My Husband's Second Love
Episode 26's

My body was limp, I sat on the bench in front of the treatment room.

"Ndoro Putri didn't come in? why sit here?" Mr. Dul stepped forward to open the door, I ambushed his hand, which I was sure made Mr. Dul surprised and immediately pulled his hand from my grasp.

"Wait a minute here" I asked.

I took a few breaths, though heavily I decided to pretend not to know.

"Mas..," I went in and deliberately made a sound to surprise.

Sekar did not seem surprised, he was clumsy I know, while Mas Han jumped and with one quick movement he moved away from Sekar.

"Rum," Mas Han stretched out his hand as usual, but this time I had no desire to welcome that hand. I just took a quick glance at it, and passed it just like that.

Don't expect me to go near them both, to say goodbye I gave a little distance, "i'm going home first" my eyes stared intently at Sekar.

"You want to come home or you still want to be here?" I said without taking my eyes off my honey.

"I..mmm."

I turned my body to face Mas Han, "it seems like you still want to be here, well, I'll go home with Mr. Dul, you wait here first who knows there's a cure to be redeemed."

"Yes Rum just like that."

"Mas, you better go home, there's already Siti accompanying me here," Sekar's voice made me more emotional, I'm sure she just wanted to find sympathy but I had to hold back.

"Should it?" I showed my disappointment at the tone of voice I made cynical, hypocritical woman, I swore in my heart.

Not how long Mr. Dul entered the room, "we go home first Ndoro Putri, pity Ndoro Sekar if left alone, let Ndoro Kakung here first. The woman if she is pregnant wants to be awaited by her husband, my wife was also the first time pregnant my child."

Ah...Mr. Dul, my anger evaporated instantly. The words of the middle-aged man my brother made me realize that Sekar also has the same rights as me.

"We're going home, Mr. Dul," I took a quick step out of the room. No longer say goodbye to Mas Han or say goodbye to Sekar. My head is dizzy, my brain cannot be invited to think straight.

"Let's Ndoro Princess."

Mas Han chased after me, "Rum..," he grabbed my hand and held back my quick steps.

I jerked his hands rough until my hands slipped out of his grasp. No words can come out of my lips. All I did was look at Mas Han's face with such great disappointment.

I turned around and went back into the room, approached Sekar and whispered right in his ear, "i don't want Mas Han to know that I saw what you guys were doing."

"Rome..." Mas Han chased me into the room, when he came in I was already back stepping out.

"Rum..," I left my husband with his screams, I needed time to understand and accept all this well.

"Come on Mr. Dul," Mr. Dul chased after my step which made him half-run.

Out of nowhere the energy I have now, probably due to emotion, the adrenaline gives me extra energy to spur the pace.

Once in the car, I cried again. It felt like my chest was so full that it made my breath cramp. Though if you think the two of them have done more than kissing, but when you see it directly like before, it feels like my heart is on the cutting board and is being cut into small, sick.

"Why is Ndoro Putri crying again?" ask Mr. Dul who saw me crying from the rearview mirror.

I shook my head, my throat was choked, I was speechless. I just want to go home and hide in my room. Stupid, I should have been stronger than this, I should have known that this was going to happen. The man reasoned only throughout his manhood, said faithfulness but true loyalty lies in his lust.

At home I went straight into the room, sat in front of the dressing glass and looked at my own reflection in the mirror. Moist eyes, messy hair, pathetic look.

The knock on the door broke my daydream, Mbok Nah entered without me asking, "Ndoro Putri better take a bath first, let fresh, continued the Ashar prayer continue to rest."

My abdicus opened the closet to take an armless negligee with a low neck piece, "let her body lightly, all the weight is gone, wear a clothes that are cool and comfortable."

My eyes followed Mbok Nah's movements, started picking up and picking out clothes, preparing towels for a bath and asking me to take a break.

"Pak Dul what is the same story Mbok Nah?" my many.

"No story, it just said that Ndoro nangis princess after meeting Ndoro Kakung and Ndoro Sekar in the hospital."

"I'm fine Mbok," I stood up to pick up my shirt and walked towards the bathroom.

"Hehehe," I forced myself to laugh, "he won't come Mbok."

"Believe me, soon Ndoro Kakung will come, whatever Ndoro Putri saw earlier do not be made a wedge in the heart."

"Now you know what I saw?" my many.

"I don't know Ndoro, but it must be something unpleasant, yes already, Ndoro took a bath first, believe my words, Ndoro Kakung is exactly his father, he said, and I memorized how Ndoro used to behave as old as Kakung Ndoro as old as princess."

I went into the bathroom. Close the seat well and sit on it. My brain was trying to put together a story of how Mas Han and Sekar could kiss. Is it sekar who asked? or Mas Han who forced. Or both are equally willing.

"Arghh.." sucks, I messed up my own hair.

I stood under the shower, trying to erase the shadow of the two humans now being together from within my cranium. I have to be strong, this is my fight, and I'm sure I will win.

The clothes prepared by Mbok Nah are comfortable, without arms, the fabric also falls to the shape of my body. I also left the cover of my chest, let the tightness I had felt disappear so I could breathe a sigh of relief.

After I finished cleaning myself, I put myself on the bed, trying to close my tired eyes. Not yet my eyes closed I heard the sound of someone opening the door.

"Nah Mbok can rest, I don't need anything else," I said without seeing who came. I lay tilted against the wall, my favorite position.

I heard footsteps approaching, "I want to take a break mbok," there was no answer.

For not answering I finally turned the position to see who was coming, "Mas Han?"

"Why didn't you wait for me Rum?"

I didn't answer, my reflex asked me to go back to the wall.

"Are you angry with me?" mas Han's hand touched my shoulder, slowly I moved my arm, I didn't want to be touched.

The sound of Mas Han's breath was heard to my ears, making me unable to continue being angry. Soon I heard Han's footsteps move away, open the closet, maybe pick up a shirt, and finally the sound of the bathroom door being closed.

For a moment I held my breath, now I'm going to take as much oxygen as I want. If Mas Han comes closer what should I do?

I just remembered that I wasn't wearing a breastplate, in a hurry I got up to pick up one of the bras in the closet for me to wear, I didn't want to be considered flirting with this thin outfit. The negligee I was wearing pulled up, when my hands were over my head I heard the bathroom door open.

"Stop Rum."

Stop, what does that mean? I let go of my hand, my negligee cloth fell back down completely shutting my body that had been open.

"Why didn't his shirt come off?"

"Because you're out of the bathroom" I replied.

"When did my whereabouts keep you from undressing?"

It will be a tiring day. I don't want to be touched while Mas Han is harboring passion in his body, I know from his tone.

"Don't go near the mas, I'm tired."

"I want you Rum."

I closed my eyes, confused as to what and how.

"I told you Rum, you're my favorite place to go home and come back."

"Don't refuse me," Mas Han walked over then hugged me from behind.

"I'm afraid you disappeared again when you left me at Rum's hospital," my stupid body couldn't resist every touch from Mas Han even though my heart wanted it to be unwilling.

I gave up, I loved this man too much and was attached to him. I made her marry again. All my fret was gone after Mas Han hugged me. The woman will leave after the baby is born.

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There are times when love does make us happy, but do not do anything out of reason in the name of love.

And never be afraid to leave when love doesn't respect you anymore