My Husband's Second Love
Episode 1's

Mom just left home. I could still see his back getting into the car waiting in the yard. Still ringing in my ear what you said earlier.

"You're the same Nehan's been married for 8 years Rum, it's not a minute."

"Where are you trying to have a baby?"

"Father of the same mother is old, of course we want there to be a successor to the family."

" Who will continue all the efforts of your father and husband if you have no children."

I listened without making a sound, because I understood the truth when I answered, I will only be a brash daughter-in-law.

"Don't just shut up, answer me a question!"

"As far as I've been I don't have a mute son-in-law."

I tried to smile, "we've been trying to get pregnant."

"If you need to join the Rum tube baby."

"If the usual pregnancy program is not necessarily so," the mother's face begins to show a sense of annoyance.

"But Mas Nehan wants a natural ma'am."

"Ah, you, bring the name of the husband, if you ask, Nehan will follow your wishes."

"You're the one who doesn't want to try."

"But, Mum..."

"Already, if you are given the opportunity to answer so insolent!"

I took a breath, the cup of tea I was holding was getting hotter. It should be cold by now, but it's hotter than ever.

Mother took her bag hanging on the chair, tidied up her danger and said something before stepping away.

"I'll meet Nehan, you prepare yourself, whatever I decide, you just have to obey."

I nodded with a smile and grabbed my mother's hand to kiss.

"While thinking about the sentence ndoro sepuh, ndoro putri?" mbok Nah's voice broke my daydream. Mbok Nah is a servant who has followed my husband's family for years, even Mbok Nah who took care of my husband when he was a child.

"Slightly Mbok," the last sentence of my mother made my heart worry.

"Ndoro sepuh is like that, do not think," Mbok Nah clean two cups of tea on the table.

"The tea's still hot, huh mbok?"

"Ah, no ndoro princess, the tea is cold," but why was it that when I talked to the mother the tea did not want to be cold. If he's cold, at least he'll be able to cool my heart.

"Yes, please clean up."

"Well, ndoro princess."

I took my feet to the rose garden in the backyard. I really like roses, beautiful because it has many colors, but it must be careful because roses are the type of flower that has thorns.

Mbok Nah followed me to the back garden after finishing cleaning the middle room table where my mother and I were talking.

"Have you finished cleaning your desk?"

"If you have, please get me the scissors on that table over there," in the middle of the garden there is a table and two benches with facing positions that are usually used to rest after tired of caring for the garden.

"This is princess," a pair of scissors was extended to me.

"Wouldn't Jono just continue, don't be too tired ndoro princess," Mbok Nah is indeed a servant who always attention to me. He said that he loved Mas Han very much, because Mas Han loved me very much, so Mbok Nah also loved me very much.

"No mbok, this time I want to do it myself."

"To find sweat."

This way is the only way I know to reduce the burden on my heart. Mother always urged me, while Mas Han always refused my request on the grounds that he could not bear to see me bear the pain. I don't know who said that tube baby programs hurt, I don't know.

Even though we have done all the ways, including also looking for alternative treatments that are said to be effective and can make someone easily pregnant. I don't know why it's useless for both of us.

Due to the turmoil of my heart, I decided to go to Mas Han's office, one thing I had never done before.

I left the flower garden towards the room, after closing the door, I took off my clothes while walking towards the bathroom. My innocent body bounced beautifully on a big glass in the bathroom.

Ah, my body is still the same as it used to be, nothing has changed. Every time we made love, Mas Han always whispered the word, "you're always beautiful Rum, your body doesn't change at all, it stays the same as it used to."

I smiled, but a moment later my smile disappeared. Why is my body the same? I want to be like any other woman after marriage. I want cellulite on my stomach, I want my body to be fatter, or my cup size to be bigger, because it indicates that I have been pregnant.

There were tears streaming down the corners of my eyes. But then I pulled myself back into the real world, I had to be strong, my tears could only flow for something important.

I stood under the shower, letting the water flow wiped away the tears that had spilled. After taking a bath my body became fresh and my heart calmed down more. Mbok Nah was waiting for me in front of the bathroom.

"What clothes do you want to wear princess?"

My eyes glanced at the open dressing room. There are lots of clothes, accessories and shoes lined up neatly.

"Pick me any outfit with black and white mbok."

"I want to appear with a neat impression and not too flashy."

"Because today I first came to Mas Han's office."

Mbok Nah smiled, he came in and chose me the appropriate clothes complete with accessories and shoes.

"Monggo Ndoro Putri, all I have prepared."

"Thank you mbok," I saw the choice of clothes from Mbok Nah not too bad.

"You're good too mbok," my god.

"Wo alah, ndoro this princess joked, I just like to glance at her friends ndoro sepuh who sometimes like to be invited here."

"Oh, yes," I replied with a laugh.

"It should ndoro princess choose her own clothes to wear."

"No, this is it, it's appropriate, for me to use it to Mas Han's office."

"Now Mbok Nah out, tell Mr. Dul to prepare the car, yes," I asked the loyal old woman.

"Ndoro princess."

I wear clothes provided mbok Nah complete with accessories. A medium handbag and a shoe with no silver rights are also ready. My hair I'm low. I hope this dress is appropriate and not embarrassing.

Mr. Dul waited by the side of the car door that was already open when I got out. He was a versatile driver that provided Mas Han specifically to take me everywhere, even though he himself did not want to use the services of a driver.

"Are you ready for princess?" ask Mr. Dul very polite.

"Yes, come sir, let's go to my dad's office."

"Ready ndoro princess, leave everything to me," said Mr. Dul closed the door after I sat on the back bench.

"Usually a little jammed ndoro putri," said Mr. Dul when the car began to drive slowly.

"Yes, I know."

"We'll relax, sir. No need to rush, "I don't want this afternoon trip to be in a hurry, let me enjoy the view of the city streets during the day, a sight I haven't seen in a long time.

During the trip, Mr. Dul told a lot of stories, sometimes he looked at the rearview mirror to see me who was sitting in the back. How is the atmosphere of the office, who should I ask. I smiled and agreed with everything the middle-aged man said, even though I understood very well how to behave later in my husband's office.

It turned out that my husband's office changed a lot, now the building is more grand and modern. In the past when we were married I had come several times, but after that I would rather stay at home while taking care of my roses. To attend the office agenda was not always I could afford, I will attend a very important event only.

I went straight to the receptionist and asked where Mas Han's office, my husband. From there I knew that Mas Han now occupies the 13th floor. I told him that I was his wife and wanted to surprise him, so the receptionist I asked not to contact Mas Han.

On the floor I went to, there was only one room. On the door was also written the number 13, what the fuck is my husband, his attitude that chose the thirteenth floor to be the highest floor and the number 13 attached to the door made my head expand and my ears become hot, know why? thirteen is my date of birth.

I spurred my pace faster, impatient to give him a surprise. When I was about to knock on the door, I pulled my hand back because I heard mother's voice and Mas Han was arguing inside.

"We've done everything, ma'am."

"From medical to alternative, even Nehan came to smart people who he said could make it easier for someone to have offspring."

"We just have to wait Mom, be patient."

"The doctor said we're healthy, there's nothing wrong with either of us."

"Mom doesn't want to know Han."

"You should have children soon, otherwise you'll find another way to have children."

"What else do you mean?" I heard Mas Han's voice pitched to refute his mother.

"I'll find you a woman who can carry your child."

My body was stiff, my legs were shaking, my hands were not even able to move. I was silent, without knowing how. My brain feels dead. Lord...what should I do now? I shouted in my heart.

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