
I was indeed limp, barely able to move all parts of my body, but I could hear clearly what was being debated.
"Get out all of you," cried the mother, "take Well help me carry Rumi to the room."
A few times my body was lifted up it seemed to fail.
"Let me hold Ma."
"Get out Han! bring your parents!" yelled mother again.
"I'm going to go out Mom, but let me take Rumi to the room first!" Mas Han shouted no less loudly.
"Han" I heard my mother-in-law's voice.
"Get out Mom!" I heard a heavy and low voice.
"Sir, Kowe Ki piye anyway, nyapo kok I koseret ngene iki Lo!"
[Sir, you are how the hell, why I was dragged like this lo]
"Those rules are yours."
[Because your mouth has no rules]
I feel in someone's arms. Mum and Mbok Nah who gave the instructions.
"Mbok laid out his pillow first."
When I was lying down, I heard my mother's voice say, "go you Han and don't come here again."
Then everything was quiet. I could feel how sad and confused my mother was. Squeezing my hands with eucalyptus oil, putting a bottle of eucalyptus oil under my nose. I also heard a stifled sob, sorry Rumi Bu.
Slowly my body became warm, the first thing I saw was a mother with tears welling up on her cheeks. I have trouble sitting down.
"Mother..."
"Rum," mother immediately opened her arms and hugged me very tightly. We cry at the same time. Shedding all the flavors that we had thought were non-existent.
"I'm sorry Rum's mom, because you don't have your dad to be so underestimated."
"Huhuhoo...Rumi who apologized Mom, Rumi never thought that Rumi's husband's family was this outrageous."
"O.alah ndhuk.ndhuk, mother thought you were happy all this time, how long have you endured the heartache because your mother-in-law ndhuk, if you know so, how long have you endured the pain, I've been following you for a long time."
We hugged each other while being shocked. Mbok Nah also cries while shrinking tears using the tip of the kebaya.
"Mbok Well please Mr. Dul call here. I want to talk to Mbok Nah and Mr. Dul."
"Yes, mbakyu."
"Mom's going to Rum's living room first" I nodded.
I returned after mom left the room. Holding my stomach and whispering, "thank you baby, you're a great kid."
"Pak Dul and Mbok Nah, Rumi has now decided to stay here, whether until when or maybe never to return to the house he occupied with Nehan."
"I know myself, because my son may not be back there again, I ask Mr. Dul and Mbok Nah to return to work for Nehan's family as usual."
"I no longer deserve this kind of luxurious facility."
"But mbakyu, I still want to accompany princess Ndoro here."
"I do not evict, so please Mbok Nah and Mr. Dul return to the main house, if you want to say goodbye to Rumi I submit, I want to go back first."
I face the wall, my favorite position when sleeping. Last time I heard my mother talking to Mr. Dul and Mbok Nah in the living room, my tears were not going to stop.
"Daughter Ndoro" mbok Nah touched my back that swayed to hold the sob, I really don't want to see my dear man now.
"Ndoro princess, hiks.hiks, look at me Ndoro, I want a parting, huhuhu...."
"Don't look at Ndoro, I want to see Ndoro, at least I carry Ndoro's face in my heart right now..."
I turned around, still with my eyes closed, face, hair, and clothes wet with tears I hugged Mbok Nah.
"Hua...The Hua...Hua, do we have to separate Ndoro Putri, I want to wait for my little Ndoro to be born..huhuhuhuhu..."
"Huhuhu..how else mbok..i can not love more the same Mbok Nah, forgive me Huhuhu, I want to join my son's momong if born Huhuhu..."
Mr. Dul could not get a word out, but only this time I heard the slow stuffing of my personal driver.
"Sir Dul, don't cry.huhuhu.." I opened my puffy eyes, my vision blurred from the mist of tears.
Mr. Dul did not answer, only the headbands I got, "huhuhu..why is it all so?" I turned back and faced the wall.
"There Mr. Dul same Mbok Nah immediately leave, I do not want to send, huhuhu..."
Wobble on the bed tells me that Mbok Nah and Mr. Dul went out of the room.
"I'm sorry mbakyu can not take care of Ndoro princess well, today I so rethink if you want to continue to ngabdi with the edian family."
"I should be sorry mbok, can not give the most comfortable for mbok Nah during here, I also want to say thank you for taking care and serving Rumi well."
"Pak Dul same mbok Well if kangen can stop by or play here, this house will always be open for Mbok Nah and Pak Dul."
The atmosphere of the house becomes quiet. I went out into the living room and peeked out of the window. I saw Mbok Nah carrying his bag towards Paijo. A few times looking back. Mr. Dul also did the same, standing next to the open door of Paijo while looking at our house.
I sat in the guest chair, crying. Mother approached, I knew from the sound of her footsteps. My full body hugged me from behind.
"Sing strong ndhuk."
[strong one]
I turned my back, hiding in my mother's arms. I can't imagine what my life would be like after today. No matter what, how difficult it is, I am clearly ready to fight again starting from zero. I don't regret anything, it's just a process I have to go through to get better.
"I want to rest Mom," I cried leaving a little stuffing.
"Yes, I want to tidy up the table, hand out the food to the right-left neighbor."
"Mom don't listen to the neighbor's words, ma'am" I asked.
"Heleh the neighbor's talk is not important," the hands of the mother are busy arranging wet cakes on the plates, "we want good or not good just so the talk."
"What matters is that you have to be strong, take care of your life again," she stopped putting cookies on the plate, she approached me and touched my stomach, "grateful mother's granddaughter today is strong, she said, even though the mother fainted her son is fine."
"You rest first Rum, don't think about anything, later we talk again what is best for you and your baby, I want to go out first share this with the right left neighbor, baby redundant."
"Yes Ma'am," I brought my tired body back to the room, laying down while thinking about what steps I would take next, which obviously I did not want to see my husband and his family again.
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