
"How are you Rum?"
"Good."
"Our son?"
"Ken? Ken's good, healthy, funny."
"What can he do now, Rum?"
"Well, like any other two-month-old baby."
"Fortunately you Rum, can go on with him. And me?"
Such chats continued to flow during the journey home of the mother. It turned out that when I calmed down, Mas Han also responded to me calmly. But I dare not answer the last question.
"Rome..."
"Hmmm," I pointed straight ahead.
"I want to stay at mom's house? you're selfish if you're the only one who's sleeping with Ken."
I have to answer what I am now. Directly rejecting him outright is obviously impossible, I don't want him to get emotional and crash his car when I'm in here.
"Why yes, I don't know, mother allows it or not," use your mother's name only as an excuse, to be safe.
"Then I'll let you go with me."
Mother later if Mas Han asks permission, please do not allow yes.doaku in heart.
"May God move my mother's heart to let me sleep with Ken."
O God, do not listen to the prayer of this man next to me.
"You prayed to Rum, that she might let me."
"Why, oh.ah, yes, God willing I will pray."
But his prayer is different, not papa mas, the important thing is that I agree to join in praying. I closed my eyes and opened my hands in prayer.
"Thank you, Rum, for praying for me."
"Eh, hahaha, same mas, ahem," so clumsy. I lied for good, God knows.
Because of the chatter, Mas Han did not realize that there was a motorbike that was mengelonong cut the road, "Oh Allah mas," I gripped the car seat that I sat, "whose gold was it?" after looking up, I just realized that we stopped suddenly almost in front of the house.
I rushed down, uh.apparently mom stood in front of the car while ruffled waist, "good, almost mom fell, if you had not seen Nehan and you inside, I threw this car with a rock."
"Mother.." mas Han grabbed mother's hand, "here's Han's motor that entered."
Mom stopped and waited for me to walk parallel, "why is she here?"
"Kangen his son said."
"Have you just come?"
"She wants permission to stay with mom."
Mom pulled my hand to stop, "what are you?"
I changed my plan at the last second because there was a plan going through my brain, so I hesitantly replied, "I want to allow it anyway Mom, because I have other plans for Mas Han too."
"What plan, don't freak you out, I don't want your plan to endanger tole and yourself."
"God willing, just a little bit of revenge."
"Rum, don't macem!" mom screamed loudly, making Han look at us.
"What kind of rummy is Mom?" mas Han's face shrunk.
I rushed over, "no, mom lets you stay over."
"Certainly Ma'am?" mas Han's face was so cheerful.
Although my mother's face showed the opposite expression, my mother did not forbid or reject my wishes.
"I want to take out the bag first Rum," I nodded.
I sighed, maybe my plan was a bit evil for Mas Nehan, but at least he'll have memories with me and Ken before the subpoena comes.
"Later at night I slept with my mother" I told the mother who was sitting in front of the sewing machine, while Mas Han was in the bathroom.
"Where can you, you have Ken you have to go through," ah, right too.
"Then let Mas Han sleep in Mbok's room Well."
"Keep Mbok Nah sleep with mom that."
"Yes, do you mind?" many ensure.
Ken I took, "he's your daughter, mmm."
"Thank you Mbok, later tonight Mbok will sleep with mom?"
"Woo, I sleep anywhere okay Ndoro princess." while showing the sign okay with the fingers.
She did not answer, "because she said nothing, I assume she agreed."
"Yes, your destination isn't something that can cause trouble."
"No, ma'am, trust Rumi." Our conversation stopped, when there was no sound of water in the bathroom.
"Mbok Nah," mas Han had finished his bath apparently, his face looked fresh and happy.
"Ndoro Kakung, long time no see," there was a longing also in the voice of these two people.
"Thank you for taking good care of my son."
Mas Han faced me, "he's father's son."
Hearing his father Ken's voice move agilely, his hand reached out wanting to be carried. Maybe because of instinct or because he had met so Ken wanted to follow his father.
"You want a mas?" my many.
"Can?" with a doubtful voice but his face was excited.
"May," I moved Ken into his hand.
Mas Han took Ken to the room, put him to bed and then joked. The combination of the voice of father and son no doubt makes my heart calm but at the same time filled.
"Are you sure of Rum's decision?" ask mother.
"Yes, Mom," she sighed, and perhaps she was sad to hear her daughter-in-law and granddaughter joking, "yes, I hope it gets better in the future."
"Aamiin's."
Waiting for father and son to joke around makes me tired. I decided I was the one sleeping in my mother's room, at least resting my eyes and body. I woke up in the middle of the night. After looking at the clock, I was shocked and took a quick step into my room. Mom's already sounding on the corner side of the wall. At best, I predicted that I would go down at night.
Room's quiet. When I came in, I saw Ken and his father were asleep. Mas Han slept on the side, while my son became the master of the mattress. Actually, these two of them had joked how until the sleeping model was not because of this.
I brought the dressing chair close to the bed. I raised without making a sound. I looked at both of them well. Tomorrow I will make you happy, until you will not be able to forget the memories. I took Ken and took him to my mother's room.
The next morning the sound of Mas Han's screams filled the house, "my son, where is Rum, my son?" panicked, he ran into the kitchen and into the bathroom, looking at each room quickly
"Why are you Han?" ask the mother who was as surprised as me.
"Why?"
"My son Rum..Where's my son, he's okay isn't he?!"
"Mas.mas, calm down, take a breath," Mas Han according to.
"My son is okay Rum?"
"It's okay, she's sleeping in mom's room," she breathed a sigh of relief.
"I'm afraid," his sweat filled his face.
I put a glass of water in his hand, "drink first," so I'm sorry to see it, "you take a bath gih mas, we go for a walk."
"Walk?! you sure Rum?"
"He'eh, we go for the first time three without anyone else."
"Yes, I take a shower first, prepare all our needs that must be brought."
Very excited you mas, forgive me if the streets this time is the first but also for the last time we do as a family.
All ready, baby seats to be placed in the car also I bring, whether it will be used or not. Meals, milk supply for Ken all ready. I deliberately brought milk and bottles because I did not want to expose my breasts while breastfeeding.
"Ready Rum?"
"Ready mas," I gave my sweet smile.
"I want us to like this Rum on and on forever."
I'm quiet, with Lala? I'm sorry, I can't.
Let the connections of taste that once bound our hearts become memories. The lies you make sweeten the relationship make me lose my self-esteem and self-confidence.
Do I have to keep going when lies for lies are you seeing as a decoration of love? This time I wanted to leave elegantly, thinking that losing you was only one of the maturing phases of my life.
I'm sorry Rumi sir. Rumi chose to grow and thrive in another garden, as Mas Han kept the other roses in Rumi's garden, growing, watering and caring for them carefully. So Rumi decided, Rumi will leave because Rumi is no longer the queen in our household.
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