My Little Baby
149. Ayu's restlessness
actually yoga is a good man, only his mouth that sometimes can not be conditioned if you are babbling even though Sarah and ayu reassure it is just a joke but different from yoga, but it is, yoga is very loving ayu, since when he started to like women like ayu, what since they work together until they often meet, but it's not, the love itself grows, although yoga is also the same thing as ayu, consider their relationship is only limited to friendship.
"like ngaco nih yoga.."say Sarah he looks pity to see ayu who is moody after yoga said a few sentences regarding Arsya his lover.
"gue is just remembering the bagok."pronounced yoga, they often talk like that since close when in college, so that the harsh words of the interlocutor never in the gubris again.
"yes but Lo has hurt ayu's feelings at this time." said Sarah did not accept.
"continue I must how now.."ujar yoga, although there is a guilt that teaches in his heart at this time.
"yes you have to take responsibility." said Sarah again.
"responsible how.."strictly yoga until Sarah stared at him with her sharp eyes, although only jokes should yoga also keep the feelings of her best friend.
"you mean." asked Sarah confused, obviously because of yoga she got moody like this.
"before yoga says, actually I was the same thing with him, I had thought the same thing for days, I was actually afraid if Arsya would behave the same as his brother Alex, brother Alex, but I love her so much, but after my consideration after hearing Utami's remark when we were out for a walk that day, Utami's sister had her right, her right, for what love is maintained if we have to feel ill, and tormented birth and inner, what else is yoga being abroad today, he said, I'm afraid he'll act the same as Alex's brother who was never faithful, cave fearing he was toying with my love there, but I'm at a loss as to how I ended our relationship, on one side I feel guilty on the other side I'm scared.."ayu said accidentally beads his eyes were seen.
"but right, your story is different ayu, Lo is not the same as me, maybe Alex's family is angry because I make a disgrace in their family, is Lo.." said Sarah calming.
"there is no difference Sarah, we both come from poor families who are not equal to them, what is different?, they still look at property, they still look at caste, they still look at caste, even though I did not make a disgrace, their parents still did not accept me, I was just a poor boy whose parents I was just a farmer, he said, I am afraid later my parents are also despised and stepped on their self-esteem just because of differences in caste." said ayu with tears flowing profusely in her eyes.
"gue hope you think you're okay, don't get lulled, Arsya looks a good boy, but it depends back on Lo again yu..."Sarah hugged her best friend to testify, she had felt what ayu feel right, fear, anxiety very deep.