My Life Priest
Reason

Ustadz Yusuf entered the bathroom when he found Ais sitting with her knees hugged. Ice crying in there.

"Darling..why are you?" ustadz Yusuf faced Ais and held her shoulder.

"Hiks. hicks.." Ais did not answer, she just cried.

Ustadz Yusuf led Ais out of the bathroom. Afterwards, Joseph sat Ais on the sofa. The ice is still crying. Ustadz Yusuf cupped Ais's face and looked at Ais's reddened eyes and began to swell.

"Don't cry dear." said Ustadz Yusuf to Aiz.

Ais looked at ustadz Yusuf. "Hua.hiks..hiks.." instead of stopping, I'm crying even more. "Why the hell are all bad guys the same as me? Everyone doesn't like me. I know I'm not a good person. But I try not to be evil. They're all evil just like me. Very much they accused me of cheating." roar Ais.

Ustadz Yusuf stroked the back of Ice gently.

"Do you believe them too?"

"Astaghfiirullah. I never thought like that. I believe in you."

"Why do you keep away from me? Why have you never touched me? Am I despicable until you don't touch me? We are husband and wife."

"Ais.don't talk like that. You are not insulting. I have my own reasons for ice."

"What reason is mas? I'm tired of being gini. I want to go home." said Ais. The ice rose from its seat and walked towards the closet.

"Going home? This is your home, baby, where are you going?" ustadz Yusuf held Ais's hand.

"I want to go home anyway. I don't want to live here." Ais tried to let go of Joseph's hand. Ustadz Joseph would not let go of his hand. "Mas.. loose.." pinta Ais while continuing to cry.

Ustadz Yusuf did not listen to Ais. He even pulled Ais into his arms. Ustadz Yusuf hugged Ais tightly. The ice tried to rebel. But he was outdone by Ustadz Yusuf.

Ice cried as he smacked the chest of Joseph. Ustadz Yusuf received all the blows from the Ice. Ustadz Yusuf was not at all angry when Ais did that to him.

30 Minutes passed, because I was tired, I stopped crying and stopped beating Ustadz Yusuf. Hearing the cry of Ais begin to subside, Ustadz Yusuf let go of his embrace. Still sounds a little sobbing from the ice. Ustadz Yusuf laid his hands on the shoulders of Ais.

"Mas don't like me? I lied to love with me. Mas not in love with me at all." retorted Ais.

"Dear that's not true. Love is real with you." deny ustadz Yusuf.

"Ah.. or do not-don't you have another woman? Aye! If I said mas. I don't have to say love is the same as me. My wedding was just for pity. I don't have anyone else, so I'm sorry. Aye!" accuse Ais.

"Astaghfiirullah, baby don't talk like that. There is no other woman besides you. Mas married you out of love." ustadz Yusuf denied all the charges that Ais gave him.

"Why don't you want to touch me? Mas know, umi told me she wanted a grandchild. What am I supposed to do? How can I give a grandchild if my husband never touches me."

Ustadz Yusuf was silent. He just found out that he really wants to hold a grandson. Abi would also want a grandchild. Is he selfish this time?

"I'm sorry dear.." regretted ustadz Yusuf.

"Please apologize before explaining. I won't accept my apologies." reject Ais.

"Actually mas really wants to make you fully belong to mas. But still doubtful" said Ustadz Yusuf.

"What are you wondering?"

"Mas doesn't want to touch you when you haven't loved you. I want you to fulfill your duty as a wife by your own will. I don't want you to be forced to do that with me." Ustadz Yusuf told Ais the real reason.

Ais was silent at the reason for Joseph's ustadz. Finally Ais knew what was holding on to the mind and heart of Ustadz Joseph. Ais shook her head in disbelief.

"Males are insensitive" said Ais.

The ice turned its body against Joseph's ustadz. Hearing the words coming out of Ais' mouth, made Ustadz Yusuf frown. He didn't know why Ais said that.

"Honey, sorry" said ustadz Yusuf afraid he said the wrong thing.

Ice held his head. He did not understand why a man had such a low level of sensitivity.