My Husband's Second Love
Episode 68's

I hold baby Ken, I whisper words of apology for still not being able to accept his father's presence. I know Ken has the full right to feel his father's affection, but I hope he understands that his parents need time to receive the wounds that already exist.

I walked into the bathroom without saying a word. I didn't take my eyes off Ken, ducked down and saw Ken's actively moving cheeks and lips drain my stock of ASI.

"Ndoro the Princess is fine?" mbok Nah's voice pulled me back to the real world that I knew for a moment where I was.

"hmm," I raised my head, though it was difficult but I tried to smile, "yes, I'm fine," my heavy breath blew off. Great Rum, you didn't cry, this time I do deserve a compliment right?!

Mom also asked the same thing after coming out of the bathroom, "Rum..."

"I'm fine mom," I said with a smile.

Mom sat next to me for a while without making a sound, without saying anything. After being convinced that I was okay, my mother left me.

I vaguely heard my mother talking to Mas Han. No loud screams, no emotions, no angry tones to the mother's voice. I didn't change my position, stayed the way I was, breastfed baby Ken and stared at him closely, at the center of my world, at the center of my life and my greatest hope.

"The mad..."

"Yes Ndoro..."

"I'm hungry" it turns out that breastfeeding requires a lot of energy, even more than facing men who are now either still in front of the room or already gone.

"God..," Mbok Well out of the room probably looking for mom.

Soon the two of them entered, "quietly someone went to buy food."

I looked at Mum and Mbok Nah alternately, "who leaves, would be the same mother mbok Nah is here," lest-don't," my eyes glared with a slightly angry tone.

"Heh, I said yes.." Mom sat next to me, "she's not buying for you, but for your son, just eat instead of you hungry, pity tole needs food, and, if your ASI has been sucked out, too hungry, the hospital canteen is not necessarily open, the food that Yuni brought was also finished last night. Let him buy."

I was silent not to answer mom, but I took my phone and contacted Yuni.

"Yun, hello, Assalamualaikum.kamu come here now, bring the same small big food that makes full."

"Oh, you're crazy, I'm still sleepy."

"You want my son to starve? please..."

"yes, ah, wait a minute, I called Juna first, last night I went home with Juna, my car is still at the Hospital."

"Hmm, I'm waiting."

Mom glanced at me and shook her head. I choose not to care. I'm trying to interact as little as possible with Mas Han.

Because baby Ken fell asleep I put him back in bed, the crib for the baby I left empty, just got the tiny body out of my arms, heard the deafening sound of crying...

"Oah.oa...oa."

So want to laugh at his voice, shrill high.

"Oah.oa...oa."

"Yes, patiently this mother wants to be fat, patient..."

"Shelf," came the loud sound of the door opening.

"Why cry, why cry Rum?"

"Oa.oa.oa," my eyes glanced sharply, I don't know, I'm going to breastfeed, she should go dong.

"Rum, the cry was breastfed by his son," said the mother, I kept glancing at Mas Han, not nervous or intentionally!

"Oah.oa...oa."

"Rum...," cried the mother impatiently, the mother saw our position, "Han you come out first, Rumi wants to breastfeed her child."

"Why was I told to come out, Mom?"

"Oah.oa...oa."

"I don't want to go out, that thing used to belong to me anyway, until now I still have a letter of ownership."

"The two of you!" mother shouted furiously, Yes already, let your child die of hunger.

Exasperatedly I opened my son's food stock. Shouldn't come out, uh.now even off site, two humans who commit violations even grin. The small one instantly devoured then sucked up its contents forcefully, the old one confused the wrong behavior.

"Close his eyes" I bulged as I glared.

"I've seen, often even," Mas Han replied grinningly.

"Closed his eyes!" seruku's annoyed.

"Let's Han, if it wasn't for your son, you'd have been kicked out of you earlier."

"Yes ma'am, I'm sorry," then he wants to turn his body.

The second time, the door opened.

"Shelf," what the hell, can't open the door slowly, pity the door.

"Rum, this__" Yuni stopped, she saw Mas Han.

But apparently his brain was sane, he just looked then indifferently and walked towards me, "the food, ranging from light to heavy, the sultry to the immediate, all complete."

Yuni approached with a big smile, "eee, again bangsu pounding Auntie."

Again there was a "brak" sound, Mas Juna entered while carrying some crackles, "Yun milk as the drink forgot."

"Heh, where are you going!" yelled Han very loudly.

"Eh there's you Han, this wants to give Rumi a drink," said as he continued to glare.

"Stop you, Rumi again opened it, you can't see."

Mas Juna was already standing in front of me, while I was breastfeeding, almost the entire storage area of ASI tole was out, between surprised and confused I tried to cover as much as I could, "Yun please help me, please, Find me close what cake," shame half dead.

"Emang why? at most the form..ehm..gitu aja," Mas Juna's eyes glanced for a moment, then he shook his head and closed his eyes, he hurriedly turned his body closer to mother, "mother has eaten?"

"Not hungry, my mother's appetite, look at your behavior," while exhaling a strong breath.

Oh my God, the creature that makes the mother even sleep comfortably while continuing to bite my nipples want to let go, "sadly mother, off dong, this shy mother," I whispered after goal.

With all the efforts, assisted by mother and Mbok Nah finally willing to release my sacred body parts.

I took the crackle that Yuni brought and I saw one by one the contents inside, "you are indeed my best pren deh Yun, hehehe..."

"Which I brought you earlier didn't you eat Rum?"

"Sorry, no Sudi, can mules ntar memen," replied Yuni.

"That I bought from Yun's halal money, won't make you sick."

"The money is halal his behavior is haram."

"Your mouth is Yun, from the past rich level 100 chillies, pedes," said Mas Han.

I started to enjoy the food that I opened one by one. True Yuni said, there is chocolate cake, pastel cake, lemper, rice mix complete.

"Which I bought Rum, who knows you like."

"Eh, you say you're not interested," the chili Yuni's mouth continued to answer Mas Han's sentences.

I was reluctant to look at my husband's face, not even a glance. Baby Ken is being led by his mother and accompanied by Juna. Mbok Nah was next to me, helping me prepare cutlery. I want you to also feel what I feel, feel alone when surrounded by many people.

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