My Life Thru
Why is my life like this?

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"I didn't steal it!" a woman named Sarah.

"Gw don't believe it!" shouted a woman named Mariana while dismantling the drawer of her study table Sarah.

"The truth is, Mar, I didn't steal it" Sarah softened with a wry look.

"This what?!" mariana said cynically while lifting up a luxurious watch. "You've stolen my watch!" mariana continued while upholding her body.

"The truth is, I didn't take your watch" Sarah said.

"What evidence!? While my watch is in the drawer of your study desk!" mariana said as she walked over to Sarah who was standing in the doorway of the room.

When Mariana was next to Sarah, Mariana pushed Sarah's body so that Sarah fell, then shouted, "The hypocritical base! You don't have to dodge a thief!"

"There's ape sich? From just a storm? Shame amu neighbor knows!" rogaya said, their mother.

"Nay, the Sarah stole an expensive aye watch," said Mariana upset.

"Elo why steal Mariana's watch!?" rogaya said as she walked over to Sarah.

"A — I didn't steal Nyak, I didn't steal the clock," Sarah said frightened as she looked at Rogaya who was bending her body.

Rogaya pulled a few strands of Sarah's shoulder-length hair back, then said with a ketus, "Elu must be punished!"

"But I didn't steal it Nyak, I swear I didn't steal it" Sarah reassured Rogaya while enduring the pain.

"All right, your excuse! Where does anyone say!" rogaya said annoyed while throwing some strands of Sarah's hair.

"No need to give pocket money to Nyak," samber Mariana.

"For a month you don't get pocket money!" rogaya said ketus while upholding his body.

"Neither a month, but three months" said Mariana.

"Can too. Sarah, bring the rice flask in the living room to the stall!" rogaya said as she walked out of the room.

"Yes Nyak," said Sarah sadly while cleaning some pictures of his work.

"Rah, Juned Pan is getting married. Poor dech elu left married ame si Juned," ledek Mariana.

How come Brother Juned didn't tell me? For the past few months, Bang Juned has never responded to my email.

Inner Sarah.

"Elo Tuch should be self-conscious and restless! Where do you want Juned to marry ame you! He is the level of a pious and sholeh child. You tuch kaga there is alim - alimnya and kaga there is sholeha - sholehanya," said Mariana in a soft tone of voice.

"What do you mean?" sarah asked while compiling the drawing paper.

Mariana did not respond to Sarah's question. He walked out of Sarah's room. Sarah's tears flowed gently on her cheeks. Sarah wiped her tears. Inhaling as much air as possible, then exhaling slowly until the tears stop flowing.

Such was the life of Sarah who was always humbled by her family. Since Mariana's birth, Sarah has been neglected. The affection of Rogaya and her husband Rogaya named Rojali to Sarah was reduced a lot. Sarah is often used as a slave and if Rogaya is angry like to torture Sarah so as to make Sarah suffer through life.

Sarah is happier with her friends Meira, Zarkasih, Juneidi and Maimunah. But since she was a teenager, Sarah and Juneidi aka Juned fell in love with each other. Juneidi is Sarah's first love and one that makes Sarah live her life even more.

Sarah continued to sort out the items that were still lying on the floor, then put them in their original place. His feet out of the room. Take two large rice thermos when in the living room. Continue to move out of the house. Search the home page. Enter into the shop through the back door that has been opened.

"Eh already there is Neng Sarah, Bibi go home first Neng," said Titin, who works half-time at Rogaya's rice shop.

"Yes Bi" said Sarah, putting one of the rice flasks on the floor, and then putting the other one on the table.

Shortly thereafter Titin went out of the stall through the back door. Sarah closed the back door. Sitting on the bench while circulating his gaze to the food window. Suddenly his stomach feels hungry because from dawn until now has not eaten. He was afraid to take food without permission from Rogaya. Wasting a deep breath when at first glance remembering the incident he was beaten for taking food without Rogaya's permission.

"Assalamu'alaikum," said Juneidi aka Juned which was surprising to Sarah so Sarah turned to Juneidi.

"May I sit down?" ask Juneidi.

"May," said Sarah, bowing her head in shame.

"Your cheek hue always makes me miss" Juneidi said, looking at the reddish patches on Sarah's cheek.

Astarghfirullah's. I can't go to Maysaroh like that because I'm getting married soon.

Inner Juneidi.

Juneidi immediately shifted her gaze, then said, "Im sorry Brother before Sar. For the past few months you haven't responded to your emails. Brother also apologizes for giving you hope about our relationship. Brother has asked his parents many times to propose to you, but his parents always refuse him. Brother does not want our relationship is not sanctioned by parents because the blessing of parents is God's blessing. One day, Brother was fooled by one of the children of his best friend Abi Abang. At first Abang refused, but after Abi Ummi gave his prayer and after praying istikharah several times, Abang finally accepted the match. That's why you didn't reply to your email. So you please forgive Brother."

"Why don't your parents approve of our relationship?" sarah asked, looking over at Juneidi.

"That's as far as you know, because we're still brothers."

"But pan us distant brothers Bang? Mpok Lela and Bang Johir were married even though they were still distant brothers."

"I've said it like that, but Ummi always answers later you also know for yourself why Abi Ummi never approved of your romance."

"Is it because Sarah's not a good woman for you?"

"You're a good woman to your brother, but you're not his brother's mate."

"Is it because Sarah's not a sholeha woman?"

"Everything is not because of you, it is because of our destiny from God."

"When did you get married?"

"Two weeks away. Oh yes, Brother please, you must eliminate and forget your love for Brother."

"Have you lost and forgotten your love for Sarah?" asked Sarah innocently who made Juneidi suddenly turned to her.

Whoa, what do I have to answer? I don't want to hurt Sarah and Salma's heart.

Inner Junaidi.

Juneidi raised her head, then said, "I've done it all."

Jedarr!!!

Like a flash of lightning in broad daylight, Sarah heard a speech from Juneidi. Suddenly Sarah's heart was pierced by a dagger that was able to make her heart hurt invisible. Syerrrr .. Sad feelings trace every stream of Sarah's blood. His heartbeat seemed to stop which made him tight.

Kringh ...

Juneidi's cell phone is ringing. Suddenly Juneidi took her smartphone from her pants pocket. Then look at a writing Ummi on the phone screen. Juneidi touched the green button to answer a phone call from her Umminya, then brought the flat object closer to her left ear.

"Assalamu'alaikum Ummi, is there anything Ummi?"

"Wa ‘alaikumus salam wa rahatulli wabarakatuh. Where are you again?"

"In his stall Nyak Rogaya Mi."

"What are you doing there?"

"Ehm .. There's a personal affair with Sarah."

"Have you finished your personal business?"

"It's Mi."

"Yes, then. Speak home, Ummi there needs to be the same you."

"Yes Ummi."

"Assalamu'alaikum."

"Wa ‘alaikumus salam wa rahatulli wabarakatuh."

Suddenly the phone connection was cut off. Juneidi kept her phone away from her left ear, then put it in its original place. Juneidi stood up and turned to Sarah, who was bowing her head. Not feeling Sarah's tears glistening in her eyes.

"Sarah, you go home first. Assalamu'alaikum."

"Wa ‘alaikumus salam wa rahatulli wabarakatuh," said Sarah while holding back her tears so as not to come out of the penelupuk both eyes.

Juneidi stepped out of the stall through the front door. Sarah raised her head, then looked at Juneidi's shoulder. Unasked, her tears flowed down her cheeks. Sarah cried as she held her chest.

Why is my life like this?