My Life Thru
I'm Sorry

Currently Sarah and El are in one of the malls located on Jalan M.H. Thamrin. They walked through a large shopping center in Menteng, Central Jakarta City while holding hands. Look - look at some shops from the outside. Enjoy the atmosphere of the mall which is quite crowded by mall visitors.

"Great building of the mall. Who owns this mall?" said Sarah who was amazed to see the majesty of the mall.

"As far as I know, the owner of this mall is a sinar mas land company."

"How many floors is this mall?"

"Six floors. Sar, I call you Ai?"

"Kok Ai?"

"Yes, shorthand for me, can you?" el Memelas.

"As far as you are" said Sarah flatly.

"Ai, we go into that store yuk!" bring El.

Not yet the approval of Sarah, El immediately pulled Sarah's hand into the world branded clothing store. Sarah was surprised to see the contents of the store. He was here for the first time. Usually he can only see clothing - branded clothes like in the store only from magazines and television.

"Why are we here?" sarah asked confusedly.

"To buy your party clothes and a bag for my mom. Tomorrow's my Mama's birthday, I want to buy you a bag as a birthday present and a dress for you so you can wear it during my Mama's birthday party on Saturday.

"But you don't have to buy clothes for me El."

"The wind cannot be refused. Pick some clothes and bags that you like. I'm waiting in front of the cashier."

"Thank you El."

Suddenly there was a man who hugged his waist El tightly from behind. El looked back. Sarah was surprised to see El who arrived hugged a beautiful crossbred woman. El stared coldly at the person who had hugged him and it turned out that person was Clarissa. Clarisa smiled sweetly at El. El smiles cynically at Clarisa while releasing her hand Clarisa.

"Tumben you don't want to be hugged by me El?" clarisa said spoiled while moving her body position.

"Cla, know me, this is my future wife" said El seriously as he stared intently at Clarisa.

"Wow! Is it true that you're a woman who wants to get married?" clarisa said in surprise while looking at El.

"Yes, I'm serious about him."

"That means you've been converted, not dyed there - here?"

"Yes, now I'm not like that anymore" El said, turning his eyes away. "Ai, you know, this is one of my college friends," said El softly as he stared warmly at Sarah.

Clarisa turned to Sarah, then reached out her right hand to Sarah with a sweet smile and said, "Clarisa, I was also once El's boyfriend and bedmate. You have to be strong in bed if you're his wife."

"Sarah" said Sarah, replying to Clarisa's right hand so they shook hands.

"What's? Not wrong with his name. Your name is the same as her ex El's" said Clarisa spontaneously and a little surprised as she let go of her right hand.

"No," said Sarah flatly as she lowered her right hand.

"Oh, sorry if I offend you," said Clarisa who had gotten a sharp eye from El.

"Not what" said Sarah flat.

"Oh yes El, I want to choose clothes first and happy to meet you Sarah," said Clarisa kindly while staring at El and Sarah alternately.

El sat on his body on one of the couch. He took his smartphone from his jeans pocket. Tinkering with some icons on the smartphone screen to see the stock price of the development company and the property of his papi. Unbeknownst to El, Clarisa occupies his body beside El.

"Looks like that woman doesn't love you El?" said Clarisa slowly who had made El suddenly turn to her.

"That's none of your business" said El ketus while staring intently."

"You say that, you know that Sarah doesn't love you."

"You don't know!" el said a little upset.

"I know that because I'm also a woman. I know that a woman is in love. I didn't see Sarah's love when I was next to you. Does he just want your money?" clarisa said, then she turned her eyes to Sarah who was walking towards them.

"What the hell is that talking? As long as you know, she is not matre and she is a good woman - well," said El seriously.

"Do I need proof to prove what I said?"

"No need" said El Flat.

Suddenly Clarisa kissed El's lips with tenderness. As a womanizer, she kisses Clarisa back. Their kisses are full of passion. It had been a few days that El did not pour out the desire of his biological needs so he poured that desire when he kissed Clarisa. There was an incision wound in Sarah's heart when she saw it in front of her two eyes.

Sarah feels herself humbled by El. El has broken his promise. Without a cue, Sarah throws the handbag and selected clothes at El and Clarisa violently. Sarah ran out of the dress shop. Running somewhere, without a destination. Unexpectedly, Sarah got into the elevator that was heading to the sixth floor. Sarah looked around with confused eyes. He sees people - people in pairs - couples, only he himself does not have a partner.

The elevator doors were wide open, all the passengers exited the elevator including Sarah. Sarah searched the sixth floor of the mall until she finally found the cinema. He saw some movie posters that were being displayed from a considerable distance. He entered the XXI mall. The first time he visited a movie theater. He moved his eyes around him. He walked slowly to the Robin Hood movie poster.

"Sarah," call Clarisa who is standing next to Sarah's right.

Sarah turned to Clarisa, then said flatly, "Well, are you here?"

"I wanted to explain that" Clarisa said, but Sarah did not respond. "So you misunderstood. I was just testing whether you love El or not" Clarisa continued.

"Continue to think such a test is ethical in public? And according to your test results, do I love El?" sarah was calm.

"If I think it's ethical. And from my test results, you love El."

Sarah only smiled faintly in response to Clarisa's words, then looked away leaving Clarisa. Clarisa was stunned to see Sarah's reaction. Clarisa took her foot out of XXI mall. Clarisa sees El running towards XXI. El stopped his steps while in front of Clarisa. Sweat drenched El's face. Clarisa shook her head to see El's reaction after being thrown by Sarah's bag and shirt.

"How did you meet?" el asked with a worried look on his face.

"Your meet, she's inside. I think he's really angry."

"Gara - because you sich ngetesnya wear all kisses!" gerutu El cynical.

"Oh, it's usually wrong people, you're wrong, too" Clarisa protested flatly.

"What's wrong?"

"You have to kiss back!" clarisa was upset.

"I'm getting carried away."

"Reason, tell me you want to kiss me! Samperin is your bini candidate!" clarisa said, annoyed, then stepped her foot out of XXI.

El traced the XXI mall to look for Sarah's whereabouts while carrying two large bags. El saw Sarah who was waiting in line in front of the counter to buy tickets to watch the movie at XXI mall. El ran over to Sarah. El stopped his steps while on his right side Maysaroh.

"Ai, I'm sorry."