My Little Baby
163. There is no spirit of life
Alex looked at his feet that were full of bandages.
"why can my feet be like this, how can I meet Sarah and the moon if my condition is like this..." Alex felt desperate he could not meet Sarah and the moon with this situation, especially now Alex has been sitting in a wheelchair again.
"son, you have to go to therapy well, so that your legs can heal as soon as possible." said Mama Riska while approaching her child, the child, but Alex did not budge and did not answer anything he just daydreaming whatever was on his mind at this time, until Arsya who saw also spoke up.
"sister, right said mama, how would you be healed if you do not have this kind of spirit,
brother come Arsya accompanied brother to the hospital, I have to be in therapy today." said Arsya, even though he had promised to meet his lover, ayu his lover, he has been in this city for a very long time, but he has not had time to visit his lover, just every time he will travel surely his mother always broke up on the grounds of Alex who was sick, arsya was forced to accompany her sister during her illness.
but Alex is still silent, he does not intend to go to therapy, he feels his life is also meaningless, healed he is not necessarily also Sarah will forgive him, what else Adit, what else Adit, Adit must hate him so much right now.
"Alex, you don't want to go to therapy?" asked Mama Riska who saw Alex did not make a sound, as long as Alex's illness was indeed a changed person, he was more quiet than usual.
"no ma, let Alex be like this, there is no use for him also Alex can walk.." said the man was indeed his mother.
"sister, why are you talking like that?" sela Arsya protest.
"you mean what'd Alex talk like that ? you're not me same mama, you don't feel sorry for mama, mama is very worried about your condition son." said Riska while screeching towards Alex.
"of course Alex dear, but Alex's heart is gone, Alex is no longer eager to live life." replied Alex as he looked down at his feet.
"oh, you mean, you're not excited about life because there's no lady, are you...? because there's no Sarah, is there...?"mama Riska said, she was very angry with Alex who was still thinking about Sarah when her circumstances were like this.
Alex did not want to argue with his mama, Alex also turned his wheelchair and advanced to the room.
after arriving in the room, Arsya also helped drive Alex to his bed and slowly lay Alex on his bed.
"sister, what do you mean by not having the spirit of life ? is it true that mom said there wasn't any Sarah ?"ask Arsya again while sitting on the lip of the bed.
"yes,." replied Alex wryly, Arsya did not think her brother would be like this because there was no Sarah.
"it should be because Sarah is not here, you should be more eager to heal." said Arsya Until making Alex look fixed in his direction, he was confused by Arsya's explanation.
"what do you mean ?"his question asked for an explanation, while Arsya just smiled a little towards her brother.
"arsya thought it was still the brother, the same man as before, smart and intelligent, but it turned out to be a stupid brother.."hina Arsya to make Alex widen his eyes staring intently at Arsya.
"what do you mean ?"hardik Alex looked at his sister.
Arsya only smiled slightly revealing a row of white and neat teeth.
"sister, the more Sarah is not here, the more excited you should be, so that you can meet her and fix your broken sister's household." said Arsya, while staring at her sister, who was, Alex just quietly did not answer anything said by Arsya, honestly he is very cool at this time and his mind is very chaotic, so that even thinking clearly he can not.
"no, I think if it continues like this, it will change things ? it will not change any circumstances, brother, it will remain the same, brother will remain paralyzed and Sarah will also stay away from the brother.." said Arsya with high sympathy,he didn't want his brother to not have this kind of spirit.
"sister, I'm always there for brother, I'm even willing to take a month off, to meet brother and take care of brother, when I need to be willing, when I need to, not going to college and moving back here to accompany the therapy sister, the important sister is no intention to recover and determined to undergo therapy."
Alex was silent for quite a long time he heard what his sister said, in the bottom of his heart, Alex was very justifying what Arsya said, if he recovers he can attempt to repair his fractured wedding hut with Sarah.