My Husband's Second Love
Episode 90's

The door to Lala's apartment is in front of me. Since getting off the plane, Lala hasn't answered my phone.

I went inside without pressing the doorbell. Silent atmosphere, bright living room. His condition is fucked. Scattered items, broken glass from some table decorations scattered on the floor.

Pantry is the same. Shards of glassware were also scattered on the floor.

Where is that woman? I spread my eyes across the room. The door opened a little.

"La.." There is no inside word.

The woman was lying on her stomach in bed, wearing her favorite red lingerie. I approached from the side of the bed. His hands hang down.

How shocked I was when I saw blood dripping from his wrist.

"La...!" what the hell is he doing? I slammed my backpack on the floor. Take a small towel and cover the wound on his wrist.

I called the help number to get to the hospital. Looking at her almost naked body, I grabbed the bathrobe from the hanger, I put it on to cover the exposed part.

Slowly his eyes opened, "hi, you've finally come, we're a match, aren't we?" he smiled, but his smile was terrible for me, "i almost died and you came to save me," then his eyes closed.

"Lala.la, open your eyes, stay with me!" don't die this way, don't make me feel guilty.

The sound of the siren is so deafening. Don't go this way. I clasped his hand tightly.

Waiting in front of the operating room makes restless, my hope he can live a decent life even though we finally walk alone, not even cut his pulse like this.

The doctor came out of the operating room, his green clothes made me shudder, "The patient is good, we just have to wait until the patient is stable."

"Okay doctor, thank you."

I sat on the side of the bed waiting for him to open his eyes. Tired because the long journey just disappeared. How grateful I am when the fingers of his hand I hold move.

"La..."

His eyes opened slightly, "i'm tired."

"Sleep."

"Don't leave me, "not for now, let's talk about it later. I patted the back of his hand and he fell back.

Since Lala's critical condition had passed, I calmed down. My tiredness came back and it put me to sleep.

"Suami," Lala's voice woke me up. His face was pale but he smiled, "thank you, it's coming."

I forced her to smile, then nodded in response, "you must be well," I let go of her hand. If he wasn't in this sick state, I would have had a hard time letting go.

Even though she was in poor condition, she had to realize that I was deliberately keeping my distance. There is no other way to do it except by being assertive.

I stood up without looking at him, "i went out first to eat, went to sleep again, I'll come back after filling my stomach."

Since this is not in the country itself, it is difficult to find rice. Food is filling only bread or Chinese cuisine. Because I was afraid that it would not be guaranteed, I chose bread as a hunger reliever.

When I got back Lala was still awake. Apparently he deliberately did not sleep to wait for me.

"You're gonna stay here a long time, aren't you?"

"I'll be home after you're healthy" the smile on her lips flashed, "get healthy quickly La, let's have enough time to have fun."

He nodded quickly, "you will continue to be by my side, you know," I sighed, his worried face made me not have the heart.

"Yes, I'll be here."

Reduce Han's physical contact, I said inwardly. So I sat in the patient's seat a little away from the bed.

"Why is it sitting so far away?" he used his face to ask me to come closer.

"You want me uyel-uyel?" I answered to please her heart.

Sure enough, he smiled widely, the light of life that had disappeared some time ago re-emerged on his face.

A few days of being treated Lala's body started to get stronger. Every afternoon I walk around the hospital park in a wheelchair. I want to give my best moments while accompanying him.

"Today we go home," the bandage still stuck to his wrist, "you should take good care of the wound."

"Hmmm, there will be you who will help me take care of this wound until it heals."

"You must be healthy, you are young, the future lies wide before you," I chose not to respond to his words, I better strengthen his mentality.

His face returned moody, "you'll still go?"

"We talked about it when we were home, now focus on your recovery first."

"Suami, you love me don't you?" there was a drop of tears flowing in the corner of his eye.

"Crying" giving the caress on his back was the best thing I could give right now.

