My Little Baby
36. It's like my face
ALEX POV
I can't sleep all night, because I think I'm filled with Sarah's shadow, after this afternoon, I always think hard, there are so many questions I want to ask, right now.
is that really Sarah...?
who was the baby that Sarah was carrying at the time...?
is that my son, my flesh and blood...?
what really happened to her during these two years, did Sarah choose to give birth to the child, rather than abort her...?
if that's really my son, why didn't he tell me that he had given birth,
adit also didn't say anything to me when I called him,
is it true what Sarah said at the time, she would take care of the child without me ?
but when I asked back to Arsya, I asked,
Why Arsya says Sarah is not married and she also studied at xxx university in my city, instead Adit says she's in another city xxx at the moment, what happened actually, what happened, I have to go to Sarah's house,
I need to know what really happened.
I also drove my luxury car at full speed, so that I have reached my friend Adit's house,
there have been so many changes over the past two years, he said Adit opened a meatball shop in front of his house and he did not need to sell around anymore.
I also walked towards Adit's meatball stall,
either startled, or what, Adit immediately approached me and hugged me full of longing.
"when to go home bro, why not tell me first if you want to come here" asked Adit while hugging my body.
"yeah, I just got home yesterday, so I didn't have time to call Lo,"
"ouh that's it..."
"hm,
rame customer Lo dit...?" I said while glancing one by one at the customers.
"haha, that's fine...
ouh yeah, let's go in first bro, man,
we copy yuk at home.hehe" he said while embracing me.
"keep trading Lo , who's looking after..."
"aaaaa safe if trading problems, I will ask Novi to take care"
"novi...?
lo's girlfriend..."
I went into Adit's house, nothing changed with the atmosphere of the house, it looked as usual.
"Novi, nov.." cried Adit calling his lover.
"eeeh yes, a moment." shouted Novi behind the room.
as soon as I was the room of his late parents Adit, not long ago Novi came out with a baby in his arms.
"eeh there's Alex, how's Lex ..?"ask Novi.
"well, if Lo how's nov...?"
"sama, I'm good too." answered her while sitting next to her boyfriend.
"honey, please take care of the stall for a while,
I want to talk to Alex first, haven't seen him in a long time"
"aah yes, dear,
I went to the stall first yeah." he said while standing up from his seat.
"honey, baby the same month I was?"
"eeh yes,"
Novi also handed the little baby to Adit, I saw Adit loved the little boy very much, he also kissed him several times.
"Adit, whose child is this...?" ask me directly, because I am very curious.
"ouh it's the moon, Sarah's son." she said out loud.
instantly my heart was pounding, great,
there are so many feelings that I can't explain right now, there are happy, happy, sad and disappointed.
"gue makein coffee first well lex...? he said as he stood holding the little baby.
"a-adit.." said I hesitated.
"yes, what's the matter...?"
"w-can I hold her...?"
"eeeh yes can..."
without a second thought Adit handed the baby to me, to be honest this baby is very, very beautiful, the face is exactly with my face when I was a child,
her hair color, her nose, even her eyes are the same as mine,
I don't know what happened to me, my tears immediately spilled, when I watched the child in my arms right now, I felt so guilty for Sarah, I shouldn't have abandoned Sarah and my flesh and blood like this.