My Life Thru
In The Heart

Sarah walked down her steps in the hospital room. He wants to see Babenya. He's been getting information that his baby heart surgery is tomorrow morning. Sarah is very happy and grateful to have a girlfriend like El who is very kind. Through the help of El, her baby can be operated on by the heart without taking care of complicated administration. Sarah overhears her parents' conversation when she opens a little VVIP hospital where her baby is being treated.

"Abang has to tell Sarah that he is not our son Ro," said Rojali sadly who made Sarah open her mouth wide in surprise, but she had to endure her shock in order to hear her next speech.

"Don't bang, he'll leave the house. If he leaves, who will help us? We've lost our only child, Mariana."

"Oh yeah you told Mariana about my condition?"

"Udah, but as usual he's in bodo with brother."

"Based on a bad boy!" rojali said as she held her left chest in pain.

Sarah opened the door and went into the room in panic to see Rojali in pain. I pushed the bell to call the nurse. Sarah crucified Rogaya and Rojali's right hand in turn. Two nurses entered Rojali's inpatient room. The other one had a tensimeter in Rojali's right hand while the other was checking Rojali's history data.

"A hundred and eighty-five per one hundred and five" the nurse said after checking Rojali's blood pressure.

"Sir Rojali still feels pain in the left chest?" said the nurse who checked Rojali's history data while looking at Rojali.

"Still sus, just now I still feel pain in the left chest and shortness of breath," Rojali said.

"Well, what does it mean to be sick again?" sarah was sad.

"Pak don't think too much because tomorrow morning we plan to have the operation said the nurse who checked Rojali's attention.

"Yes I also know it's Sus," said Rojali flatly.

"Bu Rogaya can come with us? We want to talk to Mom for a minute" said the nurse who examined Rojali's history data.

"Yes Sus," said Rogaya, then the two nurses stepped foot to the hospital room door.

"Sar, go get Babe."

"Yes to Him."

Soon Rogaya followed the two nurses. They came out, and Rogaya closed the door to Rojali's hospital room. Sarah moved her legs toward Rojali's bed. Rojali turned to Sarah, then smiled with a soothing smile for Sarah. Sarah clasped Rojali's right palm. Rojali shed her tears.

"Be, don't think of anything like that" said Sarah tenderly lovingly as a child.

"Sar, sorry Babe yes. Babe just plong if Babe tells about something about you Sar," Rojali said.

"Well, that's what Babe wanted. Babe wants to tell me what?" sarah said - I don't know.

"It used to be about twenty-two years ago, Babe found a cute and beautiful baby girl in Babe's car tub. At that time Babe was surprised and happy to find a baby that Babe and Nyak had dreamed of. It's been ten years Babe and Nyak married not given offspring. So when we find you, our hearts are very happy. We deliberately didn't want to tell the authorities about the discovery of the child because we didn't want to let you go. We finally took care of you. Maafin Babe and Nyak who have been hurting you all this time" Rojali said.

"Yes, Sarah's sorry Be."

"Therefore Abi and Umminya Juneidi do not approve of your relationship. Maafin Babe equals Nyak ya Sar. Until now Babe and Nyak didn't know your biological parents. Maybe your biological parents live in Bogor. At that time I found you after going home to buy vegetables in the Bogor area plantation. Until whenever you remain my son. You'd better find your biological parents, so you get married quickly, pity El, like he's getting married just as well as you."

"Yes Be."

"Where is El? I don't see the stem of his nose sich."

"He again went to Malang Be, again reviewing his housing project."

"Babe has breakfast?"

"Udah."

"Would you take medicine?"

"Udah."

"Babe should rest and don't think of anything like that, because tomorrow morning Babe wants surgery."

"Yes Sar."

A second later Sarah let go of her hand. Walk up to a long sofa. He sat his body on the couch. Sarah opened her sling bag reset to get her cell phone. Picking up the phone, then pressing a few buttons to see a message from El.

My dear Assalamu'alaikum Ai. I'm sorry Ai. I didn't think that my friends were being ridiculed and insulted you. After I found out about the incident, I immediately hit the two whines. Tomorrow - tomorrow I won't kiss you again before we get married. Now I'm again on the way Malang, see the housing project that you have designed his house for the property company Papi Rogen. I hope you forgive me immediately and don't silence me. I feel bad when you're angry with me. See you again. Your love, El.

Sarah was reading the message in her heart.

Sarah turned her gaze to Babenya. He saw Babenya sleeping. Sarah shed her tears as her heart felt an invisible wound. Since the baby she had to lose the affection of both her biological parents. Something he should have. Sarah wiped her tears. Inhaling as much air - a lot, then exhaling slowly - slowly until his tears stop flowing.

I pushed a few buttons to call El. Push the green button, then bring the object closer to his left ear. There was an inactive tone from his phone number El. Sarah kept it away from her left ear. Put his cell phone in his sling bag, then close the sling bag resetting. Sarah pondered what her biological parents were like.

Are they the bad guys that put me in a babe car tub with vegetables? Did I get kidnapped, and then because of the panic the kidnapper put me in a babe car? What is my family like? I need to find my family.

Sarah's mind while daydreaming.

The inpatient room door is open. Rogaya entered the room, then closed the door. Rogaya turned to Rojali who was sleeping. Rogaya continued her footsteps toward Sarah. Rogaya sat to his left Sarah. Rogaya turned to Sarah who was still daydreaming about her real family.

"Sar, I'm sorry we both are. Because of our desire to have a child, you do not report it to the authorities" said Rogaya who broke Sarah's daydream.

Sarah turned to Rogaya, and said, "Yes nyak."

"How's Nyak Sar's stall doing?"

"Alhamdulillah, the buyers are increasing."

"You're not tired of cooking for stalls while working?"

"No Nasty."

"Alhamdulillah, I just realized that you are a sholeh child. Sorry it seems he's been rude to you."

"Yeah Nyeak. Nyak, I'm out first yeah,"

"Yes, be careful."

Sarah nodded her head in response to Rogaya's words. Sarah stood up from the long sofa. Walk her feet towards the hospital room door. Press the door handle down, then pull it so that the door opens. Sarah came out of Rojali's inpatient room. Closing the inpatient room door. Continue to the hospital elevator. Sarah intends to find her family, so she wants to leave the hospital.

In front of the elevator he saw a baby who was being invited to joke about his mother's funds. The baby laughed cheerfully. The scene touched Sarah's heart. She wanted to feel the warmth and affection of a real mother. I don't feel her tears flowing anymore. Juneidi was walking towards the elevator while looking at Sarah who was crying. Juneidi patted her right shoulder slowly while behind Sarah.

"I take you to a normal place so you can let go of the sadness that is in the heart."