitchen to wake Rena.

" Bi, please wake Mom up and tell her to move into the room. I left first" said Dimas approached bi Ijah in the kitchen.

" Yes sir "reply bi Ijah a little suspicious of Dimas' attitude.

After asking for help from her maid, Dimas went out quickly due to the day. He started driving his vehicle out to Tyo's house.

Rena who has been awakened by bi Ijah looking for Dimas to his workspace.

" Oh, thanks bi " rena exclaimed in a disappointed tone and then moved to meet Aulia in the room to help her pack before school as usual and take her daughter to school with Pak Adi because her internship was over.

After dropping off her daughter Rena asked Pak Adi to stop at the boarding place to meet her 2 best friends who will return to Bandung continue their internship there.

" I must be very confused with the two of you "cried Rena hugged her 2 friends together.

" Lo rich stone age people, there will be a phone call Ren can video call as well" replied Andin.

" There are hp but during the internship we can also contact each other "sonya chirps which is a little oon because it is during the internship and busy with their respective activities, respectively, These 3 friends never contact each other.

" Yes, too" said Andin laughing on the other side.

" Din, Taxi Lo wait in front " shouted one of Andin's roommates behind the door.

" Okay, thanks yeah "so yells Andin yells for his friend outside to hear.

" Toa Lo Din, budek I " protested Reta because her best friend was screaming in her ears.

Andin who is still a whimper begins to say goodbye to Reta as well as Sonya. They walked together to the front of the boarding house to meet the taxi they ordered. Andin and Sonya who were already in the taxi pulled out their heads in one passenger window and waved at Rena who was still faithfully waiting for her in front of the boarding fence waiting for up to 2 friends best left.

" My phone" cried Rena while waving her hand when the vehicle riding 2 friends began to drive slowly.

" Lo also "shouted Sonya and Andin simultaneously who were also waving their hands.

The vehicle on board her 2 best friends slowly disappears from the reach of Rena's eyes, and Rena decides to return home to help housework to her two domestic assistants in order to kill time herself.

At 21:00 Rena who was still in Aulia's room after putting her beautiful daughter to sleep began to move from the princess's bed and went out to her room looking for Dimas who had not returned from work.

" Have not come home yet? "ask Rena on bi Lastri when they cross paths as they walk down the stairs.

" Not ma'am "answered bi Lastri who stopped his steps.

" Yes aunty please accompany Auli to sleep yes" pinta Rena because she wants to wait for her husband to come home below.

" Good ma'am, excuse me first" said bi Lastri who was going to go to Aulia's room earlier.

Rena looked towards the large wall clock in the corner of the living room showing at 21:30 and then walked outside the house deciding to wait for Dimas on the terrace chair.

" It's past night why Mas Dimas hasn't come home either "inner Rena while continuing to look at her white cell phone hoping if her husband calls.

Until 22:45 Rena still faithfully waiting for Dimas with occasionally he walked back and forth in front of the house to stretch a little tired muscles sitting. But after waiting until that late there was no sign of return Dimas. He decided to wait for his husband who might still be angry at his words last night until 12 pm only he will move in if there is no sign of return Dimas until that hour.