My Love My Pain
Just an excuse

"Mother looks so happy" Ilin said as soon as Airin walked into the kitchen.

Yep. Airin was happy because she had just gone down the road with Arja. He just got home. May that happiness accompany the marriage to the end.

"Iwlins. What do you think I deserve to give Arja?" ask Airin slowly.

"What you give me will definitely make Mr. Arja happy."

"What right?"

Airin could only smile to himself. Since marrying Arja. He has never given me any gifts. Even to this day, the much-anticipated gift has not been present among them.

Ting. A message came into Airin's phone.

Come to my house. Now!

Reading the message made Airin think no-no. Is there something bad going on there. Maybe Vino just wants Airin to come to his house.

Even if it's like that. Airin must be professional. He has to come, what else is this regarding the contract he has signed.

Airin was seen in a hurry when he entered the room. It even made Arja put the phone out of her hand. Then draw Airin closer to her.

"What's wrong?" ask Airin.

"You look rushed. What's up?"

Airin gave her smile, "Vino asked me to his house. There's something important there and I have to take care of it."

"Why do you have to go there?"

"You know the reason, right?"

Arja clucked and released his embrace from the wife. He was very upset, even though he was looking for the job himself. In reality now, Airin is more often with his boss.

Airin approached her husband, "I'll be home soon. Don't be mad anymore."

Airin came out with the same bag and shirt. He has not cleaned himself and has not changed his clothes. Fortunately, he had not done any strenuous activity. His clothes are clean.

"Mar. Get the car ready, we'll go to Vino's house."

"Where's mom's address?" ask Amar.

"Crystal haw housing. Please hurry."

Some messages back in. This time, Vino managed to make Airin anxious. However, they remain friends to this day. It's just that Airin kept his distance because he was married.

***

A large house with a large garden. There are also many flowers blooming. Really lovely. It seems that the house is crowded.

"What's with Bu Airin?" ask a girl dressed as a waiter.

"true."

"Let's follow me."

The girl brought Airin in. Just go through the back door. In front of a lot of journalists and people. Maybe something made the reporters want to come here.

"Where is Vino?" ask Airin.

"Mr Vino is in the study. On the second floor, room five of the stairs."

Airin walked up the stairs to find the room in question. After finding it. Airin just stood still and sighed. The house was huge and made Airin tired of going around.

Tok to tok. Airin knocked on the door a few times. Until a woman opens it, she smiles at Airin. The woman was the same woman who was looking for Vino in the office.

"Are you her secretary?"

I nodded, "Yes."

"Tell Vino. Don't be stubborn."

After saying. Cika breezed away leaving Airin still riveted. Because he felt that Vino was not good, Airin just went in.

Vino was sitting with his hands massaging his head. Look for it if there is a serious problem. Vino is thinking hard right now.

"I'm here, sir."

Vino looked at me, "You've come."

Vino approached and immediately grabbed Airin into his arms. Feeling inappropriate about what Vino did. Airin tried to let go of the hug.

"What are you doing?"

"It's all because of you!" Vino smashed the glass that was beside him after releasing his embrace.

"Sorry Sir. What the hell is going on?"

This time Vino opened the curtains, so we could see anything on the terrace of the house. There were so many reporters there, I also saw Cika being interviewed. His face looked happy, though it was actually very fake.

"Do you know. They all thought that Cika and I had a relationship."

Airin was shocked and at the same time happy. He just found out if Vino has a relationship with a very beautiful woman.

"I don't want to marry her, I just want to work together."

Airin pulled out a file. There was already a signature of Cika and Vino. They agree with what is on there.

"It's a requirement here" Airin said.

"I still love you Rin."

Airin widened her eyes with what Vino said. Is he out of his mind? think Airin. Airin has not thought about what happened in the past.

"We've never been apart Rin. I still love you." Vino clasped Airin's hand tightly.

Airin quickly regained consciousness and let go of the hand. What he did was wrong this time.

"Sir, school-age love is an uncertain thing. We've been separated since you were sent abroad."

"Watery."

"Sir. Just do everything, for your company. You don't want this company destroyed?"

"Dam. You're back to making me like this."

Airin took the contract back. After discussing some things about work. Airin.

"It's all done. Excuse me sir."

Airin is ready to leave. He stuffed a file with his cell phone and some stuff into his bag.

"Watery?" call Vino when Airin opens the door, "How can I forget you."

Airin chose not to answer. He moved his leg back to leave. For Airin the past is the past. He is more focused on the present and his future. I don't know what Vino would have thought if he knew Airin had forgotten about him a long time ago.

"Mom, we've prepared food."

"Call me, Mr. Vino. I'm in a hurry."

To avoid journalists and people. Airin chose to go through the back door. Even so, Airin still thought about what Vino said. Am I being too selfish? ask Airin to his own heart.

***

"Sir Amar can go straight home. Maybe tonight me and Arja will be long."

"Good, Mom."

After Amar's departure. Airin went inside the restaurant and looked for her seat. Arja said, this is a restaurant owned by her relatives. Very luxurious and beautiful.

"You're coming too."

Arja stood up and immediately hugged the friendly Airin. He also gave a kiss and a bouquet of flowers to Airin.

"It's very romantic" said Airin.

Table with rose and candle decoration. Very beautiful and romantic. Since Arja married again, this time Airin was given a romantic and touching thing.

Today. The last day Arja accompanied Airin, tomorrow she must return to her young wife. He promised to be fair to his two wives.

"I brought you here for a reason."

"What?"

"Maybe. This one month I'm not going to your house."

Airin felt lied to. He thinks Arja is giving this away for free. It turned out that he had reason enough to make Airin hurt.

"Don't you say you should be fair?"

Aqil held my hand slowly, "I didn't know that Maya would get pregnant this fast. Sorry."

Getting pregnant? maya is pregnant soon. Airin felt defeated. She was the one who got married first, but Maya got the pregnancy. Airin was now feeling discouraged.

"I know if you don't like it. But anyway, this early pregnancy she needed me so much."

Airin could only be silent and did not know what to respond to. If she's in Maya's position, she might as well do the same. It's just that it's too selfish.

"If I don't agree, you'll do it." Finally Airin can only resign.

"Thank you for understanding me."

"I'm going home now."

Airin felt he could not take it anymore. He chose to leave with the cry he was holding. He was sad not just because of Arja. She was sad because the pregnancy did not come to her.

"Rin. I love you." Arja held my hand.

"I know."

Suspicious feeling in Airin's heart. How could Maya get pregnant that fast. They haven't been married for a month. Never mind, Airin can only live his lonely day again.

"Can we go for a walk?" ask Arja.

Arja is directed by Airin. They take a walk around the restaurant. There is a pretty beautiful garden. What else with the moon and stars that adorn the night sky.

Not long. Arja's phone rang, she raised with a smile on her lips. Airin knew it was from Maya. After a long time, Arja finally returned to Airin.

"Rin. I'm leaving first huh, Maya asked me to buy her some pregnancy milk."

"Yes, you can go." Airin smiled. Only a fake smile.

Airin waited for Amar to pick him up. If you know this, Airin will not ask Amar to leave. Byuuurs. The rain came suddenly and made Airin drenched that night.

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