My Husband's Second Love
Episode 35's

Coming home after a few days of treatment made me relieved, but even though I could be more free to do activities because there was no more doctor supervision, I still had to be careful, make sure not to get too tired.

To this day I keep keeping Mas Han from knowing that I am pregnant. For example, the mother of the phone must have thought her lie was successful and not discovered. Mbok Nah also I want not to divulge secrets. I told my brother to let Mas Han know for himself.

I don't know if Sekar knew that I was sick or not, but during my hospitalization until now, he never once visited me. Maybe Mas Han didn't tell me because he was worried about a dispute if we met.

Mother and father are still quite good, mother had visited me once, he came with his advice which to me more like a sign. As for the father, he remains a very remarkable father, it can be said that since I was treated, he saw me almost every day.

"Well, make sure Rumi's not too tired, I don't want my daughter-in-law to be sick anymore."

"Yes Ndoro was quiet, but Ndoro Putri was like that, not wanting to be silent. Moreover, two more weeks Ndoro Sekar event held, but do not worry I will keep twenty-four hours."

"Mr where to go, early in the morning has come here," I came out after having heard a chat from Mbok Nah and the father from behind the wall. I was worried Mbok Nah keceplosan.

"Well, you're healthy Rum?"

"Already sir, this is going to my father's house to check the items that want to be used seven-monthly event."

"Don't bother Rum, let your mother check. Nehan's been shopping all those seven-monthly necessities."

"Yes, Mas Han already told me, sir, luckily I haven't bought anything."

You look at me unblinking, I know that being observed, "you're the shoot, Rum, are you sure you're okay?"

"Okay sir, Rumi is fine" I replied so that you would calm down, even though I love you, but my heart has not been moved to tell you that I am pregnant.

"Said Han will go out Rum, there is a new client he said, I hope the expansion of his business can be successful."

I smiled, hopefully. But the problem is I don't know about his plans to go abroad.

As the twilight sun greeted and the roar of the car I knew entered the courtyard, I waited for the owner to speak to me, explaining everything that had eroded my sense of belief for him.

I sat on the sofa in the room, warm drinks and cakes were available on the tray at the table. Mbok Nah who prepared everything, lately I became lazy to carry out such small tasks.

I let my husband take a shower first. The smell of soap that used to be my favorite is now commonplace, maybe also because of the influence of hormones or babies I have.

"Rum, I'm going to go for the next few days, there's a new client who invites to work together to develop business abroad."

"Yes, I know."

Mas Han furrowed his brows, "from whom?"

"Father, frankly now I trust information more from others than from you."

"What does Rum mean?"

"Yes.means according to what I said mas."

I stood up to open my window, I turned off the AC and I let the garden breeze in.

"Is there anything you want to tell me?"

"About?"

"Anything, everything, how about Sekar?"

"Why with the kid?"

"Stop pretending, I once gave you a chance to be fair and open!" my yelling.

"I'm open Rum, you're always with me right, every time I visit that kid, you're always there with me."

"Oh yeah? I won't stop you from visiting him again.I'm just asking you to be honest with me!" tears do not fall now, not in front of this man.

I take my phone with trembling hands, I show you a picture, just one, because this is the only proof I have, "this is a picture of who is it?"

Mas Han squinted, "it's Sekar's picture."

"Who is the man with her?"

"Me, but naturally Rum I was with him, we were married anyway. If you forget, you gave us permission to get married."

"Yes! I said yes...! it was my biggest mistake, but I will never regret it. Because from that wedding I came to know who you really are."

"From the beginning I told you that, if I won't forbid you from visiting, I just want you to be honest, my emotions can't be contained anymore.

I sat down on the couch, my tears were flowing, I was cursing in my heart, you fucking tears, you can't hide this time.

"Rome..." Mas Han approached me, took my hand and kissed her many times, "i've never lied to you, it's because I accidentally met her."

How about a call baby, if I had never changed your call to me in the first place, you wanted me to scream but I couldn't.

"You think I'm stupid? Because I always believed? so you're trying to fool me?"

"Do I have to ask the same question?" even though I know Siti kept your secret tight.

"Did Siti tell you everything?"

"That's not the point, sir, Siti's a good person, so good that she protects liars like you."

My tears kept flowing, not stopping.

"I'm going to go out Rum first, give you time to calm down."

"Mas," I shouted.

Mas Han continued to pass after taking the car keys on the table, "Where are you going to go to see the woman?!" I shouted in despair.

"Typically you will hold me, wait and calm me down" I whispered softly to myself, my tears growing and unwilling to stop.

My stomach hurts, I feel waves moving in it, I cry louder, "sorry dear mother.

I walked slowly towards the bed, took pains to climb on it, picked up the phone and contacted Mbok Nah.

"Mbok.please, my stomach hurts again."

No response, but my phone was shut down.

"Why Ndoro Putri?"

Mbok Nah carries eucalyptus oil in his hand.

"Don't be smeared with eucalyptus oil, he said later the baby can overheat," either true or not—which I think is just a myth, but I'm afraid that my son is really hot.

"What else does Ndoro Kakung, Ndoro do?"

I shook my head, I was not interested in telling a story. I just want to calm the turmoil in my stomach.

"I want to go home mbok mother," said I, I want to calm down, I'm afraid if here continue, I will be stressed and my content disturbed.

"Then, I will say the same Ndoro Sepuh only, if we do not pay later Ndoro sepuh nyari, seven-month event time.

Ah. I sighed. I hold my stomach tightly, now I understand the possessive attitude that I see in Sekar himself when it comes to his son. Forgive my dear mother.

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