My Love is Mentok In You
Chapter 13

In a lounge chair in the side. A young man was laying himself down by cupping his hands into a pillow.

His eyes were closed with a headset hanging from his ears.

Judika's song titled "Decide or continue" chanted, representing her feelings.

*I was wondering

about our feelings

We really love each other

Or just ever in love

Do you not feel too

The cold started to catch up with our conversation

What are your questions?

Impressed only by formality

Ask your heart again

Should we break up or continue

We are maintaining a relationship

Or just delaying the farewell*.

The wind that blows piercing the pores until the bone does not make it move at all.

Her body was there but her soul went nowhere.

Until Mother saw him, thought his son was asleep.

"Ar wake. I want maghrib!" he shook his shoulders slowly.

Bang Ar opened his eyes and immediately got up.

"Why mom?" ask her to the mother

"Udah mau maghrib tuh. Come in!" bring him back to his son.

Bang Arpun got up and followed his mother who had already entered.

After performing his duties as a Muslim. Bang Ar threw himself back into bed.

He grabbed his HP over the nightstand, looking at the WA page. Some of the messages he sent were not read by his lover.

"I think I should give up."

He kept his HP back. Look at the ceiling of the room, recalling the memories with the lover.

He thought, Did He ever make a mistake? He never made a mistake, let alone disappointed.

Bang Ar is a responsible, caring and loyal man. Wherever her boyfriend takes her away, she's always ready.

Even though he was busy, he never complained. His attention was always on him.

Even small things like sending a message just reminding not to forget to eat, slalu He gave.

In the past, her lover was very possessive and even her attention was much greater than her.

But now, everything feels different. Tasteless. The absence of possessive sikaf the lover feels there is something stuck in his heart.

Now more impressed by the bodo period, communication is only as necessary.

I don't know what really happened between them. He should be silent and consider everything to be okay.

or somehow.....

Eventually he fell asleep and forgot his dinner.

This morning Ayra was ready to go to work. As usual he was waiting for his ojek kang in front of the fence of his house.

Suddenly a car stopped in front of him. Someone from the car opened the glass.

"For Ay...!" sweep it with a sweet smile

"Bang's Morning..!" she forced her smile as usual.

"Would you like to go to work?" tanyanya basa.

"Hemm.Iya bang." said Ayra.

"Yuk nik. Anterin's brother!" bring again.

"No need to wait for Feby. Part of the office bang Rendi same factory I'm not in the same direction." subtly refused.

"No papa, I deliberately picked you up. Want to anterin you first, later deh brother berangakat to the office." Answer bang Rendi spirit.

Before returning to voice suddenly came a matic motorbike approaching him.

"The hunt is up, we're going to be late" the kang ojek told Ayra.

"Sorry I'm leaving!" his farewell to Rendi who returned was made disappointed.

Ayra hastily climbed up, wearing a helmet as the motor bolted leaving the car with its owner.

Even the sahutan of Rendi He did not heed.

"Damn!" Rendi swore to hit the steering wheel.

Because of the trade several times he always failed to get close to Ayra.

"Why do you always avoid Ay? How can I get your heart?"

a rubbed his face rough. Feeling frustrated, always never responded by the idol of his heart.

"It's a good thing you came" Ayra said after they were parked.

"Yes sorry. I'm really bad luck!" timpal Feby took off his helmet.

"Who did you say that Ampe could be bad luck?" tanyanua again while tidying up his messy hair because of the helmet.

"Last night I watched live cogan hotzz!" feby replied.

Ayra who heard the words of her best friend was twitching her forehead did not understand.

"Watch BTS live?" tannya

"Beuhh's... BTS is passing by!"

"Well, what dong?"

"Gue Abis watch bang Ivan run in the treadmil night-night. Look at him..Eugghhhh makes my brain travel know?" he said with a spirit and a smile that I don't know.

Maybe his brain again melanglang buana imagine the yes-yes with the idol of his heart.

"Buseett this brat. Your brain needs to be in that laundry." Ayra is shaking the head of her best friend.

"You know why I can't sleep. Yes, I can't sleep after watching my baby." he replied again while continuing to giggle.

"Yasallaaammm." Ayra leaves her best friend.

"Woy.wait me!" Feby runs after Ayra.

Bang Ar who was walking out of the lobby was made to stop when he saw a car stop in front of the company.

He who recognized the car belongs to who stopped for a moment and after knowing who came out, he chose to hide behind a large pot of plants.

Rara and Kevin got out of the car. They seemed to laugh happily, and walked into the building without realizing its existence.

"Can I be suspicious?" Mumbled.

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