Since the conversation that day, Lala was more quiet, even our return left a stiff attitude and gave each other distance.

"Rest!" I put all the stuff in the room.

"You're going to sleep with me here, aren't you?"

"We're still husband and wife, right?"

"Sleep with me while you stay here."

I approached the bed, sat on the side and held her hand.

"I want you to rest well. I'll sleep in the guest room. I don't want to wake you up at night because someone woke up to me."

"I never mind you waking up at night."

"I object because I want you to be healthy quickly La," I kissed her forehead, then I went out of the room.

All the stuff I brought I put in the guest room. Tired after a long trip then having to sleep in the hospital. So I'm gonna use tonight for a break.

Shower with warm water is very refreshing. I closed my eyes enjoying the fall of the water that felt like a massage on the head. Because of the sound of the water from the shower I didn't hear Lala coming into the bathroom.

"I miss you husband."

My heart almost came out through my mouth. There was a tantalizing whisper in the ear, my ear lobe diku_lum soft. Two hands hugged me from behind, stroking my chest. The warm water that poured out made my body burn.

Lala turned my body to face him. My God, the body in front of me is still tempting, fortunately there is still lingerie attached there. But it makes her look sexy. I was unable to move as Lala's lips advanced toward mine. The attraction is so incredible.

Our lips touch each other. Just a brief touch, Lala distanced her head. His eyes are staring at me. He moved his lips back closer. I let him kiss me. A gentle kiss that carried my soul flying. The longer this woman's kiss gets more demanding. Long time no contact with women makes me almost washed away.

Until I heard a voice whispering in my ear.

Your wife and children are your most precious treasure. Don't repeat the mistakes your mom and dad made, son.

A million watts of it stung my body. The lower part of my body that had been hardened went back limp and Lala realized that. He pulled his body, looking at me in wonder. The edge apparently she was not willing to give up, with slow movements and teasing she took off the lingerie that was stuck on her body.

I quickly held Lala's hand which almost lowered the rope hanging on her shoulder. I immediately turned off the shower, shrugged off the bathrobe and put it on to cover my body.

I took another towel and covered Lala's body with it. Lala's body and I carried her out of the guest room to the main room.

"Wait here" I opened the closet and I took one pajama to wear, I put the pajamas on the bed.

"Wear the pajamas on the bed, when we come to the pantry, we have dinner" I went out leaving him alone.

I almost got out of control. I promised to fix myself first. I've promised to keep my distance from the two women who once filled my days.

Thanks mom, now I'm more convinced that I'm strong through everything.

I opened the fridge, there was only canned food, but it was better than nothing.

"Come here," Lala exited the room with her face bent.

He sat in front of me, we ate in silence, the clumsy and awkward atmosphere was inevitable.

"You don't love me anymore?" lala's voice broke the silence.

"It's not a matter of love or not la, there are things I want to solve first, so I need some time alone."

"Your body can't lie, you're no longer passionate about me."

"Am I no longer attractive to you?"

His voice made me feel pity, "not La, not because of that, but because there are so many things I think about."

"I want you to return to being an independent young woman, someone who has high ideals and does not depend on others."

"Our relationship changed all that."

Lala cried, her tears fell on her cheeks but there was no sound of crying let alone sobbing, "i'm happy mas, as long as you accept me I'm willing to take it all off."

"I changed you la, I want to see you back as strong as ever. Our relationship is no longer pure, we are only shrouded in naf_su and passion. Not because of holy love."

"Who cares about holy love, mas. all that nonsense, love is love with all the passion in it. Where there is love without passion!" Lala started screaming in between her cries.

"We'll talk later, if you're done eating, I'll take you to bed."

Lala said, I summarized all the cutlery, I will clean it later. I led Lala into the room, arranged a pillow to make her comfortable. His body was lying on the bedside, his hands unwilling to let go of my hands. I let him be like that until he finally fell asleep.

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