My Little Baby
180. All are destiny lines
The moon was still asleep in her sleep, Sarah also walked packing the goods belonging to the moon that had been messy in the room, bags, books, pencils and markers pictorial has scattered everywhere, seen a few days ago before leaving for vacation, the moon had time to paint some pictures in his coloring book, a picture consisting of three people, a stick that reads papa, moon, mama, mama, on top of that picture.
Sarah looked back at the child with a raging mind.
Sarah felt guilty about the moon, because the moon certainly wanted the figure of a father who was on her side, even though the moon looked herd and never discussed the father at all, but Sarah knows every day she misses the figure of a father.
"was my decision right ?" shrewd Sarah.
Sarah felt she was the worst mother for the moon, she was so wishy-washy and weak in making decisions, she was like a stupid mother to her own child.
Sarah daydreams and relives the events of her romance with Alex, Alex is the first man to fill her heart and Sarah also wishes Alex was also the last man for her.
The beginning of their love story is already on the verge of complete all the pain and suffering that Sarah felt, was complete,but somehow the woman buries all her wounds and stays with Alex even though their story is full of wounds.
Sarah recalls the times she was with Adit in their home, without her Alex on her side, Sarah's life is inversely proportional, he is so happy with Adit and Novi who are always kind to him and they are also very fond of the moon.
Sarah breathed heavily, tightness filled her chest cavity, no tears falling on her eyes.
"why are you decking ?" Sarah was surprised to see Adit already in front of her.
"aah, no brother..." Sarah wiped away her rough tears, she did not want to look weak in front of her sister.
"aaah, I just feel like I'm the dumbest woman in the world, I'm sacrificing my happiness instead, for choosing to be a slave to love." Sarah laughs sarcastically, he was so sorry for his actions that had been trapped in persuading Alex.
"if I didn't know Alex's sister and didn't like her more deeply, I would definitely not be like this." she said, smiling at Adit.
"i'm a fool, right, brother ?" her question was looking at her sister's face.
"why are you talking like that, everything is in the line of destiny." replied Adit as he grabbed his sister into his arms, Adit rubbed Sarah's back to calm his sister.
"don't be like that, you have to accept whatever your destiny is, at least from the bad things you can learn, not all of it must be done with love, not all of it must be done with love, and you can try to change for the better again." said Adit again, although his tears were also flooded in his eyes.
"are you not grateful for the presence of the moon ?" ask Adit directly to make Sarah pull her body in Adit's arms
"what does brother mean ? I love and love my son ?"sara looked at her confused sister.
"hmm, that's not why you and the moon were found." Adit smiled at Sarah.
"don't be damned about fate, but take the positive side and learn from the mistake." said Adit, Sarah was silent and nodded towards her brother, his sister, Adit stroked Sarah's head and walked away from Sarah's room.